[aerangis]

*deep breath*

omg I have a new job (my first real one that involves what I'm studying for) and I keeeep on doing embarrassing stuffffffff

today I think I've been sort of very flirtatious with a colleague basically the whole day in front of the whole office. like very much very flirtatious. it's my third week........

I mean I thought we were just playing around. we have good vibes and stuff, but thinking back on it I blushhh

Jjjfjfjfjffh fh hjrfbufr I don't know how to act tomorrow...

I need to become more aware of what I'm doing as I'm doing itttt.. sometimes I feel I just don't even know how to be

don't know if anyone will read this, but I needed to get it out somewhere and I can't call anyone in the middle of the night (':