DragonLoverHere wrote:
Oh my gosh, so I'm not a crazy person after all! Well, at least I'm not alone.
My OCs take up my every waking moment in some tiny way, I swear. Sometimes when I'm on the computer I can hear my OCs interacting with each other or commenting on my activities, being crazy and sweet and my closest friends. Or when someone asks about my OCs, I speak about each one of them more passionately than I can describe many people. There's even times when I find myself in such a saddened state where they all come up and snuggle with me, giving advice and cheering me up. They aren't real, I know. But they feel real and are individuals. And they are just there. They're there for me and me alone. It makes me feel so special... -///w///-
THIS. That's exactly what I'm like.
I have pretty much no social life. Who needs one? I have all my OCs there for me, and I love them more than anything <3 Making a OC is my favorite thing to do. You're creating new life- I have the power to do anything I want in my own world. All I need is a blank canvas, and I've created a new life.
OCs are like my friends- I love each of them, feel for them when something goes badly for them in a RP, pity them, feel happy for them when something goes well, and imagine little ways to cheer them up x3 They're my babies, best friends, family...
My god I probably sound insane right now.
Call me a no-friend looser who hangs out with her imaginary friends if you want- because really, that's 100% true. My fursona is pretty much who I want to be, she's reached her goals and powered through the bad moments in life and became who she wanted to be on her own, and I look up to her and think
"I know what I'm dealing with right now is tough, but Lavender went through it too and she's fine. Just keep on powering through and you'll make it out alive. That's what Lavender did, and if she can survive so can you. And think of your other OCs- they've had it much worse. Thirteen lost a child and her husband left her. Shiloh's husband died with one of her children. Raven lost her best friend to a poison and is beaten up every day in the Spartan program. You have it bad, they have it worse. You'll live."
...
Yeeeeeeeeeah I should shut up now.
*Runs away*
Drifting away from my fantasy above, I try to care for every character I make and adopt.
At the time, I have exactly 248 OCs total, around 80 of which are adopted (I keep track!)
However, not all these OCs are posted about on CS, such as my fursona Lavender.
I hate my art skills and usually only draw on paper, so most of the art I've made of said characters is kept private, with me being the only person to ever see it.
Telling the truth, every single one of my 248 OCs has their own story and personality. All of them. I want to be a writer, and literally every time I listen to music a new character pops into my head with a story. I refuse to let a OC go story-less.
I would post my trillions of stories on CS, but I despise my writing skills and would die of embarrassment so I keep all my stories locked in my mind. But I still love those characters who've never appeared on CS. So I think it's unfair to say they aren't loved if they don't
appear to be used.
I also have private RPs on other sites where some of those OCs are used. All my OCs are used at least one way, be it in my mind, on paper, or online.