TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Zørrø]

Ugh, I’m so done with life.

I’m way too anxious to start
chemotherapy, I don’t think
I want to go through with it
anymore,

I just want my cancer to go
away and for my body to be
healthy.

I never asked for this, I was
becoming a happy person &
now cancer has ruined it.

Sometimes I wish I was a
different person, one who
is liked by many, never has
family issues and has a happy
life overall.

But instead, I’m stuck here
being me. Plain, stupid,
cancerous me.

[onion]

uhh... i dont know i feel guilty for being sad. so many others have it worse. i should just shut up.

[䏠xote]

i feel numb

[Spearow]

I’m so tired of being sick. So tired of being tired from being sick. I do anything briskly and I can’t breathe. Its 3am, I have insomnia/depression so I’m usually up late. But I was just checking on all the animals and making sure everyone had food. Walking back and forth in the house five or six times getting food and water for my hermit crabs and birds, putting my cats in bed, cleaning up puke from one of said cats because she overate, and consequently almost making myself sick. Just doing that made me feel so nauseated. I took my medicine and now it feels like its sloshing around inside. The antibiotics already make me sick but then this other stuff has to as well. I’m so tired I could cry. I was going to take a bath but I fall asleep in the bath a lot. I just want to feel okay. And some rest. I’ve been so depressed lately I feel so out of place. <_>

[Hiia :mrgreen:]

You can hear me coming from a mile away with all my sneezing and sniffling. I've been sick all week, and it's only been getting worse T^T. A bad cold. Throat, eyes, nose, head, muscles..I had a severe headache but medicine fixed that. I practically live off medicine at the moment. I really hope I can get better soon, I don't want to waste the rest of my Christmas break in bed unable to get up!

On a side note- can anyone PM me with help resources for people under 18 in bad [home] situations? I can give more details in PM (I won't be very specific, sorry in advance if I am quite vague). I know this is a very touchy topic, but I am a bit lost on what to do and kinda want help. Even if you don't know of any resources, just someone to talk to about it would be great. Thanks!

[nana]

my memory is still going. i can't remember things that happened in past relationships and most of my childhood and early teens. everything is just slowly disappearing and i don't know what
to do.
i'm forgetting so much and i'm scared one day i'm gonna wake up and it's all gonna be gone.

[rainbowwrowell]

my memory is still going. i can't remember things that happened in past relationships and most of my childhood and early teens. everything is just slowly disappearing and i don't know what
to do.
i'm forgetting so much and i'm scared one day i'm gonna wake up and it's all gonna be gone.

Hey... Write what you know now down.. In a diary. Keep it near your bedside. Then anytine you want. You can read everything.

[Zørrø]

I’ve been trying so hard, maybe a little too hard. I’m only trying
to fit in, make myself look good and make new friends. It’s kind
of impossible when you have social anxiety, you always think you’ll
never be good enough and don’t live up to the high expectations
everyone wants.
-
My friend of five years recently quit, I don’t feel happy unless I’m
talking to her. I’m now friendless on ChickenSmoothie, I don’t want
to make any new friends because not everybody will accept me like
she did. I told her I’m fine with it and will give her space if she needs
it but she’s not talking to me anymore.
-
I’m also struggling to cope with my cancer, it’s getting worse and I’m
afraid I’ll need to go back to the hospital sooner than expected. I
never thought I would have cancer, let alone in my mid teens. I’m too
young for this I’m not ready. I don’t want to deal with only living for
5 more years, I want it to be over now. I’d prefer to live a long
and healthy life, not a short, cancerous one.

I’m probably overreacting but it’s freaking me out. I’ve told my mum
how I feel and it looks like she doesn’t really care, she never pays
attention to me. It’s hurtful and makes me want to cry all the time,
mother’s are there for support and love but those two things don’t
seem to match up with her.
-
Anyways, PM’s are welcome but not needed.

[nightmarixx]

I'm so mad, I simply asked my ex on here nicely if I could have the gifts I gave him back, he freaking blocks me from trading with him. We also have an Instagram account together because we were pretty close and then he breaks up my relationship saying I was flirting with him, and then he texted me saying his girlfriend made him sad, so being his caring friend, I texted her about it and he gets all mad for no freaking reason, SORRY FOR CARING FOR YOU (I worked so hard for those pets, it's not even funny, and I have no clue as to how I'm going to get them back) I gave them to him because I considered him my friend and for him to let me down after all I've ever done for him is sad and disappointing. I know it's stupid, but some of those were my most cherished pets on here. It still upsets me though because I have depression and anxiety and I literally take everything to heart. I know I know it's once again stupid for feeling mad and upset, but I really cared for him and for him to do this to me really hurt my feelings a lot.

[BananaBean]

i literally feel so bad right now. im always in pain. every single day when i wake up, i am always nauseas. its getting super tiring to never feel normal. but lately i have been in much more pain than usual. i was up all last night because of how sick i was. i threw up 2 times in the matter of 2 hours. around 6 am i felt an almost burning type pain in the middle of my chest right below my rib cage. it honestly terrified me. every time i would breathe it would worsen the feeling. i honestly dont know whats wrong but im really over it.