Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Sakura Kyoko]

Dear Mother's boyfriend;

Any traces of leftover respect I should've for you are now gone. You're a good for nothing man and even though I wanted to give you the benefit of the doubt, it's now gone. I'm going to show you that your way of thinking is wrong, I'm going to make you eat your own words.

E V E R Y S I N G L E O N E O F T H E M.

Maybe not now but just you wait. You'll be sorry you said such stupid words.

[is da chik-in]

Dear Math teacher,
You completely suck at teaching math, you'll never be good at it, I could teach WAAAAAY better,
From your Haters,
THE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!

[oodles]

h -
what happened to our friendship? what happened to you calling me every weekend, wanting me to come over? what happened to our crazy adventures? what happened to you? the last time i saw you was at my birthday, and you were only there for a mere 10 minutes... i told you i wanted to come over and you said yes. i called you that night i was supposed to go to your house, but you never answered. i realize that we go to different high schools, and we have totally different lives, but what about what we had? we've known each other since early 2nd grade. i came over to your house everyday after school, the weekends, and vacations. i called your mom my mom, too. i know everything about you, and so do you. i completely understand that you have other friends, too. i respect that. but i have been there by your side for almost 10 years now. i barely, barely see you. i see you having fun with your friends on twitter, and it makes me sad because that used to be us. we used to be the ones going on vacations together, having crazy 3 am adventures, and countless other things. i have cried about you, because i honestly think you don't think of me as your friend anymore. the next time you try talking to me again, make it count. don't play my feelings by talking to me for a little bit, then totally ditching me for your other friends that probably won't even be there for you in the next 5 years. but i'll be here, waiting for you to come back and apologize. except this time, i'll be the one to leave you, so you can know exactly how i feel. i honestly don't know how long this friendship will last.

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[Nanashi]

Dear ----

I am not sure if you would see this letter but I am sorry that I cause you trouble all the time. I am sleepy but never able to sleep even now as I am writing this quite late after staying up late for the past week. Anyways I am sorry that I am weak and you have to carry my issues. I'm sorry that I am ill that makes me worried about my health a lot. I'm sorry I am messed up, it makes me sick too. I'm sorry that I am pathetic and depressed all of the time sorry about everything. Most of all sorry if I am making you feel bad, I feel as if I am messing up everything but then again I am not sure about my own thoughts anymore. Well I am going to attempt to sleep this headache away...

Love,
Silvy

[iHolli]

Dear Lawrence...
You know what it's like. Internalizing. Keeping everything you feel locked away inside so you don't get yourself in trouble or end up being a burden. You know how hard it is to pretend everything is okay when it's not. You know how to act.
Haven't you figured out that I'm doing the same thing now? Don't you understand how lost and broken I really am? How hard it is to pretend day in and day out?
I don't think you realize, but I was being honest when I said I don't hold it against you. Yeah, you said it, but it was my fault you had to. You only went there because you thought it was best for us both.
Or did you?
We've talked very briefly only twice since that night almost two weeks ago. I can tell that it's at least a little hard for you, judging at least from how bad you say you feel about it. Yet here I am, not wanting to tell you how much I'm hurting or even talk to you at all just because I don't want to risk making you feel worse.
I promise you I only want you to be happy. If I was preventing that, then things are better this way. I know that loving someone sometimes means letting them go.
I don't know if you even miss me at all now...but I do. I miss you more than I should. Suddenly everything's a reminder that I can't shut out.
It's killing me.
But what can I do? I'm only able to pretend I'm fine. I can only wonder if things could ever return to normal, or even come close.
So...are you happy now?
I'm sorry I messed up...and I'm sorry I don't know how to be something you miss.
Funny how a song can describe life.

It's stupid, but I still love you...
--Holo

Dear ___,
I'm sorry...
We finally chatted for the first time in two years. It seems you haven't changed too much. That's all right. I liked you when we were best friends.
But things are different...just...what happened?
I don't know. I mean, yeah, our friendship was kinda fizzling out, but...it just ended. Just like that. I thought you'd stopped talking to me because of school, but now I see that you still talked to me even afterward. Was it actually me that stopped talking? Have I been wrong this whole time?
Everyone says I'm better off without you...but am I really? I miss the old days of you and me in all our hyperness. It was fun. Now I just miss it.
I miss my best friend. What can I say?
If only things hadn't come to this.

That girl who used to be your BFF,
--Holli.

[Syla Delaney]

Hey you, reading this right now,

You aren't weird. There's no such thing. You might be old, young, taller or shorter than average, good at one thing or another, terrible at a different something or other, appear one way or some other way of your choosing, love someone who does not reciprocate or love no one but yourself.
You are not weird.
There is no such thing as 'weird.'
Saying so measures you only by your differences from those around you.
The only thing I can for sure call you is 'beautiful.'
You are beautiful regardless of gender or lack thereof.
You are beautiful regardless of who you love.
You take up space and you glimmer and gleam and breathe and shout and feel and speak and make what you consider mistakes.
But no.
There are no mistakes.
There are decisions and events outside of your control but no mistakes.
There are moments that hurt yourself and others but there are no mistakes.
Hold your head up and look forward.
Decide on your next course of action and step onward.
Nothing is hopeless, and to call yourself without worth is an insult. To call yourself anything less than a human deserving of love and all you can experience is worse than a crime.
There are no mistakes, and you. You. YOU EXIST. You must continue to do so as long as you can.
You aren't weird. You cannot be measured by your differences.
Continue to think and to breathe and to wonder and to experience and yes, to even do things that may hurt, as that is how you grow. That is the way of the world.
-Syla Delaney

[Julia]

Hey,

thank you for keeping my hopes high. You could have said one sentence that you love someone else and I would have left your life without saying a word. Thank you. I never want to see you again ever. But then again, you wouldn't want to see ME anyway haha.

[van Wolf]

Dear J
How dare you treat L like that! He thinks your his friend, and yet you betray his trust by mocking him behind his back. You make me sick! I feel sick when I see you together and you act like you're the best of friends. If he knew just what you were saying. I know you are just jealous that I happen to care for L alot. You are just pathetic, you bully those who seem weaker than you, but it's you who is the weak one. I was mad to even think about giving you a second chance. When I saw you after those years, I thought you had changed, while haha, I was wrong. You and your fellow morons make my life misery, but I am used to it. L acted like he couldn't believe what you did to me. I would say I hate you, but I won't because I am not like you, I want to be a better person.

Dear L
I'm not sure what you see in J but I know you deserve better. I love you and don't want you to get hurt. I hope you know that I'm always there for you if you need me.

[Fawkes-Rinzler]

To whom this may concern:

It has come to my attention that you fail to grasp my lack of response in your current email chain. It is obvious that you are misreading my silence as acceptance, when it reality it is denial. So allow me to take this time to clarify what I have been unable to properly specify previously.

I have no interest in hanging out with you or your female companion. You are both unnecessary individuals in my life. You are not my friends. You are simply humans that hold no interest to me. Do not attempt to make further contact with me. Delete me from your contacts and pretend I do no exist, as I am already doing that to you. If you attempt to contact me again, you will be met with far less kind words.

It is not personal. It is simply the fact that you are incapable of understanding the concept of social connection. You are human. I have no interest in an interaction with your particular group of humans. Thank you for your time, Do not speak to me again, and any attempt to do so will be met with aggression and violent words.

[Munin]

To all my friends,
thank you so much
thank you for just saying those two words, happy birthday.
You don't know how much it means to me, to know that my birthday has meaning.
I love all of you guys. I really, truly do. Thank you for everything.
With all the love in my heart,
your friend, whom you made cry tears of happiness.