- warning; sad fanfiction ahead
i bought the coffee cup because it reminded me of her
of her beautiful brown eyes and her love of chocolate
but it also pained me to buy it
because it reminded me of her and how i never appreciated her
she was always trying to help
but i all i did was push her away
and i was always rude to her.
sometimes i think it was my fault she's gone
beck tells me it wasn't
but deep down i will always feel that
no matter what.
all she wanted was to be friends
she never deserved this.
she was an amazing actor
maybe not the best
but still amazing.
after we'd practised that play...
i should've driven her home
because then this may not have happened
then she'd still be here
i had snapped at her.
the last thing i ever said to her...
i never actually ment it
' i'm not taking you, just walk home. maybe you'll get robbed, or mugged. or maybe you'll just dissapear.'
i didn't mean for her to really dissapear...
or to die
or to leave me
i will always blame myself for this
no matter what anyone says.
i couldn't go to her funeral
i regret not going
but i seriously couldn't
i lay on the couch all week
crying and drinking coffee
the worst thing was
was that after she'd gone...
i'd realised i was in love with her
and now she'd never know
i'm sorry, tori vega
i'm sorry i was so mean to you
i'm sorry we were never friends
i'm sorry i didn't drive you home
i'm sorry i never appreciated you
and whether you can hear me or not
i want you to know
i love you
woah what i wrote a story
ok then
it seems that basically every story i write is sad
no idea why
this is fanfiction of the Victorious ship, jori
jade west + tori vega
that story kinda flowed out of me
i was bored so i drew a coffee cup and then this story happened
so yeah. cx
