Round 5 in the Mare's Meadow is Open!
This is the final round for the Mare's Meadow!
This is the final round for the Mare's Meadow!
Username: Queen Chrysalis
Horse Number: #011
Name: S'azda
Age: 5
Gender: Mare
Height: 17HH
Color: Palomino overo
Herd: Lunar Oak
Herd Position: Lead Mare
Username: Isabella45
Horse Number: #016
Horse Name: Anwen
Name Meaning: 'Very fair'
Species: Horse
Age: 7 years
Herd: Zelimir Herd
Herd Position: Lead Mare
What part did his or her Ancestors play in the war?
Anwen's ancestors were a peaceful people. They were a small herd, mostly undisturbed by the world, but when the call came for assistance her father's ancestor knew he could not refuse. Choosing to do the honorable thing he took half of their herd to join the fighting. A half moon later his mate and foal received the news that he, and his followers, had been killed. Grief stricken and seeking vengeance his mate, Aeronwen, went to fight, leaving her daughter in the care of a wounded pegasus. Aeronwen quickly became known as a fierce and merciless fighter, over time her name, which meant 'white', was changed to Aerona, meaning 'slaughter and carnage'.
But her victory and success lasted only twice as long as her mate's had. She died a moon after she left her land, leaving her daughter orphaned. Her daughter, called Anwen because she was very beautiful, was raised by the pegasus. Too injured to fly and with a permanent limp the pegasus hid Anwen, and her own foal, protecting them during the war. The name of this brave pegasus has since been lost, if it was ever known, but her foal's name we know. Braith. He grew up beside Anwen and the two became very close. It broke Anwen's heart when he told her he felt he had to join the fighting.
He left, promising he would come back one day.
Anwen waited, and waited, but no news came. So, she set off on her own to find him. When she did at last find him he was injured but alive. It was then that, despite his protests, Anwen joined the war. She had already lost so many that she loved to the cruelties of war, now she was determined to either help the defeat this darkness, or die beside those that were left.
Anwen may not have been a war hero, she didn't infiltrate the enemy lines, or perform some terribly daring deed, but no one, no one but Braith and Anwen, knew the pure courage it took for a sheltered young mare to step out and fight for what she had.
By the end of the war both Anwen and Braith had survived and Anwen said she would never again raise a hoof against any horse, and the two of them went far away and started their own herd.
And long down the line, many generations later, born to Celi and Elyan, was a filly called Anwen, named for her brave ancestor. Her name may not have gone down in the books for any great deeds, but her story was passed down through the generations so that all of her offspring and theirs would know of her courage and be encouraged themselves to stand up and fight for what they loved and believed in.
How Did She Meet Nirav?:
Anwen was born to a very small herd, living in a valley where no one ever dared wander. As a foal nothing made her feel happier than just being with her parents and siblings, but as she got older she began to yearn for something new. In her herd, though she knew her parents loved her dearly, she was just one of many daughters. She would never really have a unique place, and unless she left eventually, never have foals of her own. So, she set off to make her own way. As her name implied, she was a pretty mare, fair of face and feature. On her journey she met some stallions who noticed and tried their best to impress her, but their showy manners were not what she was looking for in a protector. She didn't really know what she wanted, but she was sure she would know it when she found it. And in time, she was proved right.
She had found her way into the tall grass where there was some decent grazing to be found.
After just a few minutes she sensed a new presence nearby. Slowly she turned her head, and standing at the edge of the grass was a stallion. For a minute their eyes met, each holding the other's gaze and neither speaking.
Then Anwen broke the silence and asked him if he intended to join her or if he was simply going to stand there.
He then joined her quietly. When he had reached her side he had thanked her and said he hadn't wanted to intrude.
Anwen had never seen such manners in any stallion and was both impressed, and amused.
For some time they grazed quietly together and Anwen kept casting curious glances toward him. At first glance she had thought he was mud colored with cloud-like markings, but now that she looked again she could see golden highlights beneath a rich brown color, framing a blanket of the purest white.
He was certainly handsome, but, it was his manner that truly mattered, she reminded herself.
When he'd had his fill he excused himself, saying he had better keep moving if he was to find a decent sleeping place before dark.
Anwen was reluctant to lose his company so she came up with an idea and offered to show him a good sleeping place.
He had been silent a moment then he said that he would be grateful for her help.
It occurred to her then that she didn't even know his name, so she asked.
After apologizing for not having introduced himself earlier he said his name was Nirav.
Nirav she thought to herself, a nice name.
She led him beyond the grass, over a hill and through a feild before they came to a gnarled, twisted tree. Though there were no leaves left on the tree its thick branches provided shade from the sun.
Nirav thanked her and she settled down a short distance away. As the sun disappeared and the world grew dark she wondered if Nirav would be there in the morning when she woke up.
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The sun's rays beat down heavily on Anwen, bringing her out of her slumber. She tossed her head then glanced up at the sky. It was then that the events of the previous day came rushing back and her head whipped around to look at the tree where Nirav had slept.
He was gone.
Anwen couldn't quite describe what she felt, disappointment, emptiness, loneliness.
She stretched and ate a little then got ready for her journey, still searching for a protector for the herd she wanted to help build. She had thought she might have found him, but apparently she was wrong.
She headed in the direction of the mountains, hoping to run across more horses there. She hadn't gone far when she heard hoofsteps behind her.
She turned around and there was Nirav. For a minute it felt like her heart had jumped out of her chest and into her throat. She stood still until he caught up then waited as he stood there silently. Finally she asked him what he was doing. He then replied in a very sensible way that if they were going in the same general direction it made sense for them to travel together.
Anwen agreed and the two set off together.
On their journey each observed the other carefully.
Anwen was searching for a lead stallion, and though Nirav wasn't outwardly commanding or impressive, he had a good nature and in many ways seemed to her to be wiser than the brash young stallions she had met before. He also wasn't hot-headed, and she appreciated that. Though courage was sometimes called for, rashness could get a herd hurt.
Nirav was looking for a lead mare who might accept him. Anwen seemed gentle and smart, but there was also a certain spirit in her that he liked, the kind of boldness that he lacked. She also seemed honest, and was clearly skilled. He could only hope she might consider him worth it.
When at last they arrived at the base of the mountain Anwen knew they would have to decide whether to part ways as they had planned, or maybe stay together.
She also knew it was up to her to make the first move, but what if he refused her. She knew most stallions were glad when a mare chose them, but what if he had no desire to be part of a herd? What if he wanted to be a loner forever? She had never done this before, what if she did it wrong?
With these thoughts in her mind she made an attempt to bring up her proposal to him.
He was standing beneath a tree, grazing where she had found a good spot when she approached him. He lifted his head to meet her gaze and asked if she needed anything.
"Yes, well, no. No and yes. I mean, I had . . . I had an idea, more of a suggestion, really," she said, shifting from one hoof to the other.
Nirav watched her, his expression impossible to read. "Go on."
"I just, I thought, maybe you might . . . want to come with me? You know, do this together?"
For a moment Nirav was silent, but Anwen could tell he was thinking. "I would be honored." He said at last.
"Honored? I mean, that is good, of course," she said. "But, do you really want this? I mean I know I am supposed to pick a stallion and all that and you kind of just go with it and all but I want you to want to be, er, you know, want to . . . " She trailed off, feeling foolish as everything she had meant to say flew out of her head.
"If you are asking if I want to join you, I do. I have seen your capabilities, I admire your character, and I would be honored to be your protector." As he spoke his expression became overall warmer and Anwen felt more at ease.
Anwen wanted to say something clever or heartfelt, but all that came out was, "I think that is the most I have ever heard you speak at once."
Personality:
Anwen is a gentle and compassionate mare. She approaches other horses with a gentle, almost motherly manner. Her compassion for others is sincere and those around her can tell that she is genuinely interested in how they feel.
But just because she is gentle doesn't mean she doesn't have a fiercer side. She is fiercely protective of those she loves and her temper may arise if you push her too far. In addition to that she can also be very firm with members of her own herd. She doesn't like having to be harsh, but she realizes that her responsibility as lead mare means she has to be tough sometimes for their own good.
Anwen is also very passionate about the things she cares about. She often has to remind herself not to show her feelings around her herd at times. By nature she is an open book, one to wear her heart, not hide it.
Anwen is also clever with words. She can twist them and use them in an art form to confuse, convince, and persuade. But, this talent does have its limits.
If Anwen is nervous, or speaking to someone who makes her nervous, her words will come out in a tangle, often nonsensical or mixed up. Because she tends to show her emotions so clearly, nervousness being one of them, others can see the effect it has on her speech. This is something she tries to master because she doesn't want it to be a weakness to her herd.
Anwen can be very stubborn at times and is not easily persuaded. Her protectiveness over her herd can sometimes blind her to the bigger picture.
When they have to leave a herd member behind Anwen will sometimes contest the decision, trying to find some way to help the horse, but in some situations the only option, for the better of the whole herd, is to leave them behind, and she has to trust Nirav's judgement.
Because of her compassionate nature Anwen is sometimes too quick to believe other horses, particularly their tales of woe. She immediately wants to help them, even when it is sometimes better to hold back.
She is a quick thinker, which can be both good and bad. Sometimes it leads her to come to a quick and intelligent conclusion, other times it leads her to be impulsive which can be both good and bad.
Anwen tends to take on to much a time, sometimes taking on more than she can handle at once. She wants to help, but often extends herself too far to do so.
She always means well, but sometimes her desire to do good for others can lead her to neglect herself and run herself down. And yet she still pushes herself to give more and more.
At heart, she is also a romantic. She dreams of romance, but the practical side she has cultivated as a lead mare wars against her inner romantic and she ultimately ends up deciding that a good, steady job as lead mare is more important than any romantic dreams. A true, but sometimes disappointing conclusion.
Relationships:
Nirav:
She and Nirav have an overall good relationship. They seem to have a way of working together, filling each other's 'gaps'. They are different enough that together they can give the herd what it needs, but alike enough that they share the same general view and goal for their herd.
Nirav is one of the few horses who can persuade Anwen, and one of the few who makes her nervous enough at times that she beings to stutter and mix up her words.
He can also get her to relax a bit when he sees she is overextending herself, and he can step in to help and take some of the weight. The real problem is getting her to let him.
Where she is a quick thinker and at times impulsive, he is a slow thinker, a calculative thinker and together they can come up with a solution, though they sometimes have a hard time understanding each other's logic.
Anwen can sometimes bring some calm to Nirav, getting him to relax.
Though he usually struggles to talk to horses on a purely social level, rather than leader to herd member, Anwen can sometimes get him to open up just a little and step down a minute and be 'just another horse'.
Anwen can't deny that she has special feelings for him, but she isn't quite sue just what they are herself, and she has no idea if he returns any such feeling.
They work well together and are loyal, to their herd first and each other second, and that is all that really matters, she supposes.
Her Mother:
Anwen will always have a special place in her heart for her mother, no matter where she goes. Her mother was a beautiful, strong mare, and Anwen wants to be like her. Her favorite memory was the time she was a foal and her mother told her that one day she would miss her if she left. Anwen had said she would never leave and at such a young age she had been sure she was right. But when she got older and decided she did need to leave she had felt bad and told her mother she was sorry, but she had to go. Her mother had simply reminded her that she had always known she would leave, and she wanted her to because she wanted her to be happy, even if she had to leave to find happiness.
Username: Isabella45
Horse Number: #012
Horse Name: Farrah
Name Meaning: "Happiness"
Species: Horse
Age: 5 years
Herd: Zelimir Herd
What part did his or her Ancestors play in the war?
Farrah's ancestors were a neutral herd. They tried to stay neutral in the war but in the end they were forced to pick a side. The herd split, half choosing to fight against Kṣamatā, the other half choosing to fight for him. The half that chose to fight for him left to join him and their friends and families never saw them again. Farrah's grand sire, with too many greats in his title to count, fought against Kṣamatā, but when he realized that what remained of his herd was getting killed off he sent his pregnant mate away. he died in the war before his foal was born. His son, Anwar, was his only offspring to survive through the war. Anwar never fought in the war. His mother was determined to keep him safe to protect and preserve their herd's bloodline. She even arranged a meeting between him and his first mate, a mare whose bloodlines were also dying out due to the death of relatives in the war.
Anwar and his mate led a simple but happy life and through them both of their bloodlines survived the war, though never as strong as before.
Their story survived through the generations and Farrah went to sleep almost every night hearing that tale told. Being her father's only daughter, and he the only true ancestor left of Anwar and his mate, Farrah was determined to honor her family and raise strong foals to keep the family line going, maybe even be a lead mare one day, but her future took an unexpected turn and changed her, and destroyed some of her hope for her future.
Farrah's Destiny?:
As a foal Farrah always believed it was her destiny to preserve her family line, raise strong foals and tell them the tales that had been told to her. She was fearless and bold, a curious foal with no hesitation in asking questions about anything and everything. But an accident changed all of that.
Farrah had set off on an adventure, playing by herself as she always did in the absence of siblings. She was chasing a butterfly, her eyes on the sky and she didn't see the hole. She stepped in the hole and lost her footing, falling into the brambles. Her cry alerted her mother who rushed over and helped her up.
Her leg was fine, much to her mother's relief, but she soon noticed that something was wrong with her filly. Farrah was walking into things on the way back to their sleeping place, bumping against even the most obvious branch or bush. After a closer examination she saw that the bramble branches has scratched her left eye and as a result her vision was blurred.
They tried to find some way to fix her eye, but it was useless. The blurring eventually became almost total blindness in her left eye, and with the loss of vision in that one eye, Farrah's confidence left her as well.
She became quiet and withdrawn, not so much out of self pity, as out of a feeling of being a failure.She had wanted to make her parents proud, carry on their family line, but how would she ever raise foals if she couldn't watch them properly? How would she even protect herself? As it was her parents were watching her closer than ever, and even as she got older they continued to watch her closely.
Farrah had stopped dreaming and become a ghost of her former self.
One day as she was standing quietly she began to recall the story of her ancestors. She felt that familiar ache, knowing she might not ever have a chance to pass that story on to foals of her own. But the more she thought about it, the more she began to wonder, why couldn't she? Surely she could learn to live with her disability. An idea came to her and she crept away from her parents, into the coming darkness of the night. She would prove, to her parents and her self, that she could survive with this.
She walked through the night, at first spooking at every sound and whipping her head around to see with her right eye what her left eye might have missed. But as she relaxed she began to realize nothing much was different, she might have lost vision on one side, but for the rest of her life it would simply be like this, nighttime in one eye. If she could walk through the night like this and navigate her way, surely it would be easier in the daytime.
When morning came she returned to her parents who scolded her and asked if she was alright. She knew she had worried them but begged them to understand that she needed to have her own life, just as she had always planned. Full of foals and stories and adventure.
Though they were reluctant, they realized they couldn't keep her, so she left to find her own way.
The story has a happy ending. Eventually Nirav's lead mare found her and invited her to join them, and now her dreams are coming true.
Personality:
Farrah is both the same, and changed after her accident. In time she regained her lost confidence, and her old her spirit. But she is still mellower now then she once was.
No longer hotheaded, she thinks things over a little more carefully and truly considers the cost and the result of her choices.
She was always kind, but now there is a certain sweetness about her that was never there before. She finds herself more compassionate toward others. Where she once thought fearful horses were weak, she now remembers her own fears and has more patience than ever before.
She is calmer when she feels her temper rising, though if you make her angry enough nothing can truly hold her back.
She still has her old fire and is fiercely protective of her herd members. She is always trying to help her friends, though she sometimes has to remember that even the best of intentions may not always be what they need.
Farrah is curious, very curious, by nature and if there is a mystery or a question to be answered she will explore it until she has come up with something, even if that answer is that there is no answer!
She likes things that keep her mind engaged and busy, maybe this is one of the reasons that she enjoys babysitting so much, answering the foal's questions and inventing stories and games for them.
She has a definite skill for story telling and often times even the foal's mothers will stop to listen as she weaves a story for their young.
When you first meet her she can seem like a very calm, quiet mare, but when you really get to know her and she is comfortable around you, you can see her excited about something it is then that all of her spirit and warmth shine through.
Farrah has a unique way of looking at things. She seldom sees a situation as many do, glass half full or half empty, but rather half full with a quarter of something or half empty with a little bit missing.
She is always looking for details and trying to get all the little pieces to come together and form the whole.
She is very diligent, never liking to give up on anything and considering it a fail if she does.
She is also unassuming. She can look at others and instantly see their good points, but looking at herself she tends to be a harsher judge, seeing her faults before her good and judging herself by them.
She is working on being less harsh on herself, perhaps the worst threat to her confidence, is herself.
She likes exploring new things, new places, new relationships, new ideas. Because she was once so scared of new things, thinking she might not be able to handle them, now she loves at least trying, because when she succeeds she realizes that her limitations are most often the ones she has put on herself.
She is slow to let herself get close to other horse, cautious in entering into relationships, but when she does become your friend she will try to be the best friend she can be. Of course, she will make mistakes, as everyone does, but she is also willing to give an apology when one is owed.
She is certainly a mare with many layers, and those that go to the trouble to dig through them will discover just what a treasure she is.
Relationships:
Nirav:
Farrah is calm and gentle, but at the same time she can be so excitable at times that it can be overwhelming to Nirav's quieter personality.
They get along well, but nobody could say they are particularly close.
Nirav admires and appreciates her willingness to watch the foals and her ability to smooth over conflict and be resourceful, but he definitely looks at her as a loyal and well-liked herd member, not a personal friend.
Likewise, Farrah thinks him a competent and intelligent protector, but she doesn't feel particularly close to him. But their personalities clash in such a way that even if she wanted to be close to him they might never be close friends.
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