[ThousandSounds]

Humans are so fragile...
We all go through pain sometimes, and if you've ever had to face something that tore you apart and robbed you from a future that was rightfully yours, or you were abandoned when you needed somebody the very most, every time someone kept taking more than what you could give them - unable to satiate their feral hunger, took advantage of your kindness and empathy toward them, and every time you screamed in silence thinking nobody heard you, and for every time nobody slowed down - I am so, so very sorry for you, my love..
I can only imagine how much it hurt, but you are not alone, and I am slowing down for you. #FightingTheGoodFight

Worked twice as hard through the diseases
To make up for the weakness and vices not visible
No friends to pick up all the pieces
No sympathy or sweetness, no wonder I'm cynical

I've walked a path that would break most
Where a heart closed and it left a temper
I don't know how to love 'cause
I try to trust but then I remember

I've been through things that you can't see
A kind of suffering the eyes don't notice
Rather hide when I'm hurting
Than be a burden 'cause all I know is

NOBODY SHOWED UP, NOBODY SLOWED DOWN
THEY MUST HAVE BEEN DEAF, I WAS SCREAMING SO LOUD
Nobody had faith I'd еver be found
Born into a hole six feet in thе ground
I had to love me when nobody cared
And be the family that never was there
Had to have hope when I didn't feel spiritual
Had to be my own, M Y -- O W N -- M I R A C L E
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I wanted to make something haunting while preventing a mental snap, so because the glitch wasn't coming out the way I wanted it to on the oekaki I cheated and did it off-site

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I wonder how long until your mask breaks too... My friend.

[Corals Art Studio]

I know exactly how this feels I am going through almost the exact same thing atm. It is hard for me to express my feelings through words but this hit me hard reading your post

[ThousandSounds]

To be fair.. the post is more of mask by itself, the only difference is instead of genuinely hiding it's victim, this one is screaming about the mere pebble of the whole that it is hiding behind it.

I'm sorry you're in a very tough place as well, friend. You need to chat?