[Goth Boy Clique]

vent:

look at me now, a worthless lonely person like i was a couple years ago you had to leave me now because i messed up like i havent messed up. You used him i wanted to help him cope with his problems because of you. you talked behind my back why did i trust you why am i worthless. why do i need someone to live. why did i count on you to be true. why do i compare myself to you. you are perfect. i know im fat you dont have to tell me. my life isnt as perfect as yours. you say yours is worse but you choose to live it like that. dont go into a relationship knowing your not ready for it. im sorry for not being perfect im sorry for doing this to you. i know im ugly. everyone tells me that. i only needed you in my life now i need you the most go ahead choose her. i know shes better than me shes a better friend than me. why would anyone need me in their life all i do is mess up. you kept me alive i dont know what im going to do now. all i feel is pain, im becoming numb, one day everyone will be happy without me. all of the stress is going to go away.