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redo of an older drawing.

looks much better and not as edgy. s i g h s.

[nivans.piers]

much beauty, much envy for your talent looks p r e t t y though c:

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it looks s o much better now. ;v;

thanku

[nivans.piers]

it looks good regardless, both old and new c:

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loudscreaming idk what to do with tHIS I HAVENT TALKED TO YOU IN SO LONG

[nivans.piers]

BUT HASN'T IT BEEN AWHILE? i'm trying really hard not to lose friends, and contacting people and what not. I miss our conversations, so I hit you up you know? how's it been?

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AAAAAAAA.

i haven't really made any friends -- sort of lost connection with Beast/Jelly -- but y'know, doin' well. you never have to worry about losing me. [hopefully...] c:
i miss our conversations too, back when i was...really clueless about plenty of things and considered CS the main thing in my life. [also i was absolutely terrible at roleplaying, couldn't describe anything and was focused on power. lmaosoimmature] but now, hopefully, i could have more mature conversations and not make such a big deal over a little bump on the road... or make an army of mary sues.

it's been good! i have been improving on my art, coding, my terrible vocabulary and participation in social interactions [which have crashed and burned]. the 'outernet' life is all the same, but i've lost irl friends which, strangely, doesn't bother me. i'm also assuming that my closest friend and i are drifting apart, and we both don't appear interested in returning. anyway, my possessive behavior still remains, and i find myself multitasking often with different projects.
...excuse my rambling. i put too much thought into little things. sighs.

how have you been? c:

[nivans.piers]

AAAAAAAAHOOOOOOO

-- I haven't spoke with Beastie in awhile myself, oops >.< and good, you're very important to me [you don't have to worry about losing me either. as off an on as I may be for chickensmoothie, I always come back to see how you are ^^]

I miss CS sometimes, though, mostly for our rps and convos. School and what not got so busy too quickly, it's terrifying. [I was also horrid, but you weren't too shabby. I look back on my old work and cringe. Now I write considerably long responses] but armies are wonderful! a good, powerful army is quite a force to be reckoned with >:)

I live for your art, it's so beautiful, so so beautiful <33 [I don't even know where my social life went... oops *shrugs* ] I'm glad to still be here, we really should find a way to keep better contact. c: -- no no, it's not ramblings, luff. I put all my thought into everything, so i understand completely ~

As for me, i've been alright. Where i've lost people, I've gained people, and I have a boy now who I suppose I'm dating, but sometimes he frustrates me and he's too adorable to bother - kind of like a cute little mouse [I don't let him know this because I fear he'll get offended haha] I think i'm losing one of my best outernet friends, but I try not to fret about it because if we're supposed to be friends, we'll be able to figure it out? Uhm, I've grown a lot in my writing [i think it's my passion] and i think i want to go into film. I multitask often as well, on different stories and between piles of homework - probably need a break. sigh. but i'll find a way!

how's the arting going?

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[awwww ye]

The rps and convos were so entertaining, but... dang I hurled many things at you. School is important, so keep'er goin'![I was probably very annoying at the time... Oh Gods, not too shabby? xD I was here and there, I didn't explain anything and my characters were poorly developed. it's astonishing how much improvement there is from then and now, for both of us] I also find it amazing how you were able to tolerate me!
A powerful army shouldn't consist of my ancient abominations, though. Dang.

Aaaah! Thank you! Your art is absolutely beautiful as well! I've never seen a style like yours, truthfully - and with that creativity, your pieces of art have an impact on me, somehow.
We could probably keep in contact with Skype, but I've noticed that I send an abundance of messages [around 50-200. grumbles] because I have so many ideas I want to share. It's probably not the best idea to add me as a contact on Skype, lmao. And thank you again for understanding! Not many people do. ;v;

I gained one friend last year... and that was really it, heh. Last few years have been lonely, I guess. But I'm not one to go out and make friendships. However, it's good to hear you're doing alright. Good luck to you two! [idkhowthisworkslol]
I miss reading your writing, maybe you could send me a few?
Funny, I'd like to one day get into film too. But it's too much for me, in a way.

If you feel like you need a break, give yourself one. For all I know, I'm not very savvy with breaks or limits. I'm not the best person for encouragement, comfort or compliments...hrm.

My art is improving very, very slowly! Unfortunately, my penmanship is still as terrible as it was when I was writing with a trackpad...yeah, it's that horrid. Anyway, I've made new characters and discovered that I have a teeny tiny... frighteningly astronomical obsession with triangles. Yes! Triangles, it couldn't possibly have been anything better! Regardless, they're easy and fun to draw when I don't feel like putting my heart into my work, which is always. At least I don't merely draw canines anymore.

I've been trying to work on Criaduris. To make it short, it's where all my characters, excluding a select few, live. The 'Gods' or 'Ancients' are my older characters such as Thundersky, who is now Teztrys. Yep.

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regardless, I suppose that makes me good at catching things because I hardly noticed ^^ yeah, I know >.< I'm trying, and it's the thought that counts. [twas not. I think we were on the same level back then, so to me you were amazeballs at everything and didn't need improvement. I loved your characters, their designs, their stories, etc etc. We've both grown so much!] I find it inspiring that you could tolerate me, i'm a handful, aha.
it was a savage army never the less.

aweeeee thanks you ;u; you make me blush //^ u ^//
That would work. I just recently got skype, So that sounds lovely. No its okay! I have idea i want to share as well, and I love discussing ideas [mine or others] with people. it's fun for me, I guess haha. I'd love to add you on skype. It'd make it easier for us to keep in touch c: of courseness, I've got your back *insert epic highfive*

one is better than none, and I find friends that are of good quality are hard to make, just because people are so fake nowadays >: so i tend to keep only a few friends, because I want true ones. I understand loneliness though, it's a constant struggle for me, but my introvertness makes it hard to contact people first >.< oops. haha, thanks! we're both odd ducks, so good luck we shall need [meeitherohno]
quite possibly ^^ what genre do you prefer? I write a variety, so I'd like to send you something I think you'd enjoy plot wise
we'll find a way, yeah? Film is such a fun thought, gotta make our dreams into realities

probably should, but I give myself a lot of breaks. I'm a procrastinating queen ~ I'm the worst person when it comes to like... almost everything. I'm too chill, too go with the flow _-_

"slowly". I think you mean very fast? it's so lovely, I can't explain my adoration towards your work <333 your penmanship has always looked super unique though, swishy and stuffs. My penmanship very standard, it's good for reading until i write very fast. Let's see some of these new characters! Triangles! thank the gods it's not circles. Circles man, they're mean shapes >.> I like triangles, they're fun and nifty. And the few I've seen you draw are so cool, i love it. I've been drawing more people, trying to get into both a realistic and a manga/anime style. it's very difficult -- it's slow progress aha.

Criaduris -- what's the pronunciation on this? That's stellar! I love that you have this world for your characters, absolutely love it. Tell me more.
I've got something similar: for me, I have a parallel in my head that's full of the 'actors' of sorts I use to play the visuals of my novel characters. It makes fleshing a book character out a lot easier ^-^