ೃ⁀➷ 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪

[pearljam]

life still goes on
the world continues to spin no matter what
so why don't i make use of the time i have
we aren't guaranteed tomorrow
life has changed so much this year, can i even begin to explain?
and i can make my life even more fulfilling if i take this step
you know how much this would mean to me
can i take this step? putting everything that i have here, my foundation, friends, you.. aside am i capable enough?
it will be difficult, i know
but i'm willing to go through the steps in order to achieve what little me would've thought was impossible
and i'm not saying that to be cheesy
this will be even more of my dream
am i asking for too much?
to whoever is looking over me and protecting me, could you please help me? thank you so much for helping me so far
i never would've thought life could be so.. happy
the only downside is that you can't follow me there.. straight away?

[pearljam]

i'm starting to realise how ill i really was
you were so gorgeous before it happened
i miss having the hair you had
sometimes i wish i stopped topamax earlier
how much more confident i would be with thick hair again
i will appreciate you fully this time

[pearljam]

the morning riser
i never would’ve thought i’d enjoy something like this
it’s so peaceful on a sunday morning
a sunday that isn’t silent and grey
i wonder if i’ll continue this for much longer
night shifts don’t agree with my body very well
currently waiting for T
he will be here soon
i’m really loving my life
i’ve met so many good people here
will it be the end of my journey here though?
am i outgrowing my job?
growing is addicting but the first step is so hard
i wonder if i’ll get what i applied for
2 things
life is so uncertain but that makes me excited

[pearljam]

im gonna miss this place.

[pearljam]

my last minutes here
thank you for giving me a home
there will be no next person in this place as it is,
as you will be renovated
what a pleasure it was to be your final guest <3

[pearljam]

for am the product of my father
and his father before him
though we may not be exactly the same,
i'm able to see the negative similarities we share
i wish i didn't get so frustrated when i'm overwhelmed
i wish i had more patience
i hope i will be able to change it one day

[pearljam]

i know we didn't hang out frequently, but you still linger on my mind
you went too soon
& i'll admit to myself that since i don't know what happened to you, it ignites anxiety in me
i hope your exit was peaceful, for it was what you deserved

[pearljam]

just got back from a uni trip, i had an excellent time
i love travelling
i've come a long way.. but still far to go

[pearljam]

i don't feel so good

[pearljam]

they hate to see you elevate