[blueshadowmoon]

As I looked at you with my sorrowful, sleep deprived vision I realized something.
It wasn't my fault.
It was yours.
I had no part in what had just happened. No, it was all your doing, not mine.
And you're trying to blame me.
No, it's not my fault. It's yours. I see that now.
I never knew how cruel you could be. How manipulative you were.
I was blind to it.
But now I know.
It's not me.
It's you.
He was right about you.
I am going to be better off without you.
Without someone that's so cruel, insensitive, and manipulative.
Plainly you're an antagonist in the fairytale that's my life.
You chose your path while I'm still choosing mine.
You rushed to choose and you aren't the wonderful, nice, considerate, and quirky person I became friends with all that time ago.
What happened to you?
I miss that you.
But that you isn't coming back.
I know I shouldn't be apologizing but I am.
I'm sorry for what happened but I can't be your friend when you aren't mine.
So goodbye, and I wish you luck in the future.

This is pretty much a vent. I recently stopped being friends with a girl that was rather aggressive and manipulative, I was tired and irritable but I was also hurt too. It was a hard decision but in the end I couldn't be friends with her anymore. I'm no angel but I don't want to be like her. You can kind of piece things together from the piece of writing (I have no clue what to call it) above.

Anyway this took me about... 30 minutes maybe? I messed around with my sig and the shading. I had to make Bluey here look like she was sleep deprived, irritated, and hurt but certain and somewhat concerned. I'm thinking about remodeling my signature to have it be all about Blue aka me. I think this would be a nice piece if I ever do a Blue themed siggie since I'd want it to show her different sides such as my first plans for Blue to be male but deciding for her to be female.
Random background is random and it's good to draw something on oekaki again.