My family CONSTANTLY gives me sensory overload but they do not care when I break down crying, they never try to change the environment or help, and they tell me it's my fault.
I also have no stimming toys right now. I don't know what happened to them.
I can't stop crying. I hate this, it hurts me so much. I'm breaking down and they're having the time of their life. I want them to care, that's all! All I want is for them to actually care! Wow, what a stretch!