by Shadow Weaver » Wed Jul 31, 2013 4:25 pm
I love the detail you put into the dreams~
The Brightest Illusions Hide the Darkest Truths
Love comes like storm clouds
Fleeing from the wind, and casts
Shadows on the moon
Copper fish, dance, dance
Leaves falling on silver pool
Autumn rain, fall, fall
Autumn leaves, dance, dance
Float in the pool of copper fish
Silver rain, fall, fall
"I do not deserve happiness"
"I want you to trust me!"
I felt as if I had run a long, long way and got nowhere.
There was a kind of peace in that.
I would never get anywhere.
I would never get away from what I had done.
If there was justice in the next world, I would be punished.
If not, then I would simply turn to dust.
But I would not fling myself into the river to escape.
I would not take refuge in madness.
I would carry this secret, this burden, for the rest of my life,
and I would never forget.
I would live with it.
Forever.
It is the shadow weaving he desires. Not you.
No one could ever want you.