The Philosophy of a Godsona.

[Hereisdan]

I... I just...


Moon...

butler, demon??? unsafe, too dark, scary...

I dont even... Its hard to explain but i... not I but this guy that i feel... he is like Pres(what i consider my godsona) in the way that i cant force a personality or a image onto him... but he is... not evil but just when i get a thought about him, I just feel... unsafe
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I dont know if this is just me trying to scare myself silly or if it might be something else(ghost, demon, devilsona...?)
That up there is just how i feel whenever i think of this guy/thing... all i can get is that it goes by the reference of he and that his name/title is Moon

This seems like the most likely place i could get an answer from someone(or be blasted down and said to be making this up) soooo yeah...

[pacificcc]

Wha

t a neat concept Clowesia {by the way and very off topic, whenever I see your username I think of clouds xD}
I think it's really neat, and hope when I need one it comes.

[☼Tigerpath☼]

I have mine, and my cousin has also, I am soooo happy ;D

[infinitesimal void]

Stupid as it sounds, I think I have a godsona that keeps me from falling There's been several times just in the past week where I should've fallen and broken my neck, but I never do. Hmmm.
When I think about it, it feels like a him. I don't know his form... But maybe he'll properly present himself soon?

[`Hypnotic]

I sometimes go back to drawing some of the same animals.
My favorite horse i've ever drawn & colored (which I rarely color) is Rosy, I've drawn her time and time again. Why? I always ask myself. I've found why,thanks to you Clowesia
Rosy is very,very,very different from me, though some of us are partly the same.
I can find her in horse form, maybe wolf.
Horse; Rosy is dark & black, her eyes a crystal blue. How her name is Rosy; She has a pink piece of string her forlock and rose petals in her tail. She has Rose vines on her legs, like markings with little bursting roses.
Wolf; Rosy almost looks like a male wolf but I garuntee you she isn't.
She has a red lump at the part that falls over her face, but this time red eyes, and red wolf nails, scary looking almost.

Rosy{Who I still yet to have come up with a better name}
Can be very tempermental; like me. She is very judgemental to me, like on my riding & sports, her wolf self came to me the other day, two days in a row, she seems to help me concentrate on Tennis and get myself to play better. She is like my consience.
She never talks to me, though she gives me the thoughts of power and ability. Her thoughts converge with mine, though normaly God-sonas don't. I'm still not entirely sure she's fully a Godsona.

Power; Rosy can look into flowers and can see the future in time, but she won't ever tell you what will happen, not even a 100 rose petals.

After reading this I have gotten a newname
Aletheia
<3
Aletheia meaning "truth" in greek.
She kept me coming back to Eirene and Aletheia but she wanted somthing anyone could remember.

[varoujan]

I think I have found my godsona, but I don't know for sure...

[Chasta]

I'm not sure if this is a Godsona or not, since the main 'concept' of the animal is the thing that I'm fearing right now.

But with the Monument Fire in Southern Arizona, the place I lived not even two years ago and where all of my friends are, I've been terrified since I found out about it three days ago. I've never been this scared of something, and it's probably because fire has always been my friend, but now it's destroying my friends and their homes. That place is still my home, and always will be. Even if the fire destroys it.

But this morning when I woke up, an image came into my head and it made me feel safe enough to stop shaking. It was a Nightmare walking out of the smoke and fire, and the expression it had seemed to say 'everything will be okay'. I had been crying too much to be able to see the colors or design, but I managed to see the position and what was around it. If the image or anymore like it come, I'll see about finding out what exactly he/she looks like. Or what her/his name is.

Is this really my Godsona? And if not, then what is it?

[Rayen]

Thank you Clowesia for such an interesting and deep philosophy. I'm now in the process of finding my Godsona.
This philosophy really caught my attention ever since I first read it, about a month ago. I've been thinking a lot about my Godsona and I think I'm beginning to get an idea of its identity. I like to try and get a 'feeling', a sort of image in my head about things like this by deeply thinking about them, letting go of their meanings and trying to see their essence; you could call it visioning if you want to. And every time I try to do that to search my Godsona I've seen different stuff.

First try I got a steampunk golden key and an eagle-winged angel-like girl - fiery, outspoken and strong. I don't know if this is it, but I don't think so. The personality is way too similar to mine.
Then, some days later, I saw a soft-pink and white entity that called herself Demisia - social and a bit flirty. Definitely not it.

By then I was beginning to think, 'geeze, why did all the minor, random entities have to pop up and mess my search just now?'. But today I tried again. I got a presence again, but I could see little more than silvery grey, white and blue and a very beautiful and decorated silver key. The feeling I got was like 'the key to my dreams'. I don't know if this is it either. I think this is closer to the real thing. The first one is more like ust a fursona, the second one - don't get me started on it. But I feel I'm just a step away. I know it's a winged entity, and I have little clue on whether it's male or female. I'll try to feel that tonight, when I'm more relaxed. I swear this 'sort-of-visioning' thing really works, and I'm surprised on how I haven't found that out sooner.
Let's see what I can find later on.

[Shiko Hayashi]

The term Godsona is interesting and although it sits uncomfortably with me, it makes sense.

I think I unknowingly found my godsona's when I was in my depression. It started with a simple wolf character that slowly grew into a human that suddenly became my imaginary guardian. Even today, now, whenever I feel distraught, alone, or upset in various ways, I imagine him. We have conversations and I can literally imagine him there with me. In a way, he IS my guardian. I think that's his power. The ability to protect me in so many ways. Like a shield, inside and out.

And when I said godsona, note I put a plural at the end of it. Slowly, Cross, my first godsona, was joined by Korbyn, Crius, and Kai. These three became my boys. They represented me in my worst possible state. Depressed, lonely, hurt, and wishing for an outlet. But they were also their to comfort me. To talk to me. To just be with me. Whether it was to tease me or to sympathize with me. And that's what truly matters to me.

I have to thank you for this. It's a rather ingenious idea and it fits my boys reason's for existence so well.
My boys might become false godsona's in time, but right now, they fit the description. Forgive me if I have misunderstood something here.

[PuddingShark]

Can I draw some fan art of Chrysanthos?