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║【ΛDAM ÐARKO】
║tags: cassie, jared, kotka.
║location: van, random spot.
║crush: none.
║power: touch of death.
║bars: four.
║affiliation: townie leader.
║ooc: brace yourselves...again.
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║【ΛDAM ÐARKO】
║tags: cassie, jared, kotka.
║location: van, random spot.
║crush: none.
║power: touch of death.
║bars: four.
║affiliation: townie leader.
║ooc: brace yourselves...again.
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“Ꮤouldn’t it be nice to have a strong mind,
one that can get rid of the fear you feel?”
one that can get rid of the fear you feel?”
Cassie and Jared were already waiting for me by the time I reached the van, Jared tucked away in the back with an oddly silent Kotka. I had been about to jump into the passenger seat before I noticed Cassie had claimed it for herself. Maybe she didn’t feel like driving, especially with tear-blurred vision, I could understand that. So I clambered into the driver’s seat, being careful not to press my lacerated back against the seat. Numbly my bloodied hand reached up, twisting the keys in the ignition until the van rumbled to life and began purring away. I managed to shift the van into drive, turning it around and heading back the way we came. My teeth ground together, one of my hands clenched firmly on the steering wheel and the other fondling the silver bullet that now hung around my neck. My hearing had faded away to a dull humming and nothing more, my vision barely focused on the road ahead of me. Then Cassie was saying something, breaking me out of my reverie and I stared a dead-eyed gaze towards the girl.
“We don’t know who did it Cassie. I want revenge, believe me I do, but we can’t just go around killing people until we know who actually did it. We have to play this smart.” I could no longer feel my body, but my brain was at least functioning. I wasn’t lying to the girl, of course I wanted revenge, and I was more than capable of getting it. We just couldn’t go killing people though, it wasn’t right and it wouldn’t make us any better than Jessi’s killer. Getting revenge against the only person I had dared to allow myself to grow close to since the beginning of the FAYZ, since the development of my powers was such a tantalizing temptation though. I wanted it, but I couldn’t, not today. Maybe my feelings for Jessi had been more than just friendship, but I had never vocalized those feelings to her and now I never would be able to. It wasn’t as though she would’ve returned the feeling, I been nothing more than a burden to her anyways. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes but I quickly pawed them away. I needed to be able to see to drive after all. I took a shuddering breath, the motion jostling my wound and causing me to bite my tongue to stop myself from hissing at the sudden flash of pain that arched throughout my body. “Besides, even if we knew who it was I don’t think I would be able to. Not with this injury.” It was time to stop trying to hide the severity of the wound. It wasn’t helping anybody and at this rate I was just going to end up bleeding to death, and who would that help? As it were my blood had pretty much soaked the entire back of my jacket and was slowly seeping to my sides as well.
I gave Cassie a rueful smirk, but it was quickly tugged away as another flash of searing pain wracked throughout my body. I shuddered at it, this time hissing against it and clutching the steering wheel even more tightly than before. All of the sensation had come flooding back to my body, the adrenaline that had overloaded my nerves before had finally drained away. I could feel this sting as the sleeve of my jacket brushed against each and every cut on my arm, and the gloves biting into the edges of the cuts on my knuckles and fingers. But the worst of all was the pain in my back, hot, stinging, searing pain as soaked bandages rubbed against the painful wound. My teeth ground together and moment we pulled into town I was out of the van, shedding my bloody jacket and drenched t-shirt and beginning the painful process of peeling the bandages away from the wound. Hissing painfully each time I peeled a layer of gauze away from the laceration, and then the bandages lay in a pile on the ground and the full extent of my wound was revealed to the world.
It was an injury that would make even the toughest person cringe, a wound that should’ve been impossible for me to even be breathing with, never mind punching walls and digging graves. “Jessi isn’t here to heal it either,” I whispered to myself, sinking to my knees. “None of these people can touch me. I can’t reach it. My fingers were lacing themselves together at the back of my head, my elbows struggling to meet each other in front of my face as I shielding myself from the world. Why of all times had I chosen now to break down? Was it fear? Was I finally beginning to break? No, that wasn’t it. I could feel the hot sting in my eyes as tears began to fill them. God, I was so weak. What kind of a leader was I? The deaths of nearly thirty children were on me as were the countless injuries of others. Since the beginning nightmares had been plaguing me, I hardly slept, I ate even less. Hot liquid spilled from my eyes, blazing trails down my cheeks and hanging off of my chin before dropping into my lap. A thought lurked in the back of my mind, maybe this was the end of the road. Maybe I was going to die today. But would that be such a bad thing Adam? The seditious voice in the back of my head was speaking now, the dark parts of me. You’ve been a walking corpse since the beginning, were you ever really alive to beginning with? You were sent to Coates for having no emotions weren’t you? My hair was being pulled into my fists now. Shut up! Shut up! SHUT UP! I screamed mentally, my eyes clenched shut, tears still streaming freely down my face. My argument was purely internal though. Not a sound uttered to five it away, only the slight tensing of my fingers twined in my hair.
I was glad nobody else was around to see this embarrassing display of emotions. Cassie was enough; Jared was no doubt still hiding in the back of the windowless van with Kotka unaware of what was going on out here. My back was to Cassie but there was no doubt in my mind that she knew something was wrong. The pain, the anger, the misery and sadness were all being swept aware though. My tears ceased as exhaustion enveloped my body and I lowered my arms, not even noticing that the bloody on had stained my cheek, instead using the fabric gloves to wipe the tears away from my face. I wanted nothing more than to lie down and sleep. I hadn’t slept for at least four days now, not even a nap and the fatigue was unbelievable. Like a little kid I wanted nothing more than to crawl into the arms of somebody stronger than myself, in this case Jessi’s. It was unprecedented, but I somehow in the back of my mind I had always felt that the girl would be able to keep my demons at bay long enough for me to get a full night’s sleep. But I would never get that chance now. “I’m sorry,” I whispered hollowly, partly to Jessi, partly to Cassie, and partly to everyone else I had failed so far. A sigh slipped through my lips and my own tear-stained eyes turned towards the ground and I lost myself staring vacantly at the dirt in front of me.
【ѴLADIMIR ƊARKO】
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ϟtags; hannah-nora, erinlee.
ϟlocation; edges of town.
ϟcrush; none.
ϟpower; electricity manipulation.
ϟbars; three.
ϟaffiliation; townie, adam's twin.
ϟooc; nada.
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ϟtags; hannah-nora, erinlee.
ϟlocation; edges of town.
ϟcrush; none.
ϟpower; electricity manipulation.
ϟbars; three.
ϟaffiliation; townie, adam's twin.
ϟooc; nada.
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“Ꮤith great power...comes great need to
take a nap. Ꮤake me up later.”
take a nap. Ꮤake me up later.”
Too late did I realize I was being played for a fool. The girl was flopping my arms far too dramatically for a little in supposed mortal peril. Her tongue was hanging out of her mouth in a comical way and her eyes rolling back into her head dramatically. My shirt was in ruins before the faint sugary ketchup smell invaded my nostrils and I sighed heavily pinching the bridge of my nose, mentally slapping myself for panicking so easily. My eyes flickered closed for a second, missing that precious moment wherein the little girl eyed up the katana, something that would’ve saved me future trouble. As it were though the action went unnoticed and only when the little girl pounced on me did I finally understand her true motives. In a split second the girl was on me, tearing the sleek silver weapon from it’s sheath on my back and flailing it above her head with a triumphant wail before bounding away down the street. I was still on my knees, my hands now balled into fists and a dark look filling my eyes as I watched girl prance away. Oh god, there were times I wanted to strangle that girl, and this was one of them. I sighed, then growled, shooting a wave of electricity into the ground before rubbing my hands clean on the ketchup in the water. A voice behind me asked if I was alright, she sounded panicked as though she thought I was in some kind of mortal peril. I turned my head ever so slightly, the dark glint still in my eyes and my teeth grinding together as I observed the girl. Scene kid, that much was obvious from her styled hair, green yes, lots of eyeliner, relatively short. But she was of little concern to me at the present moment. I had other things on my mind. “I’m fine,” I snapped, my voice more harsh than intended. “Some kid decided to play a pretty low prank is all.” I was rubbing my hands dry on my sweater now. “Plus I punched a wall earlier. But I don’t need your stuff. It’ll heal on its own, now if you don’t mind I have a demon to hunt down and skin alive.” With that said I brushed past the girl, careful not touch should I accidentally electrocute her. Of course my electrical humming was a constant and had become louder over the last several minutes so there was no doubt she would hear it. But I really didn’t care.
The second I was past the scene girl I was tearing after Hannah-Nora, quite literally sprinting after her like a cheetah racing after a gazelle. It took me all of thirty seconds to catch up to and over take the girl with my long legs and I swung around and planted myself directly in front of the girl. All of nervous demeanour had gone fled out the window, my joking nature didn’t even exist, instead only anger was written across my features and I was full aware that when I was pissed I looked just like my brother. The dark look in my eyes speaking murder. I reached forward, not even caring about the danger and gripped my right around the end of the sword, ignoring the blade sinking into the palm of my hand and holding the weapon motionless. “Some lines you don’t cross,” I snarled. “Faking an injury like that right after a war where almost thirty kids were killed is one of them. Stealing a weapon you can’t use and could easily kill somebody with is another.” I knew I wasn’t being considerate of the girl’s power, but rage was fueling me at the current moment and quite frankly I didn’t care. Carefully I fired a jolt of electricity down the length of the blade, using it to send a jolt through the girl. It wasn’t enough to hurt, I made sure of that, but it was definitely enough to get her to loosen her grip on the blade enough for me to pull it from her grasp. The blade in my grip, now slick with blood slipped a little, slicing my palm a little more deeply and I winced. The handle was soon in my grasp and the blood wiped off the blade onto my jeans before getting sheathing quickly. “If I have one thing I want you to never touch, it’s the sword,” I growled, my tone only a little lighter than before as I licked the blood away from my wound. It was funny, my blood didn’t taste as coppery or salty as it used to, it almost had an acidic taste to it, it was almost like liking a battery. Definitely strange. Maybe it was caused by my power?
I sighed and shook my head at the little girl. My explosion had probably been just a little too harsh, but stress was beginning to pile up on me as well. My brother had been in a downhill spiral for the last month, he’d been talking to me less and less and now a feeling coursed through me that told me something was wrong, very, very wrong. And I wasn’t there for him, instead, since day one I had been saddled with a little girl with far too much energy for even me to handle. I was never good with kids in the first place, and my patience and energy was wearing thin with this girl. The only thing that kept me from totally abandoning her at this point was that it seemed as though I was the only one who could keep him in check. It was just getting difficult. Another sigh and I was running my hands through my hair and looking at the little girl, the anger long since faded from my eyes and replaced with a tired look instead. Something was seriously wrong with my brother, I felt like I needed to be there for him but I had no idea how to even find him at this point. Aren’t twins closer than regular siblings? I had to smile at the thought. It was true though, even before these events I had always known when Adam was having a bad day and vice versa. It was just one of those things. I shoved my non-bleeding hand into my pocket and let the other drip freely onto the pavement. “Sorry I snapped,” I said quietly to the little girl. “Just, don’t do that again okay?” Slowly I wandered away from her and made my way towards the new girl. “Hey, I think I’ll take you up on those bandages now.”