I am in fact, still alive
Anyways, lineart was done normally, but the coloring and shading was done with a mouse because I had to switch devices halfway lol
I might come back and fix this with a pen later on because man, that shading looks horrible done with a mouse, and it also looks hella rushed
I'll possibly be more active from now on, but strong emphasis on the possibly.
Whoever stumbles across this, have a nice day!