[sodafarts]

my monthly back from the dead post LOL
working 2.5 jobs on any given day + my one (1) class this semester has me ~drained~
when i have 5 mins of free time i wanna draw but i have no INSPIRATION OR PASSION
like..,,,..why cant i obsess over smth like i used 2 n b so excited 2 draw it
besides dorohedoro bc i will always think abt it constantly, drhdr brainrot 4 lyfeeee <3
now i jsut draw creepy animals on the back of my hw or restaurant napkins n im like "yea thats cool"
but its nothin special </333 i watn that ~spark~ i had last year back man

unrelated but also why do taxes take like almost $300 outta my paycheck every week
thats so not cash money on so many levels
i have $1500 in cavities 2 fix asap plus car phone n rent n SOMETIMES food
ur not making this easy @ the universe
but i had a good day 2day i think!!!
all my days r long but when theyre not specifically bad i call them good days
just good vibes i thibk, yup yup i appreciate ya
<3