by venus_of_the_sky » Sun Apr 21, 2024 7:23 am
During the pandemic, I really turned to the internet to make friends and have a social life. There are a couple people that I stayed fairly close to throughout the years. Some I talked to daily. Over the past couple of weeks though, there is one person who I was close to but we slowly stopped talking daily, even went some weeks without talking. I find out yesterday that they removed me. I had a chance to question them this morning, and all they really said was "i want to remove my internet friends." Of course I am sad about it but there is not much I can do. We have run into some problems in the past with them ghosting me and then apologizing and talking to me again. But I simply cannot keep enduring this friendship with someone, so I am removing them from my side of social media.
There are also a couple other instances this month plus the addition of my irl friends that I am having some conflict with, which is just overall making me feel burnt out and sad. However, i have been reconnecting with my art and joined some new communities. I hope to make some new friends through my art and other games I play daily, such as roblox.
Life has been rough this month. There has been some really good times but also some really rough ones. Just gotta keep moving forward and out my energy into people that are there for me and make some art