so glad to have my apethetic jerk in my gallery!! <3
Childhood♛"I am not a cry baby!!"
Always the martyr, never the blame, oh how dare you accuse him of such! Zerrin hasn't the toughest skin, His sister's antics and his mother's teasing are sometimes too much for him. Zerrin will cry at nearly anything, silly boy!
♛Zerrin is a solitary boy, often lost in his own thought rather than offering interaction with others. He's fond of being alone, even as a child. Zerrin tends to indulge in frivolous things, including counting leaves on trees, or naming all the passing clouds. Any "job" that will allow him separation from others.
♛Zerrin is quite easily influenced, and he's blessed by a small circle of family (and single friend) that tend to bring him beauty, and yet he rejects it?
That's right, Zerrin is a bit or a wretched child, very selfish, and almost cruel, he's not not fond of strangers, minus the "next door monk" who took a shining to Zerrin. The two sit for hours, in the quiet sanctuary - they share a silent kind of appreciation. They're friends, and odd mixture. Despite his worldly companion, Zerrin still remains a bit of a sour boy.
♛It's pitiful, Zerrin is similar to a poet without words. He's a lonely kid with severe anxiety issues, unable to communicate what he desires, or what is needed. Zerrin wants friends, and he wants to be outgoing and all that his father is, plus all that his mother is, and all that his sister is, that's what he wants and he can't seem to attain or express this. Zerrin seeks salvation in Bodhi, the monk that gifted him his scarf, Bodhi seems to be the only one that really connects to Zerrin. Even his mother who is very close with her son stands in second place. It's uncertain as to why Zerrin loves Bodhi as much as he does, but the adoration is present and mutual. It seems Bodhi helps the young boy with his anxiety, and coaxes him into more social situations. An old brotherly figure sheds hopeful light onto Zerrin's antisocial personality, however, said older brother vanished when Zerrin began to really depend on him. And like that, the boy resorts to his old habits..
but, we all grow up . . .Adulthood♛Zerrin has grown into what is a cocky, self righteous boy. But, don't think he's outgrown that cry-baby persona of his, no way. Zerrin is still one fond of getting his way, and he's no stranger to throwing fits in order to achieve whatever it is he desires. Zerrin is possessive, almost to an unhealthy extent. But, those who love him fondly refer to it as his 'dragon like' personality. As if comparing him to regal mythical spirit would calm this raging beast.
♛ Now, Zerrin isn't the brightest young man, in terms of book smarts. He's rather the opposite of intelligent when it comes to factual knowledge. However, this drama queen is fond of thinking on his feet, and he's good at it. Give him a moment's notice and he's already solved your problem. With his suave maneuvering of stressful situations, he's often looked up to as a leader. A position he enjoys greatly, mostly because he get's what he likes.
♛Zerrin is still the same, he's just gotten older . . . Remember, Zerr is never at fault, he's the one always in the right. So this being said, he'd cross the ocean and sell his soul to show you how right he is despite the reality. His solution could be wrong, no matter, he'd never admit to such
♛Zerrin's developed kind of a "I'm better than you" kind of attitude. He likes obtaining things and having things as his. He's no poor boy, as a big contractor in the movie industry, he's one with power and one with money - just the way he likes it. However, Zerrin is rather cold emotional wise. He has problems making friends, and speaking intimately with others. He's good with business, but anything personal is out of the question. He's a bit of a self loathing boy, but his family, and very limited circle of friends are very supportive of him. Nonetheless, Zerrin is always looking to better himself, until he reverts to his old habits.
