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[r e d.]

[I'm not even on this rp anymore, but spirit, you were as dear of a friend to me as I could have ever had. I have lost much, and I understand I haven't spoken to you, or anyone on this thread in a long time. I hope you have a well and caring life in the beyond, for my prayers will have you in them. I'll miss you. know that you did the best you could, even if you can't read this.

I guess me having quit this thread, I shouldn't post.
but I couldn't just sit there and and let it slide. ]

[BriSmiles]

[ Wow, Spirit.. It's sad to see you go, as I haven't spoken to you in forever since I rejoined CS.. If you're not still there, find a way to read that I love you, and you were the best person I have ever met. I hope you have a great time in.. Wherever people go when their time is up, be it heaven, or if you're reincarnated. (Which is what I personally believe.) I will go out of my way, some day, somehow to find you, in heaven, as another person, or whatever afterlife is in store for people. Long story short, have a great life up there, and I hope to someday meet you in the Dreamland's highest elevations. I share everyone's tears and prayers.]

[storm coming.]

{i've been crying.. and i've been thinking for awhile too.. spirit, i know now that you are in a better place, a place where you don't have to suffer from cancer any longer. i know that this is goodbye, but i wished it wasn't. i will miss you deeply, spirit, as will everyone else in nightclan and everyone else that knows you. i know you are a strong girl; and i know that death is a part of life. you're just one step ahead of us, spirit. farewell...}

[pinkdepths]

{I haven't cried. I feel heartless for it- but I haven't. I haven't felt anything but numbness. I don't think it's fully dawned on me. I know it's happening but I just... I think this is how I'm denying it. Hoping for any miracles that will keep this from being reality. That maybe, if I fall asleep, in the morning this will have just been one giant nightmare. Spirit has bonded us all together through 6 1-900 page roleplay forums that is our characters' role play journeys. While some of us curse to the heavens for cursing her with such a sickness (cancer), some crying, alone, in their rooms, some (like me) staring blankly at the screen wondering why they don't feel anything at all, or others mourning on the inside, we are all in the same position. We will find trouble forgetting who Spirit is, and what she's done for all of us. Death is a hard thing to take in, but we can all pull through. I love you guys, and I love you, Spirit, if you're ever given a chance to read this. Guys, I hope you guys don't float away, I really hope you'll stick here and continue this amazing role play that Spirit has given us the chance to play out. //sorry admins if you have to condense this. i didnt mean for it to come out this long//}

[ailurophile.]

[Okay, this is going to be long... Sorry. But this is something that I need to... type it right out. I know it's pretty late, but I just wanted to say...

Well, to be honest, I was numb, when I was reading that, because spirit, I had once thought about continuing all of our roleplays that we've created for the celebration of our twin birthdays. Anyways, it was really nice knowing you, as a wonderful founder of Nightclan, and a wonderful friend of mine who shares the same birthday with me. I guess, without you, I wouldn't be here, living my life. I would've taken mine a long time ago.

Spirit, you were a determined girl and you had been an inspiration for me for a long time. Life hits you hard, that's the undeniable truth. But you fought hard against it, and I had to thank you so so so so so much for being tough, for showing me that we can go through all these hardships in our lives. And my gratitude cannot be shown within a hundred or so words in this short forum post.

Izzy, you were, the toughest girl I've ever come across on an roleplaying site. I am thinking hard, how some people can still be that nice despite all the things she had gone through in her life. I just...I have nothing to say except, bowing my head the forever-fighting girl. You may be a small potato in the world, but never to me, never to us. We are, a family. A family that Spirit had pulled us together. And no matter what happens, we're going to stick together, and fight as a team.

Farewell Spirit, thank you for everything you done. God bless you. I don't know if you know that we love you, Nightclanners love you, the Roleplay family love you, team #spirit love you, as always.]

[ShadowOfTheBird]

Oh...oh my God. I'm literally crying right now, anxiety has a hold on me while I write this.

But...I wish you the best up in Heaven, and I'll never forget you. You'll be in a better place, with a number of my relatives and a number of relatives from everyone here.

I may have always been outside the close-knit membrane of the NightClan family, but I always found myself caring a lot for how you would be doing- maybe because it hits home or maybe because of something else-, and just know that I'm another brick on this wall.

[areadbhar]

This will be short, as I have little time as I am facing my last stage of life as cancer will soon be taking me, and I cannot write a lengthy paragraph as I have things to do. It's hard enough to break it to people.

If you're reading this I'm probably dead. Understand that I just needed to say goodbye for likely the last time. I hope everyone is doing ok, and friends? Do me a favor? Stay safe. For me. Please. I love you and thank you for everything, you've kept me going in times of doubt and were there for me when I needed it most. I couldn't have carried on without you. I am sorry that I can never repay that debt. So long, y'all.

-#Spirit

Spirit, I know you will probably never get a chance to read this, but thank you for being a great friend and roleplaying partner. I remember all the great times we had together, and I'll try not to ever forget you. I hope that a miracle happens and you're alive. You were one of my best internet friends. I cried a little when I saw this. I wasn't expecting to come to the Nightclan thread and see this. This took me by surprise. I hope that wherever you're headed, you'll be better there and maybe somehow, someplace, we'll meet again. But for now, goodbye....

[trees |-/]

i... this is so unexpected..... i didn't think it was serious.... you never told us it was this bad
I'm crying right now and I'm so sorry.... you want us to stay strong but how? you bonded us all
and i... who's gonna tell those people no longer on this thread? i can't believe it.... i will miss
you so much

[<sandfeather>]

This will be short, as I have little time as I am facing my last stage of life as cancer will soon be taking me, and I cannot write a lengthy paragraph as I have things to do. It's hard enough to break it to people.

If you're reading this I'm probably dead. Understand that I just needed to say goodbye for likely the last time. I hope everyone is doing ok, and friends? Do me a favor? Stay safe. For me. Please. I love you and thank you for everything, you've kept me going in times of doubt and were there for me when I needed it most. I couldn't have carried on without you. I am sorry that I can never repay that debt. So long, y'all.

-#Spirit

Izzy, I honestly don't know what to say. You have always been such a amazing friend... I'll never forget you... I hope that somehow you will be able to stay alive... even if we never find out if you're alive or not. You have always been there, you changed me... I hope you get to see you're mother and brother again, please stay happy. Goodbye... for now...

~Sandy

[ailurophile.]

[Guys, I feel like we should keep this thread alive for Spirit. She had been with the family for a long time and there is no way for us to leave the family which Spirit had managed to keep it alive. This thread, is a family, are shattered pieces of memories that reminds us of Spirit. Every single one of us in the Nightclan family. So guys, let's keep this thread alive in the memories of Spirit? Sorry guys, but I hated to see this once extremely active thread to become inactive.]