Guinevere
Age: 15>Crush: N/A>Sexuality: Bisexual>Power: Resurgence>Mood: Calm>Tagged: Cilan/Rowan
Age: 15>Crush: N/A>Sexuality: Bisexual>Power: Resurgence>Mood: Calm>Tagged: Cilan/Rowan
I continue to calm the crying boy, he was such a child. Reassuringly I rub my hand up and down along his back in a calming motion. "That's right Rowan... let it all out. You have nothing to be sorry for either, you did what you had to." I whisper continuing to cradle the boy humming a soft lullaby in his ear.
Eventually, he stops crying and starts to drift off to sleep. I smile and continue to hold him knowing how much he likes hugs but suddenly he jots awake and a chill runs up my spine as I feel the dark life force from before nearing us. It was upstairs.
At the same time Rowan said something was coming I said, "Something is here..." I look at Rowan who knew exactly what I did.
Moving quickly, I help the 17 year old up. A sense of urgency coming to me. I let go of Rowan for a brief moment and all the malice in the air hits me at once. I start to shake, reacting instantly to the malice the voices start to act up again louder than ever, "KILL THEM ALL!!!! LET IN THE MALICE!!!" I drop to my knees hyperventilating, I feel my energy flickering between dark and light. The voices continue to call over and over in my head causing me tremendous amounts of pain. I hold my head in my hands covering my ears, "Be quiet!" I scream as I start to cry, "Get out of my head... I don't want to hurt my friends!!!! My family!!!" I curl in on myself as a low menacing growl rumbles in my chest, a deep darkness starting to consume me.
"C-cilan!" I call out to the male through a growl, "Get y-yourself and Rowan o-out of here!" I beg him.
"DESTROY THEM ALL!!!!"
I clench my fists tightly the shaking growing worse, "P-please! I don't... I-i don't want to h-hurt you!!!!"
I then lose control the shaking ceasing as my eyes fade to a very dull green, barely even a flicker of light coming from me as far as Rowan can see, only darkness. The only part of me unaffected is the life energy I placed into Rowan though he can feel all my despair, every riling emotion inside me, but mostly fear. Fear of myself and what I would do to everyone.
I suddenly go very still listening to the voices now, "Rise, rise and kill them!" I slowly move to my feet tears still streaming down my face as I mindlessly obey.