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U S E R . N A M EN A M E G E N D E R H O M E Every where and no where all at once
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Where does this kia live?
Home? What, really, is home? A simple definition, or a place? For me, I mean,
home is at least where I lay my head at night, never much more.
I live just south of the border, in a dilapidated and crumbling apartment that only
just gets away with the title of "loft". It's not much, but it's all I can manage right
now, and it's just barely inside the city limits, which is all the better for me.
Ironically, it's on Border Street, because it's "just south of the border," as the town
name goes. But really, I chose this home because north of Border St., there are only
the well-to-do houses of the rich. Most of the time- or if I'm not feeling optimistic,
all of the time- it's irritating, a stark reminder always that I am different. Some of
my friends, too, are not quite as privileged- it's just bad because there is always
the shining reminder that we can never be these people. At night, I can see from
my "loft" the glimmering lights and merry Kias who live north of Border Street...but
I try not to be bitter.
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What is this Kia's story?xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The wind ripped through me, my hair went wild around my face. I had to look insanely awesome or like the biggest creeper, standing on the edge if one of these tall mid city buildings, but I could already hear the sirens from here....
I don't mean to make myself sound like a trouble maker, I was don't get me wrong, but I did it for all the reasons any normal 16 year old boy would. I wanted someone to see me, for me, and to let me be myself. My father was ridiculously strict with me..It was just the two of us as my mother and would have been twin brother had passed away in child birthing process...although I know my father never blamed me for either of their deaths, I still feel that no two people could be further apart than the two of us.
...I swung down from the fire escape, the cool metal of it reminding my hands how cold they still were, I rolled off the ground using my shoulder to regain my feet taking off in a run. The sirens were closer down here on the ground. I knew I was in trouble, I'd done more than the usual vandalizing.. I tagged the main town hall building and more than half the police cars... with my own colors, that everyone knew belonged to me. I had wanted them to know it was me though, other wise I'd have been more clever about this venture. As I climbed a fence blocking out an alley way I could see the south side,nearly there- I was almost home and in the clear! Once I got home, I would have a perfect cover and I'd have bragging rights for years to come!
I never made it home. First I was tased -for running- then I was arrested for all the vandalism and damage I had caused, I had made it too easy, it was not my first time in jail but it would be one of the last times. My charming father insisted something was wrong with me, I couldn't be controlled, heard no voice of reason, he had tried everything -according to him- to get me under control, but all I remember is the screaming and fighting we did. It would take me being arrested four more times before my father would have everyone convinced that I was legitimately insane... and then it was over.
The jolt hit me like a wave crushing a pebble. I can't say if I screamed or not, I felt like I had but I couldn't hear, I had passed the point of feeling alive and my brain couldn't handle anymore of this torture. How badly this treatment felt, how much I was falling apart, I was loosing my mind... At 18 I had already undergone every test they had, just to be sure I wasn't insane. I wasn't. But tests kept coming anyway... This was not a safe place or a place to be helped. This was the furthest thing from home. My body seized in what had to be pain, but I couldn't feel anymore, something had been broken inside me to make me insane and now...They had made me insane.
Later that year, around my 19th birthday, I would be told my father had passed away. I had never been happier. They'd have to let me go now, the thing holding me here was now gone, dead in fact! Wrong. My father was the only one able to release me from this place,being my only living relative, I was trapped in here. Trapped. Inside this terrible place.... Forever.
And here I sit now, just rambling to you or perhaps some creature I've made up in my head because of course none of this it true. Not a bit of it, not even the story I just told you about. Because, I live in an insane asylum, I'm a chronic liar, drugged to stay calm, and I forget everything every other day...
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What are some of this Kia's personality traits?
Charming - Rebellious - Confident - Creative - Innovative - Romantic - Escapist - Impulsive - Vengeful
✯Charming//The power or quality of pleasing or delighting; attractiveness.
South has always had a way with others, getting them to agree with him, like him or want to be around him as never been a hard thing for him.
✯Rebellious//Defying or resisting some established authority, government, or tradition.
If there is ever an oppressor or authoritative figure South has the tendency to do exactly the opposite of what they want or go out of his way to destroy or vandalize whatever will bother them most... Or get him in the most trouble first.
✯Confident//Sure of oneself and one's abilities, correctness, or likelihood of success.
Lord don't doubt that South is confident, ever, he can be so confident in himself that he becomes obnoxious at times... Especially if he does know he's right, if he's wrong he'll just lie and make it look like he's right.
✯Creative//Resulting from originality of thought; imaginative.
He can be too original for his own good, causing him to let his imagination flow where ever he may be or who he is with or around.
✯Innovative//Using or showing new methods, ideas, etc..
Most of the time South is "innovative" in his methods of escaping or wriggling himself out of whatever trouble he has likely gotten himself deep into.
✯Romantic//Evoking or given to thoughts and feelings of love.
His confidence, rebelliousness, and his all around hatred of authority makes him very attractive to most females -and some males- he actually enjoys being romantic and the smiles and kicks he gets out of it.
✯Escapist //The tendency to escape from daily reality or routine by indulging in daydreaming, fantasy, or entertainment.
When he's not causing chaos or epic amounts of trouble for himself, he is daydreaming... finding a better place to be or a place where he doesn't have to scream to stand out.
✯Impulsive//Inclined to act on impulse rather than thought.
Once South feels a challenge he becomes extremely impulsive. It's what makes him go against any point of authority and gets him into fights more often than not, once he feels like he's being made fun of, being challenged, anything of the sort he acts only on impulse.
✯Vengeful//Indicating or proceeding from a desire for revenge.
This is a trait commonly seen in South, however it is not entirely negative, he seeks revenge for others more than himself if he sees anyone being teased, picked on, ect he seeks out revenge for them.
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WARNING SOME SONGS MAY HAVE VULGAR LANGUAGE!
All songs are rated out of ten stars based on relevance to South,
a meaningful part of the lyrics will be attached to each song.
You Me at Six - Room to Breathe
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❝I need a little room to breathe
You're making this hard for me
When all I need is to be set free
I need a little time to think
Sick Puppies - All The Same
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❝If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's always the same
Wrong or Right
Black or White
If I close my eyes
A Day To Remember - End of Me
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❝You know me all too well
And I can't suppress the memories
You're gone and I can tell
That I've lost more than you'll ever see
Don't say that it's not fair
That you're not the person you wanna be
'Cause Oh, you'll be the end of me
You'll be the end of me...
Thousand Foot Kruth - Phenomenon
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❝Open your soul, maybe lose
control inside of this phenomenon,
just let your self go,
and let everyone know you move to
this phenomenon.
Three Days Grace - Pain Killer
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❝Love me 'til it's all over, over
'Cause I'm the shoulder you cry on
The dust that you die on
Shane Alexander - Feels Like The End
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❝Take me away from here
And all today's pain
You know I see it all so clear
The morning after the rain
And I worry all the time
What's coming around the bend
Maybe I'm just going crazy
And it feels like the end
Reliant K - Therapy
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❝This is my therapy
Let's call it what it is not what we were
With a death-grip on this life that's in transition
This is my therapy
Cause you won't hear me out
and that makes God the only one who's left here listening
P!nk - Perfect
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❝Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
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Art/Credits & Thank yous
Firstly thank you for the chance to get this Kia and good luck to everyone else who has applies! Thank you for anyone who helped with my form as well they are;
\\randallbratscot - iPod Pixel
\\Animation by me
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Nurse's Notes wrote:From the hospital for the Criminally Insane. Assigned Nurse; N/AdddddPatient; Gender; Sexuality; Room #; Residents; Apt. 518 South Broad St., Chicago IL
Disorder(s); Anxiety Disorder, Psychotic Disorders, Personality Disorder, Factitious Disorder, Depression, Compulsive Lying Disorder, Memory Loss.
Other; Patient is convinced he isn't insane and will escape. Often flirts with staff, when calm, keep away from him and must be medicated every 5 hours or he will act out in whatever way he can.
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