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ａｎｄ ｙｏｕ ｗｏｎ＇ｔ ｂｒｉｎｇ ｍｅ ｄｏｗｎ
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A bit of vent art, super long explanation so if you want to just skip to the last 2 paragraphs. <3
I'm super proud of this though, if you could let me know what you'd think I'd be super thankful. qvq
edit;;
Omg thanks so much for the feature <33 this is my second one and I really appreciate it qvq
I'd also like to say I appreciate all of your guys' kind words. <3 everything below is fine now and it's all worked out, no worries!!
But seriously thanks so much! It means a lot that the drawing I'm most proud of got featured qv
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I've gone through a pretty stressful breakup recently.
First my friend - or not so anymore - told me my girlfriend was cheating on me. He came up with some pretty believable advice, but I made the mistake of having him look into it for me rather than doing it myself so I believed him and broke up with her.
I've recently found out he was lying about her cheating on me, not to mention the fact I broke up with her over text which was a huge jerk move and I didn't give her any chances to explain her end of the situation. After he - the ex-friend - found out I wanted to give her a second chance once school starts up again after Christmas break, he started telling me I never take his advice and if I keep coming to him with my 'so many problems' he'll inform the school counselor, when i never come to him for help and I never talk to anyone about my problems anyways.
But this is also a bit of happy vent art. While I still feel like I may have depression and social anxiety, I've been feeling a lot...brighter, lately. Besides my parents being homophobic, unsupportive, and bigoted as usual I feel like my life is getting better than it has been in a long while. I guess this is just a reminder out there to all of you, that no matter what and no matter how long is takes - a lifetime even - it does get better. Happiness is always around the corner, you just have to wait and find that corner.
Recently, I've started watching Glee and as Kurt is my favorite character(as a gay - both in real life and in the show - who isn't over sterotyped, he's become a bit of a role model for me. Chris Colfer is also just an amazing man in general.) I of course found his cover of Defying Gravity from the musical Wicked.
The song just really means a lot to me, so I wanted to express it.
Freedom, Sorrow, Anger, Happiness, Regret...the song has it all really, and idk it just makes me really emotional so I wanted to make a piece that expresses that. I think I did a pretty good job, considering.
You're all amazing and deserve to be happy no matter what happens, never forget that out there somewhere is someone who loves you more than you could ever fathom and you mean so so so much to the world. <3
ａｎｄ ｙｏｕ ｗｏｎ＇ｔ ｂｒｉｎｇ ｍｅ ｄｏｗｎ
[X]
A bit of vent art, super long explanation so if you want to just skip to the last 2 paragraphs. <3
I'm super proud of this though, if you could let me know what you'd think I'd be super thankful. qvq
edit;;
Omg thanks so much for the feature <33 this is my second one and I really appreciate it qvq
I'd also like to say I appreciate all of your guys' kind words. <3 everything below is fine now and it's all worked out, no worries!!
But seriously thanks so much! It means a lot that the drawing I'm most proud of got featured qv
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I've gone through a pretty stressful breakup recently.
First my friend - or not so anymore - told me my girlfriend was cheating on me. He came up with some pretty believable advice, but I made the mistake of having him look into it for me rather than doing it myself so I believed him and broke up with her.
I've recently found out he was lying about her cheating on me, not to mention the fact I broke up with her over text which was a huge jerk move and I didn't give her any chances to explain her end of the situation. After he - the ex-friend - found out I wanted to give her a second chance once school starts up again after Christmas break, he started telling me I never take his advice and if I keep coming to him with my 'so many problems' he'll inform the school counselor, when i never come to him for help and I never talk to anyone about my problems anyways.
But this is also a bit of happy vent art. While I still feel like I may have depression and social anxiety, I've been feeling a lot...brighter, lately. Besides my parents being homophobic, unsupportive, and bigoted as usual I feel like my life is getting better than it has been in a long while. I guess this is just a reminder out there to all of you, that no matter what and no matter how long is takes - a lifetime even - it does get better. Happiness is always around the corner, you just have to wait and find that corner.
Recently, I've started watching Glee and as Kurt is my favorite character(as a gay - both in real life and in the show - who isn't over sterotyped, he's become a bit of a role model for me. Chris Colfer is also just an amazing man in general.) I of course found his cover of Defying Gravity from the musical Wicked.
The song just really means a lot to me, so I wanted to express it.
Freedom, Sorrow, Anger, Happiness, Regret...the song has it all really, and idk it just makes me really emotional so I wanted to make a piece that expresses that. I think I did a pretty good job, considering.
You're all amazing and deserve to be happy no matter what happens, never forget that out there somewhere is someone who loves you more than you could ever fathom and you mean so so so much to the world. <3
