Goennec Pen #: 4
Name: Subira
How would you use him/her: I would use her in the rp and she would have a place in my character thread. I'd do my best to get art of her from time to time, and draw her myself often. She'd be used partially for art practice, and because she fits well with my existing idea.
I'd also use her as my mobile Goey. That's right, I said it! She reminds me of a mobile, not that I can explain why, but there's and endless amount of mischief I can create with that little idea right there. Subira would, of course, end up with Threonine. Not as a mate (he's not really one for mates), but as a very close friend, and probably a harem doe during the Siv.
Define your Goennec:Personality:Calm- It's very difficult to make her angry. She's not the bouncy type either, and seems to do everything with a bit of dignity. Her walk, her look, even her eyes all seem to whisper like wind chimes, often making others feel a certain peacefullness.
Shy- She doesn't tend to talk a lot, much preferring to think quietly by herself, observing her surroundings and trying to connect them to things she has a hard time remembering. However, she doesn’t wonder far from her herd, and can easily be thought of as decently social.
Cheerful- Despite happenings, she loves to wear a shy smile on her face. She rarely snears, if ever. Her personality has always been rather cheerful, not to say that she doesn't ever feel sadness, anger, or regret, but if she can avoid that, she will.
Forgiving- Rarely holding a grudge, she’s one of the more easy going Goennecs in the herd. It doesn’t mean she isn’t afraid of some, but she won’t hold it against them if they decide to act decently.
Mysterious- Much of what goes on in her mind is not relayed to those around her. Thus, they know less about her feelings towards past events.
Like a mobile/wind chime- A lot of her personality really does have to do with her kindness and peaceful aura. I relate her to a mobile (and windchime) for a reason. Like a mobile, she is beautiful and fascinating, if not a little strange. She sings her life with grace and elegance hard to match. She loves to tell stories, and while Subira herself has no true mythical qualities, she's very talented at making her songs (stories) come to life in the internal eye of the listener. She dances and twirls, adding movement; common language, to her passionate words.
Background-(the first part is a dream, it's easier to give a short description of her past that way, in my opinion)
Subira laughed and teased as she trotted alongside the hazy ram.
It was always that way, she couldn’t quite see him, though his voice was clear and he moved with obvious pride and power. Not a large ram, but a clever one. They chatted happily as they went, stepping off of rocks and onto the snow before a frozen river up ahead. She could never remember the words he spoke, but knew that he was her friend, and though perhaps he did not think more of her… She felt as though she loved him. If only she could remember his name.
She remembered that they were from different herds, his up in the mountains he’d once said. He wanted to leave some day, hopefully join her herd if the Prime would allow it. She’d always teased him about that, how the Prime would probably not allow it because of his herds bad reputation, and how they, youths just under breeding age, should run away and find a new home beyond the mountains where everything was perfect.
As they neared the river, the ram seemed to hesitate for a moment, testing the thickness of the ice with one paw. She laughed at his caution and leaped out onto the ice, “Are you AFRAID???”
One of the things about his herd was that their bizarre selective breeding left them without the proper chemistry to feel or even understand fear. Of course, he knew the basics of what it was, and occasionally tried to mimic looks of fear (usually at the wrong time) to try and prove to her that he was just like everyone else.
He replied to her jibe, though she still could never remember how, and followed her onto the ice. They slid around gleefully as if skating, looking through the clear spots at how swiftly the river ran below. It should have been a warning, but they were young and foolish, it was an adventure, a short time away from the herds to spend having fun.
There must have been a weak spot in the ice, because then the world got cold.
She bleated helplessly as water enveloped her body, soaking her fur and dragging her under the ice. Barely able to see the shadow of his form, her eyes were stinging from the icy cold river water. Hooves scraped against the ice, trying to break through to the surface, but it was no use. Her lungs screamed and her body convulsed as she was swept away. And then there was only blackness and the pain.
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Jolting awake, Subira stared out for a moment at her surroundings, her sides heaving from the dream. The pain was almost real, she could still feel it sometimes, the pain of nearly drowning. But she was reminded that it had happened in the past. She hadn't drowned, it'd been close, but when her body had washed up through a large hole in the ice, she had still been alive, and she had been found by the herd. Subira knew she was lucky, but it didn't take away the damage caused by the experiance. Her body had healed, but her mind was still mending.
*My soul sings to be heard, to mend it sends out stories like spider thread. I relay them, I live within the stories.*Here, in the now, her herd slept peacefully all around her, gentle fellows who lived life to the fullest, only fighting the Rock Top herd (where the ram had come from), when they could justify it in various primitively political ways.
None of them knew how much it hurt her to be unable to see him. Maybe he was dead, or maybe he’d moved on. She'd waited for him, several years it had been, and she still waited. Subira would wait for him until she died, if only he would come back. He wasn’t with the Rock Tops anymore, that much she knew, and Subira had not seen him ever since.
*His name was strange, like a number, or maybe several numbers piled together*For now she forced herself not to think about it. If she thought about the ice, the water, anymore, she might repeat the horrible dream. She’d relived it so many times, the beautiful brown and white doe sometimes wondered that she wasn’t mad. She smoothed down her fur with a soft pink tongue, heart beat slowing to its normal pace, and allowed the calmness to come. How good she was at being calm and gentle, like a shy little lamb.
Subira looked up at the sky, taking in the gently twinkling stars as if they were all that mattered. It made her feel at peace to see them there, they were a constant in a world that was sometimes frightening with all its changes. Unable and unwilling to return to the dream world, Subira stood quietly and wondered away from where her herd lay sleeping.
She smiled to herself as she walked, the soft wind buffeting her fur and singing like night chimes. The doe allowed herself to escape into believing that everything was utterly perfect, she had a good feeling about this night, despite having just relived the worst day in her life; she had almost gotten used to that. As she walked, the feeling grew stronger and stronger, Subira felt as if she could lift her head to the stars and sing of joy and how everything will be alright.
But before she had a chance to utter a sound, her eyes caught a shape; no, several shapes, sitting on the outskirts of the herd territory. Curious, she moved forward towards them, letting her feet guide her. She only hoped that it was not a mistake, but something told her that she should keep going, and did so without question. Slowly the shapes began to take real form, the forms of Goennecs, silhouetted against the night sky. Two of them seemed to blend with it, as if they were made from the stars, dropped down onto the earth of their own will to be mortals for a time. A third was lighter in color; white, pink, green, she had to blink at how odd the ram looked. Something about the way he sat told her he was an older ram, past his days of fighting and mating. Her eyes caught on the fourth shape. Smaller than the elder, a second ram with white, blue and nearly black fur. He sat with obvious pride and power…
“Threonine.”
The word escaped her mouth in a whisper, like wind chimes uttering a quiet song in the breeze.
His dark eyes flashed with recognition, though he made no move to come towards her, he replied in a voice deeper than she remembered,
“Subira.”
Yes, it was him. She wanted to rush forward the last few body lengths and embrace him with nuzzles and feel his fur against hers, warm and friendly. But she held back, fearing that this was another dream. The most pleasant dream, but she felt as if she would die if she let herself believe it too strongly.
“You left… I missed you, why have you come back? Are you real?”
She had to ask, if it was a dream than she would awaken before his answer, but she did not. He stood up slowly, moving towards her with strong steps. Perhaps he was not as graceful as she, or as passionate, but he oozed with purpose, and she watched him in silent awe.
He studied her for a moment, his eyes softening as they gazed into hers. He pressed his soft black nose into hers, his mouth curving up into a smile, “Of course I am real, my friend. There is more to be said, but perhaps not in the presence of my companions.”
He gestured towards the other three who had been quietly watching, the blackest of the starry does had a pleased look on her face, and nodded politely to Subira.
“You should join us.” Threonine continued, sounding just as serious as always. “There is a herd below these mountains. It’s just like we always dreamed. I belong there, you would be welcome. Subira, I have missed you as well. Changes have occurred though; perhaps it is time to move on. Will you come with us?”
She did not answer immediately, and craned her head back towards where she knew her friends, her family were. What would they think if, in the morning, she was gone? They would be sad no doubt, but perhaps it was for the best that they not know…
“I do believe,” She replied with a smile, “That I would gladly follow you, wherever you go. Only say the word, and this life begins again.”

WIP