Username: Rohan.
Your lion: Metsastys / Eowyn & Starry--nights Ethereal
Story:
In which Metsastys has an existential crisis stemming from a future or possible lack of which leads to instability and anger taken out on Eowyn.
The dream scape swirled violently around the lioness, her dark pelt glittering in the dying reds and blue lights. She was upset, clear as day, yet it was unknown to everyone. Nearly. Only the other dreamers could possibly sense her anger and frustration, but so far had remained far away as the volatile nature of her fractures in the dream scape held no sign of wanting a visitor.
Still she wasn't totally alone as she had wanted, she knew he lingered not far away, watching her destruction without truly knowing it, his dreaming subconscious unawoken, but slightly aware, likely experiencing nightmares. Pythia would calm him. She could not at the moment.
Stys was angry with the alpha, shaking in fury, her very scent reeked of it. Each new spike sent more cracks into the fragile area of the dream scape she was in.
It wasn't his fault. Not really, just how things were. She couldn't stop it from happening. Couldn't control it. And that's what really pissed her off.
She raged for hours, haunting dreams and ruining the walls shed build only to tear down. The dream scape was her best form of therapy, an area to build and destroy at a whim.
"Please relax." His voice broke her from her rage. Blood wine meeting golden eyes.
Pythia had stepped in, awaking his subconscious to the dream lands. Stys vouldnt decide if she was angry or relieved.
"No. It's not right." She growled back, raking her claws into the ground that shimmered at every touch.
"Dear..." He was genuine, the worry and exhaustion in his tone was clear. She felt an ache of guilt, ruining his sleep, but fended it off, pacing as he sat watching.
"Don't dear me." She nearly hissed, frustrated but unable to find the words to explain it other than confrontation.
"Stys." He had his alpha tone ready, but it was nothing new, having no effect on her.
"I don't need you to coddle me."
He was getting frustrated, a part of her was glad he was feeling her pain, another knew it was an unhealthy way to deal with it.
Silence stretched between the pair as she paced, before he finally stood.
"Fine." He growled, "If you won't talk to me, release me."
His threat stopped her in her tracks, ice flooding her veins. Would he really leave? She didn't want him to, it was like a sudden rush of terror. Yet she had no explanation.
The dreamscape suddenly shifted hard on them, as she unconsciously brought them to his den, a more comfortable place than her wreckage.
" it's not fair.." She whispered, crumbling to her haunches and staring at the ground.
"No matter what happens, we have no future."
"Metsa-"
"No! You know it's true! This war has two outcomes, we lose or he dies. If we lose you're first to go, then the hierarchy is slaughtered until the pride falls apart. If he dies then what!? You will forever be a target. You are a symbol of power and tradition, like it or not. What am I to do if you are killed? I.. I won't be Nashira! I can't! I won't be a ghost of the past regime floating through as your heir takes your throne. She and Kiana are proud, but not even you can believe they are happy with the history that brought you to power." She erupted in hysteria, speaking fast, shaking her head with each possibility. He seemed taken back by the sudden change, but fear flashed in his eyes as she spoke, uncertain at what she was getting at.
"Metsastys... what are you saying?"
"And what of me? What if the fog reclaims me when the war is done? What would that mean of you? Even if we can have a life together, what of cubs? Would they be your death? Would they be stolen by the fog upon it's return like I? Ethereal what did we do to deserve so many obstacles to simply being happy?!"
He silenced her with an embrace holding her tight as she shook and sobbed into his messy mane. Neither had an answer to her questions, but neither wanted to part to spare the pain of mere hypothetical situations.
Slowly, she released them both from the dream scape, allowing a emotional exhaustion to overtake them into a deep sleep.
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When she woke alone a thick misery had settled over her. She would feel lost if not for her duties, but she marched in regardless. Exhaustion pulled at her every muscle, her mood swung heavily between void and an emotional flurry of frustration.
The battlefields was always something else. It was grounding; The scents of gore, fear, death wafting in such strong waves. Young adults, fresh to the field cowered behind her as she led the platoon towards where the rebels were said to have been gathering. A few fragile years into life in the pride for her- and here she was, leading a battle to gather revenge on those that had the same beliefs as those that stole her life before. She refused to lose anymore.
Every battle was the same, strapping on armor slowly while discussing strategies with the other lead warriors, fending of Ethereals worries as she strode out to meet her warriors- this time worse than before as she clearly didn't have a clear mind away from get mess of emotions- her armor clanking loudly as he pleaded for her to be careful, to lead with words rather than her in the forefield. She ignored him as usual.
Each time things worked out the same, her platoon behind her as she led them, her ancient armor shining with refurbished metals.
And each time she returned home. Maybe a little battered, bloodied, and frustrated or mourning; depending on the numbers that returned with her.
However, with the oasis lions hanging about, this was unlike many of the times before. She returned furious. Arknon and his damned souls lurking about had ambushed her platoon before they were able to reach the point where her scouts had located a rebel camp. He had vanquished a great many mind games and fear, many of her younger warriors running in fear.
Yet..
This lion had the audacity. Eowyn had always gained her frustrations, the lioness was of the oasis' great guard and yet..
"Why does the leader not simply freeze the traitor to speak to him. A strategy so well planned and informed clearly was from a brilliant- though evil- lion. Sense shouldn't be hard to talk into him."
Metsastys felt her blood boil, anger flaring in her wine red glow of her eyes. She halted in peeling off the armor to listen in to terra giving the oasis lion short answers. It was polite, but didn't defend Ethereal, or the fallen comrades she called pointless deaths. How dare she. While Stys risked her life and those under her command, this exotic lioness waltzs into the healers den and tries to talk politics with the lead warrior. In front of those that lost friends and comrades in a fight she had deemed 'useless and without cause' loud enough for all to hear.
Terra seemed to be handling it well enough, but Stys didn't share his patience.
With each of step, Stys grew angrier, until finally she was bloodied flash as she lunged into Eowyn, bowling her over and pinning her to the ground.
They were a mess of limbs, fighting to gain dominance as the lionesses tumbled across the ground. None bothered to move, shocked at the outburst until finally Stys gained the upper hand and pinned the oasis Guardian. Her teeth bared angrily above her face as her roar ripped through the silence.
"You cannot bargain with the devil when your head is in his jaws! No matter your sweet words or cunning phrases, his teeth will tear your flesh and end your cause if you do not fight back! How dare you say these deaths were in vain. How dare you think yourself better than those who fought and died for the notion of peace and prosperity that your sorry pride hides and ignores the cosmos to achieve! You know nothing of this pride or our alpha. You have nothing unless you fight for it! Nothing."
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Eowyns world tipped in a matter of moments as she slammed into the ground the final time, left staring up at Metsastys' bloody and furious face. It wasn't often the lioness felt true fear, but this was one of the times. The warriors roar was deafening, anger running rampant in her words, though it was clear that something else was causing the frustrations. She feared what else may have happened if not for Terra pulling them apart as he broke out of his stunned silence.
Metsastys seemed to still be fuming, but accepted her higher ups command of releasing Eowyn, though not before Eowyn got flashes of the cause. Emotional distress, scenes of Ethereals possible death, a heavy fog returning her soul to the dead. Eowyn blinked away from the flashes of visions to come back yo the current scene as Terra barked reprimands at Stys, who stood silently taking it despite the hatred in her eyes. It wasn't an understanding, but she knew she messed up, got too free with her words in an inappropriate environment. Stys, despite her feral attitude, had a point. The prides desperation to reach the oasis meant words would do little... If they had the chance to even get to peace talks.
Eowyn finnaly climbed to her paws. Stepping between the two generals without care for their hierarchy. "No... sir I'm sorry that's not needed. Metsastys I am truly sorry for my words, I should have thought before speaking. It is not her fault, please let her off to be healed. I will leave, I shouldn't have interrupted. Apologies for the trouble."
Perhaps her talks had solved nothing, but in reflection, Eowyn wasn't there to solve, only to take note, and the firey dreamer had certainly given her something to think of.
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