─────────────────────────── [ wolverine shifter ] [ mentions rio ] [ tagged court, vic, danny ]
- indentindentEverything was crumbling, and Reyna could feel her self-confidence and heart shatter. Hearing her Mother's name didn't help either, in fact, it only made the guilt and shame start to pile on higher. Guilt she had hidden away so nobody could see or suspect it. She knew she made a wrong decision in making her family think she had died, but what else was she to do? If she wrote a letter telling them why she ran away she would've been branded as crazy or written off as being ungrateful, and she didn't want to sever that trust she had built. It didn't help that Danny was going to ruin that as well potentially. One wrong word and suddenly her family had the impression she was alive. If he brought them back, no, not if, when he brought them back she was going to bring so much danger to her family. Her... real, and.. fake? Family?
indentindentShe felt her throat close as her mind started to doubt itself. Who was her real family? It had to be the shifters, right? But Danny was here and he was once a part of her family. So was he the real or fake family? Or... a middleman?
indentindentReyna wanted to grab her hair and pull it out as her body started to adjust to what was truly going on. Her past had finally caught up to her, and now she was going to have to tell the truth. To everyone. She felt sick, and in one quick motion she turned away from the group and let herself cough and nearly throw up, but it was to no avail. The food in her stomach refused to come up, and instead, she was left with this nauseating feeling in her gut. Like she could throw up, but the relief of actually doing so would never occur. Her whole body felt cold, but sweat sat on the back of her neck to remind her that she was caught in the crossfire.
indentindentAt least Courtney was being reasonable and not freaking out, the last thing she wanted was for more drama to follow them. Going inside, however, meant that more people would be subjected to Reyna's lies, and the last person she wanted to see was Rio. However, Courtney did have a point. Reyna was freezing, her feet were bare and she had no jacket. The warmest thing on her was the two-times-too-big plaid pajama pants from her older brother. Or was it her Dad? Shoot, everything was starting to blend together and confuse the poor girl. She didn't know what was real or not anymore.
indentindentHer eyes frantically shifted around the wilderness to try and find an outlet, anything to maybe prevent them from going inside and having more people be subjected to this chaos. "Uh, is that a good idea?" Reyna felt herself shrink in on herself at the look Courtney gave her. She could tell the older woman was pissed, or maybe just, upset with... well everything that had to do with Reyna right now. "I'm.. I'm..."
indentindentThere was no way, Reyna, who was always talking and had something to say had nothing to say right now. Her throat was dry and she was cold and everything was going wrong.
indentindent"Danny, i'm.. I'm sorry. I know... I know how hard it must've been to go to another funeral but I couldn't stay. I can't go back, and they can't know i'm alive." She took a moment to step toward Danny to reach her hand out and place it on his bicep. "I'm... I didn't run away because i'm that kind of different Danny. I'm not human. If I stayed at home I would've risked getting everyone hurt, or killed!" Her face started to heat up as the truth started to flow out. It felt, weird... wrong even, to tell someone about this. The last person she had told, who was human, was Charles' friend. They at least knew of shifters, Danny had no idea what was going on.
indentindentHer heart started to bounce up in her throat, and she felt like she couldn't breathe. It was way too much to handle right now, and she had to get away. She had to run.
indentindentAll she ever did was run, and she needed to get away from this. She knew it would only complicate things and make her seem guiltier than she was [which was a lie she was as guilty as they come by] but everything inside of her wanted to run. To remove herself from this situation and pretend it never existed. If she ran far and fast enough then maybe she could forget it all. If she left now there was no way Rio would be able to locate and catch up with her, right?
indentindentBut she was trapped with Danny, Courtney, Vic, and of course Hank. SHe had to, force once in her life, own up to what was going on. "I don't want anyone to fight, and just please can we not go inside and get others involved? I don't want things to get worse and I..." Her eyes darted to the others around, and with a quick glance at Rio she felt her throat close up farther. "I don't want Rio to yell at me right now."
indentindentShe wanted nobody to yell at her right now, but she knew if she continued to avoid and stop addressing the issue then she would have to. If she could defuse this conversation right now and get inside without Courtney dragging her away then maybe she could escape to her room and leave out the window. Then she'd at least have some time to herself in the woods without anyone hammering her about who Danny was, why she was dead, and why she [b]lied[/i] to them all.
indentindentA promise that she didn't mean to could only go so far. Not everyone would accept it, and then she'd be in a deeper grave.