TheComfortCorner | V.7

[miss kobayashi]

just a little vent that I can't talk to my friends about because they'll tell her.

I got in the first (real) fight with my sister today. she was screaming at me and I was just taking it because i didn't know what to do. eventually the words came through one ear and out the other. when she was done, I was going to tell her my side of the story, but she ran off. what gives her the right to tell me what I did wrong if I can't do the same? she constantly bashes on my insecurities, and then the second i say something she doesn't like she does unbelievable things in front of my friends? I wish I could talk to someone but she'll hear about it so I just have to say quiet. I have so much anger and anxiety built up from all the times she's hurt me and yet I'm still the monster. I love her but she hurts me so much and then she acts like she's the only one suffering. I'm suffering too.

update: she threatened to leave us. because of me. and she's making my life a living hell so I'm thinking, why not? she's not my real sister anyways. I feel so sick and I know what i did wrong but there's nothing I want to do and no one I can talk to, not my parents, not even my friends. I want to run away. I'm so scared.

[ashton.]

i could use a pm....
it's probably just really stupid, but i need to get something out.

[momincharge]

my stomach is like, trying to turn inside out.
i know its stupid but it h u r t s
and i don't know why-

i eat for once in my life. it was just a piece of cake the size of a finger and then my stomach tries to kill me-

edit; i also just realized something and i feel really bad. i accidentally deleted mine and someones pm's to each other which is really bad because now i don't know what they said. i just remembered about it and now i just,, u gh im an idiot

[winged-backpack]

Idk what to do. My grades are slipping, I'm full of anxiety from a job of which I've only actually done one shift at and my mental health is taking a minor detour off a cliff. I don't want to let my boss down, because he's a nice guy and i would hate for him to be stressed over hiring someone new. I've gone to the doctor and been referred to a psychiatrist but who knows how long it's going to take for even the preliminary session? I need to get 3 As to get into my dream school, and I'm currently on ADE...I'm failing two of my subjects and I don't want to have to redo a year of school. I'm just panicking because I have a huge fear of failure and I really don't know what to do.
Any replies would be nice, though I'd prefer it if you PMd because I might not see it if you post here.

My inbox is open for anyone else who might need someone to talk to <3

[LonelyGuldfisk]

Hello there;
I'd just like to let ya'll know, if anyone needs a PM, i'm open and here for you.
I'm ready to listen to anything or help out as best I can.

[nana]

i just relapsed and i don't know what to do
all i know is i can't continue living like i am now

[alaski]

i know its stupid but i'm having anxiety about getting hired at both of these jobs i applied to because i'm worried i'll make the wrong decision. but the thing is i haven't gone to my interview for one of them and the other i haven't heard back yet. also i'm worried both of these jobs will reject me for whatever reason. i just want a job so i can get money and finally realize what being an adult is like... ugh i know i'm an idiot for worrying about this but it would mean the world to me if i got hired to one of these places.

[Guest]

rip this was just a mess & i'm gnna write a vent that gets my feelings out more properly ahha..

[Spearow]

Ugh so frustrated my dumb phone chargers broke. As in plural. Really don’t have the money or patience for Apple’s crap. <_< so sick of it

[Guest]

i'm???? my mind feels so unsafe rn
like there is no good thoughts & i feel. unsafe thinking? only what is happening in the present moment cn cheer me up but there is nothing rly happening in the present moment right now to cheer me up or make me feel happy or safe (basically there's a lot of things i am so so so happy for bt none of them can make me happy right now unless they're happening literally Right Now in whatever present moment i'm in)
like i know i'll get better but ghdhghg i'm stupid
stupid stupid st,upid
:~(.. ew
so sososo scared
i just want soft n sweet things & comfort & love & to feel safe & happy
i'm needy right now really
i keep crying over such small things
crying a lot today
& my brain is all scribbles
& i hate. myself right now
just crying. shaky. anxious
so anxious
alone sorta
i feel alone
i know i'm not though
but i feel like i am alone & i don't want to be
i'm just needy & stupid & rly sad rn
i feel like i'm scaring ppl away from talking to me because i'm feeling so sad all the time recently (i don't wgant ppl to think im always like this or tht this is who I am because it's not & im doing so awful right now. god godgodgod) & as much as i hate to admit it i highkey want attention??? or just. to feel comfy & loved
anything but how upset i felt today.....
i'm sorry i rly am sorry
i physically ache from how anxious & sad i was today & just want to feel loved & comforted
+ cake would b nice. all i've been wanting to eat is desserts ahha..???