super quick fcfs design
post to claim this monstrosity

Gonna check to see if they're okay

reference 1 2

Ohio, my spooky boy who isn't actually spooky and is just sad

I got very distracted from homework when i decided to re-make my first drawing on CS.
Turns out it'll be 9 years old in November.
It makes me feel rather old haha
I did a quick sketch over the original, it was fun to play with it

stuck where you're at, no where to go but up .

add this to the list of things i start drawing but never finish
my mouse was glitching the entire time i was drawing this too that's always fun lmao

kick him in the ribs

I had vent somewhere. I have to get this off my chest because my heart is breaking.

Please don't worry about reading it but I just...had to vent because I'm at a loss.

If you know me personally, I work incredibly hard to help others. That's why I made the artist support discord. That's why I'm constantly shouting out small artists on Instagram. That's why I constantly send gifts and try to answer questions and be kind. I want to be a decent person, especially since there's so many unkind people in the world.
A question arose a few weeks ago about 'guest' appearing in the Oekaki boards. I knew what the situation was because the artist had made it clear in their post, so I answered the users question, moved on, and thought nothing more of it. That was almost 2 weeks ago.

This morning I woke up the most most hateful, spite filled message in my inbox. I was accused of being a horrendous, disgusting person, and I was shocked. I've been suffering from horrible stuff happening in real life so getting this message literally broke my heart. I replied to them explaining the situation, but I was blocked with no resolution and it's so confusing and disheartening.

These past few months have been rough for me lately, and I think it's time I finally vent about it.
I'm really bad at explaining how I feel so Ill just make a list of things going on in my head atm :,)
- Why am I getting so much hate because of my political views (even from my own "friends")
- Why is there so much homework
- *stress*
- you have to be successful you have to be successful you have to be successful you have to be successful you have to be successful you have to be successful you have to be successful you have to be successful
- "Get a real job"
- "you don't have depression, stop calling yourself depressed like everyone else"
- "You don't want a boyfriend, they'll never be good enough for you"
- "Your better than all these other pathetic people"
- Are we going into another civil war?
- Will I really die for my own country? "you'd better, otherwise you'll end up weak like everyone else"
- Riots scare the living crap out of me (I'm not gonna say why, but it's not for the reasons you think)
- "don't go to church today, just sleep in"

It's a weird mix of self-doubt and narcissism, and I don't know why.
(NOTE: the ones in quotation marks are the thoughts from my "demons". I try to distance myself from these thoughts as much as I can. These aren't targeted at anyone imparticular)

Gripping your pillow tight

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Hush, little baby, don't say a word
And never mind that noise you heard
It's just the beast under your bed
In your closet, in your head ❞

idk man ur lookin pretty sus

jokes said no one wants to give them art so i have taken it upon myself to provide
wAI T I SCREWED UP DA EYES GIMME A SEC i got it c:

One more commission done, a bunch more to do x-x

Another commission for someone ❤️

i prolly messed up a lot bc i cannot freekin see but i wanted to draw corpse's left side hehe

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grr bark bark snarl grrrrrrr bark snarl snarl grr

good luck , you ' ll be needing it .

xXx

sorry my lines are wonky,, I hate this computer

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Aha I actually quite like this ^^
if you end up liking them and putting them on toyhou.se could you credit me there I'm @eraia


as well feel free to change the design as you see fit,,


likes;
-hair on animals// ponytails // long hair
-albino/natural colours
-piercings** I love piercings
-edgy/bad boy or soft innocent child
-male/masculine designs
- clothing. tattoos
-backmane
-anthro if possible but I love feral as well!
-halloween inspired spooky demon,,
-pointy ears
-bandaids/scars/leg wraps


dislikes;
extremely girly or neon,,

Featuring Anubis

Simple again today~