Why? Lilli Alen

[Stumpy.]

Why aren't I one of those interesting people, who've always got something to say.... To not be contrived, but to feel so alive, and to have never have wasted a day.... To go for long walks, have well informed talks, in an unconfrontational way. I'm still having the same conversation that I've been having for years.… I just want to read and retain information, just face up to my fears