basics wrote:
-- michael mell
-- 17
-- male
-- homoromantic homosexual
-- drives a pt cruiser
-- retro GAYmer
-- lives too much in the future
-- #anxiety
-- pining @ jeremy
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- michel constantly says he exhausts himself. he's quite the paradox of the epitome of chill yet also the most anxious mess of a kalon. he has a lot of social anxiety yet handles himself well enough to the point where he doesn't come off as anxious, just an outcast. he's absolutely obsessed with video games, especially retro ones !! his favorite game is pac-man, though he would never admit it because it would be too "cliche." he's pretty good at video games, and has always wanted to start a youtube gaming channel, but the thought that kalons at his school would see makes him too nervous.
michael's best friend is jeremy. michael also might be entirely and depressingly and hopelessly in love with jeremy. they've been best friends for years and the only kal michael has ever felt like he's been able to trust with anything. michael hasn't always been in the best influence of some of the stuff he's suggested-- and convinced-- jeremy to do but they're the best friends anyone could ever find. michael gets anxious when jerm talks about making other friends and especially girls he likes; michael can trust him with anything except how he feels about him.
michael does suffer from somewhat frequent panic attacks and he doesn't deal well with being alone for extended periods of time. he overthinks interactions with others and often thinks he "messed up" insignificant conversations or interactions. he drowns a lot of his stress in avoiding schoolwork, food, and possibly some other activities that are less than ideal or acceptable. at heart, he just wants to be happy and cares deeply about others even when they don't return it.
