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Sexuality;
Friends; Justin, Esther,
Amaryllis, Arabella, & Zavier.
Crushes;Currently Justin.

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xx ❝The ocean it calls me, it wants me back.❞
xxxxxx ❝The ocean was my home... A friend.❞

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....Username: Shatterhowl....
....Name: Jordan
....Gender: Male
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Jordan is very timid. He sometimes can be quite outgoing at times, or quite fearful. Yet, He can kick you butt if he has too. He prefers to stay away from drama. He’s very quiet, and can be very caring.Sometimes, He can be your worst nightmare or favorite day dream. Jordan cannot really understand people’s anger so he finds it hard to communicate to help them. Jordan also has quite an understanding of most emotions and will do anything to help his loved ones emotionally or psychically.

↝↝Musicxxxxxxx↝↝Videogames
↝↝Catsxxxxxxx↝↝Science
↝↝Surfingxxxxxxx↝↝Astronomy
↝↝Friendsxxxxxxx↝↝Sweet foods
↝↝Familyxxxxxxx↝↝Technology
↝↝Teaxxxxxxx↝↝Fruit
↝↝Starbucks

↝↝Spicy foodsxxxxxxx↝↝math
↝↝Salty foodsxxxxxxx↝↝sharpie smell
↝↝Foam touchxxxxxxx↝↝loud noises
↝↝betrayedxxxxxxx↝↝waiting in lines
↝↝Left alone
↝↝Spiders
↝↝crane flies

The last thing he had remembered of his mother
was the lullaby she would sing, "Come little
Jordan, don't be afraid, I'll always be here."
When Jordan was younger his mother died
of a car accident, it was quite sudden, but
Jordan still had an older adopted brother
and his father. Jordan's older brother,
Alexander, has been quite a help,
sometimes his brother will get into a
brotherly fight with Jordan but that happens
with most siblings. Ever since Jordan
started public school, his brother was always
a grade higher at least. Jordan usually sat
in the back of everything, the class, the
lunch tables, even the bathroom. He
didn't like the kids who were so mean
to him. Alex would say to Jordan that
he would teach the kids a lesson, yet
Alex never actually did. Jordan
remember when he struggled with
his homework how Alexander would
always help him. He taught him most
of the ways of math perfectly. Yet,
Alexander was sometimes a jerky
sibling, Jordan would love him no
matter what. Though, In 4th grade,
Jordan had problems with math
and was getting bullied pretty bad,
they called him rock and midget.
Jordan hated it so much, he kept
failing his math class and it made
him feel worst. Alexander
decided he would actually stand
up for his brother instead of
saying that he would. Alex got
into a fight with one of the kids
who was mean with Alex.
Alexander had to go to the hospital
shortly after because he had got a
concision from falling down the
stairs of the school, Jordan was
scared that if he did anything to
help, he would only fail. He ran
from the accident, He believes
he was pushed by a school bully
who was being mean to Jordan.

By the end of 4th grade,
Jordan's grades when down
same with his self esteem.
Alexander recovered by summer
and attended summer school.
Alexander was a bit mad at his
younger brother for not helping
him when he got hurt, since
Jordan did run from the accident.
Alex now stayed in his room
when he wanted into middle
school, Jordan got more
depressed always failing his
classes, by the end of 5th grade
he got all C's and was quite
scared since he had no friends
because no one wanted to be
friends with him. In sixth grade
he was quite worried about
having friend, he was scared
if he made friends they would
be mean, yet it wasn't like that
at all. He made one friend, who
was a girl in fact, she was very
nice her name was Beth, She
would always help him with
things, he would always help
her. Jordan for a bit had a
crush on Beth. Jordan
enjoyed her cute laughing,
and her adorable faces. She
was beautiful. Jordan had
really cared for Beth. By the
end of sixth grade, Jordan
asked her out, but she
rejected him right before
the summer and went with
another boy. This crushed
Jordan, he lost his only friend,
the only person he really cared
about. Yet, Alex started playing
football in the summer, he got
another concussion again. Alex
had spent most of his free time
now in therapy. Jordan never
really understood.

There dad was always on business trips now. Gone most of the time, There dad made a lot of money, but money never made Jordan happy. He could never really be happy with out any friends or any loved. Slowly, Jordan got sick in a depressing way. Sick. Jordan had lost interest trying to be cared for, trying in school, trying to live. Jordan didn't eat much. He found no interest to do but sleep. Darkly, Jordan sang the little tune his mother used to sing to him, "Come little Jordan, don't be afraid, I'll always be here." By the end of middle school, Jordan had been completely depressed, getting C's never D's or F's because all he wanted to do was get out of school. When Jordan started high school he was completely unaware of everything around him, he finally got focusing out issues. He developed AD HD. It cause him to focus out pretty bad a lot in high school.

Jordan started to get pretty sad more but suddenly, He made a friend that changed his life.
Her name is Esther. Esther Bee Griffin. Esther had always been nice to Jordan. She
understands him getting bullied and such. Esther stealing something once but he forgave
her, it was quite funny, a pack of bubblegum. Why would he get mad at his friend for
something so small. Jordan has completely loved the terrariums Esther has made. He
loved to watch he make them, they were interesting. He still sometimes go with Esther
to the park to make them. Jordan always tries to bring materials to help. Esther has
been a friend of Jordan's ever since and rarely do they ever fight, if anyone messes with
Esther, Jordan will get them pretty bad.

Jordan knows Esther will do the same. Esther has been an amazing friend of Jordan's for awhile. Surely, Esther and Jordan had studied a bit together, yet both plumies maintained a good grade. There was this one memorable time where Jordan had been picked on by another guy, and Esther stood up for him pretty well. She told that guy he should watch himself because she'll get him in his sleep, he believed it and ran. After, the two started laughing and Jordan said, "He got a taste of his medicine." Though, when it started to get better something terrible happened to his brother ,Alex, He got his last and final concussion which killed him finally. He got slammed to the ground by a competing team. He died with brain trauma. He was taken to the grave by his favorite sport. Jordan didn't go back to school again and texted what happened to Esther, who understood. Jordan felt terrible, and was chosen to say the last words to his brother. He did, faithfully. "Alex was a great brother, He was always very lively and committed to football. He was an amazing brother. He will be missed dearly in fact, I will miss him more than anything. He died doing something he loved...You will be missed. R.I.P" His mom was gone, now Alex. It felt so lonely in his little house. Without Alex, Jordan felt badly. Esther had called him more than once to check on him. She was a bit worried knowing what happened, it concerned her a lot.

Through out the time, Jordan saw a therapist
who did nothing but talked about problems. It was
completely useless as Jordan noticed. He lied to
the therapist saying that he was fine so he could
get away from it. After, he had to go to school. They
didn't move his grade, yet changed his classes
pretty bad. The good think now was that Esther was
in all of his classes. Jordan felt so relieved after
hearing that. Jordan felt terrible it was almost 10th
grade and he had missed half of the year. Jordan
also felt stressed all the time now, even more than
he had before. Esther went ahead and told him to
find something that makes him less stressed. Jordan
agreed to the commitment and decided to try things.
He tried hanging out in class and being social, yet it
made him more stressed. He tried video games but
it made him more stressed. He tried to take walks, it
just scared him and stressed. Finally, He tried surfing,
it helped him through so much. Yet, it felt like the
waves were against his grasp, that he could actually
do something. In fact, it helped him mentally.

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Jordan has a small kitten named Socks. He found
socks on the streets and decided to pick her up on a rainy
day. After he picked her up he gave her a nice bath, fed
her food, and let her sleep near him. Socks adapted to
her new home and now has been living there ever since.
Jordan took her to the vet to get a test on what kinda of
cat she is. She is a mix of some sort including tuxedo
cat and albino blood. Since she is some albino her eyes
a pure reddish amber, she gets the black and white from
her tuxedo cat genes. Jordan adores his little Socks.

Jordan met Justin at the beach, Justin was with
his cousin, Amaryllis. Amaryllis is a total fandom queen,
and makes up funny things all the time. Justin on the
other hand is quite blunt. She makes the joke that,
Justin and Jordan should be a ship of yaoi, 'Jortin'. Amaryllis
also is completely addicted to Invader Zim, MLP ,and
Pokémon. She has many things themed by this. Including
her very own, Pokemon collar. Yet, She extroverted and
loves to meet people. Jordan completely shook when he
saw her, cause she scared him by yelling, "Hola!" in his face.
Justin is quite interesting to Jordan, In fact they share
there little competional interests well. Jordan beats him
at surfing, Justin beats him at video games. The two go own
and on about things. Jordan loves Justin's little things he
does, Justin wears these random nerd glasses with tape on
them which makes him laugh, and how he's over protective
of his little cousin and he's always with her. Jordan has a good
relationship with the two, and yet he has thought about Justin,
and sorta crushed on him before.

Jordan ran into Arabella many times, both of
them are completely hilarious in public. Arabella and
Jordan actually ran into each other, Jordan had
Starbucks spilled it on Arabella who acted motherly
and forgot the coffee stains and grabbed her jacket
trying to help Jordan. Who did nothing, but try to
help Arabella. Now the two laugh about that, but they
both get along great, they only fought once
because of Jordan trying to bring her into a large crowd.
Arabella is very motherly and caring.

When Amaryllis had her child, Zavier was born,
Jordan spent a lot of time with him. The mother,
Sybil was gone, Jordan had been watching Zavier
for them. Sybil and Jordan had never met really,
just sometimes, they don't really know each
other. Amaryllis on the other hand, Jordan knows
a lot. Zavier is very interested in paranormal
investigation, Jordan and Zavier used to watch Tv
shows about it all the time when he was little.
Yet, Zavier and Jordan are great friends, even
though Jordan is sometimes a babysitter.