Based on one of my own drawings (banner in my signature links to more of my drawings).
I often get the feeling that life is really pointless and hopeless. I want to work with something creative, and really I hope to be a real artist one day. I want to accomplish something with my talents. I want to accomplish something with my life in general. Something that matters. Something different than a brainless 8-9 job, just to get some money to pay the bills. I don't ever want that life, although the reality is getting closer in my adult years.
But I need acknowledgement in order to get anywhere... Maybe I'm in the wrong crowd, maybe people just don't get my ideas...
But every now and then, I think I'm never going to do anything interesting with my life at all. I'll just end up a slave for money.