juyon wrote:i want to ask my s/o out to a homecoming dance at his school- we don't go to the same
one since i'm full-time virtual and they won't accept me there because i'm not zoned,
but i'm not quite sure how.
see, the homecoming dance allows students from other schools to come as long as
they're going with another student that attends it regularly, so another friend of mine
helped me out with that. however, i still want to see my s/o there, and the dance was
originally planned for september 11th, although due to hurricane irma it was cancelled
and moved to november. he initially didn't want to go on the first date for the following
reasons; he didn't have anything to wear, and he had already been asked by two other
girls (he didn't say yes to them, thankfully). but about a week prior (we're taking august
now) he reminded us he could go. i don't know, maybe he'd feel awkward around
the other girls who asked him? but he does have me anyway, so... i don't know.
it's been a while since then, and it's less than a month now until the dance. i wouldn't
care if he didn't wear anything fancy, honestly, i'd probably join right in if he was
concerned about that. i don't want to push him into anything, either, obviously. if he's
not comfortable i won't make him go, but we barely get to see each other at all and i
would love to be with him again. we haven't spoken on mic for a week, which is a little
rare, but again, i don't know what's going on on his end, though if anything i would feel
better asking him through voice chat rather than text.
any help is greatly appreciated, thank you so much if you went through the trouble of
reading this ;w;
Personally, I'd just tell him you want to go and ask how he feels. I personally don't understand the excuse of not wanting to go just because some other girls asked him out, but if the clothes really bother him (maybe he should ask his parents to see about getting some clothes? seems like an easy solution imo), maybe you two should set up your own dance and invite some friends. Decorate up one of your houses, download some good music, and make a fun night of it. It'd be easier to just go to the school dance, but you don't have to have a school event to do something together.
foozle wrote:my boyfriend of almost a year just broke up with me and to say that i feel heart broken is a pretty big understatement. we have a long history, and he's been in my life for about 7-8 years now. i talk to him all day every day. we take the same course at the same college (but are in different classes). we get the same buses to and from college when our time tables meet. i'll probably see him at some point tomorrow but i know i'm going to burst into tears as soon as that happens. we've been struggling for a while and have been arguing day in and day out with each other and it's just been so hard. he went behind my back two weeks ago at a rave and did something that completely betrayed me (not cheating, i'm sure you can imagine what it is though) and i just haven't felt the same about him since. despite it all i didn't want to stop fighting to make us work because since the day we met i've always pictured my life with him by my side - but he said he was done.
i'd really like some advice on how to cope? right now i just feel like crying until i'm sick. everything feels so tainted by him - i'm wearing his clothes right now, tonight i'll sleep in my bed with all of the things he's bought me staring me in the face in my room. later on i will watch the youtubers we used to watch together curled up cuddling in his bed. i feel very lost and confused and like there's a big hole in my life.
any advice will be appreciated, thank you.
I'm so sorry. Breakups are tough, even if you've been having troubles. It's hard to see it now, but this might have actually been a good thing for you. Perhaps new opportunities will come your way that you wouldn't have thought about taking before that you can now take. Perhaps you'll make a great new friend. A lot of things could happen.
For not busting into tears when you see him, I'd suggest:
- Crying it out now before you see him tomorrow. Cry, cry, cry.
- Bring distractions tomorrow. Have in earphones. Maybe listen to angry music or a scary story.
- Pinch yourself. Give yourself something else to listen to.
- Do not make eye contact, do not approach him. Look above him and walk away from him.
And for general coping:
- Wallow now. It's okay to wallow. You need it.
- When you've cried yourself out and wallowed for a bit, do not keep yourself in the past. Do not dwell on the what ifs. No matter how much it hurts, look forward. Focus on meeting current and future goals. Purposefully push yourself to do new things - take up new hobbies, learn a new language, go new places, introduce yourself to new people. Remind yourself that you are a whole person without your ex- and you can live a wonderful life no matter who is at your side.