Username and number: nermal1999 (214589)
Link to signup post: Here Prompt Response:Hi, I'm nermal1999 but most people call me nermal. I'm not really sure how to fully go about this as I'm not really the best with words but here we go!
I'm a young adult who go's by she/her,
I'm the youngest of three, so I have two older siblings who I'm really close with.
I'm a bit shy at first but once I get to know you, I can be a bit of a chatterbox.
I love horses and cats! I'm also a fan of the jurassic park/world Fandom.
On a day-to-day basis I'm a pretty happy go lucky person who likes to smile and laugh and be silly.
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(Medical stuff)
-----------------------I suffer from a few different medical stuff,
The most prominent being dyslexia, NF, and mental delay.
For those who don't know what either of those are, dyslexia means I can have trouble with reading/spelling/and grammar. So sometimes I make mistakes with those things.
NF stands for Neurofibromatosis which is just a fancy way of saying I have tumors that grow inside of my body and brain.
One of my more severe tumors that I have is behind my left eye, which has caused me to lose almost all my sight in that eye.
mental delay means that my brain takes a bit longer to mature, in other ways I tend to act a bit more youthful then people my age normally act.
All these things are something I've dealt with since I was a kid, it sucks but I've learned to live with them.
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(struggles)
----------------------- I have anxiety so if you've ever talked with me and I've apologized a multitude of times, then that would be why.
My anxiety likes to make me worry a lot, that and I just don't like to cause problems.
I've also had a couple of hurtful people in my life who didn't really help my anxiety, (hence why I apologize a lot)
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As a kid talking and making friends was yes, I was the kind of kid who had all the friends! I had friends in my neighborhood, friends at the church I attended, I even had a best friend who lived in a different state.
I also was apart of a group of best friends.
We did all the things you'd think a group of friends would do. Sleepovers, birthday parties, all that good stuff!
sadly at one point in my life I had to move away, meaning I had to say goodbye to all those friends, we tried to keep in touch but with different time zones and life, we all gradually grew apart, and eventually moved on with our life's. Since then I haven't really made any friends.
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When it comes to life I'm not really what you'd call experienced, I don't know much about what's out there,
My family and I struggle with medical-related things so it's kind of hard to get out of the house all that often. so I really haven't been able to really experience life all that much beyond my house.
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It's also been hard for me to connect with people as I've grown, because of my medical stuff. I know I'm different then how most people act, so I worry that people won't like me. That I won't be able to fit in and make friends like I was once able to.
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It's kind of because of these things that I struggle to talk and connect with people. That and my anxiety lol.
I think I've just been so disconnected for so many years that I've kinda forgotten how to do it. That's kind of why I struggle to talk in the discord. whenever I see everyone talking, and joking around, I have a hard time pushing myself to talk and join in because it's hard when there's a lot I don't know. But one day I'd like to get to know you all better and hopefully talk more often and let myself be more careful to let my true self show.
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(What do you do for fun)
-----------------------For fun I love to draw. Whether its art of my characters or just some random art I make on the spot, it's just always I joy to do. I also like to write and come up with stories, it's a lot of fun and brings me joy!
I also like to listen to music, play games, and hang out with my family.
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(what do you care about?)
-----------------------I love and care deeply for my family.
We've all been through so much together, and have faced many hard times.
I'm thankful for the strong and close relationships I have with my siblings, and I'm also thankful for everything my mother has done for me.
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(what's on my mind)
-----------------------What’s currently on my mind is a mix of both nerves, feeling refreshed, and happy.
I'm nervous because I feel bad for how long I made this.
But it feels refreshing to get a lot of this out there for you to know.
I'm also just feeling happy because it's a nice day to day!
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Sorry for the length,
Thanks for reading! ❤️