It was slowly becoming clear to Deidre that all forms of conversation with this man had dried up. She might have ruined it with her uncertain speech, but now as they walked down the lane, the girl couldn't help but feel somewhat sad for a silence that she blamed on herself. While it was something she was used to, Deidre had thought for a moment that perhaps with Nathaniel, there would be some form of conversation that they could follow. Was he just like Walden, who spoke only rarely, and without patterns? Somehow, she didn't think so. It probably just was that this man felt obligated to walk her, and that he was silent only because he had nothing to say to her.
As Nathaniel suddenly stopped next to her, Deidre blinked, glancing over at him with a questioning look. But her gaze didn't keep however, as her attention soon was taken up by the man who was running up to them at full speed, eyes wide and out of breath. Confused, she didn't try to ask questions in fear of disrupting the situation. Instead, she just watched quietly, waiting to see what was on the letter. From where she was, it was not possible to read over Nathaniel's large hands, so she contented herself with simply watching his face, studying him for any form of emotions that might give away what was written on the parchment.
He seemed to narrow his eyes, as if the letter's content was one that was not welcome by him. As he addressed Marty once more, telling him that the next day they would depart for Boston, Deidre couldn't help but blink, somewhat surprised. What on earth had been writteen on there to get such a response by him? What could possibly be so urgent that he would have to depart so suddenly?
Once Marty had left, Deidre found herself somewhat conflicted. While in the back of her mind she knew that her mother would have expected her to stay silent and not pry, her curiosity was much too strong for her to remain silent. For a moment she bit her lip, seeming to consider him very thoughtfully before she could take it no more. "Why are you going to New York?" she asked, quite straightforward as she waited for a response. Perhaps it was unlady-like to ask such a thing, as it really was none of her business, but somehow Deidre justified her actions with the simple excuse of curiosity. Besides, as she knew very well, the chances of a respectable man like this to actually be interested in a woman like her were slim. So why bother censoring her thoughts?
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Walden raised an eyebrow as Catherina threw him a glare of anger from her awkward position on the ground. It seemed as though her antics were a form of amusement for him, now that he had identified this 'thief' as not actually being a threat. "Pardon me for disagreeing with you, Lady Catherina... But a woman of your class would never have to 'clean up', nor really take care of any children you may bear." He gave her a disdainful look, as if her justifications were not highly admirable from his standpoint. She seemed to not understand the idea of being a man, and only seemed to zero in on the little, unimportant aspects. Of course, he didn't really think that she was justified for pretending to be of the opposite gender. "Perhaps a woman of lower society would have to do those things, but you would not." There was a pause. "In your particular case, I don't think you are so limited, Catherina. You just need to find someone who... can appreciate you." He didn't seem awkward in the slightest as he said this however, despite the words they were.
However, as she continued on, he seemed to consider her words more seriously, as if they had personally caused reflection. She spoke as though men like him had no limitations - that they could have anything. He sighed, averting his gaze for a moment. "And yet, men like me still put everything in jeopardy, and try to shame their titles by going against their father's beliefs." His words were muttered, as if half to himself.
As Nathaniel suddenly stopped next to her, Deidre blinked, glancing over at him with a questioning look. But her gaze didn't keep however, as her attention soon was taken up by the man who was running up to them at full speed, eyes wide and out of breath. Confused, she didn't try to ask questions in fear of disrupting the situation. Instead, she just watched quietly, waiting to see what was on the letter. From where she was, it was not possible to read over Nathaniel's large hands, so she contented herself with simply watching his face, studying him for any form of emotions that might give away what was written on the parchment.
He seemed to narrow his eyes, as if the letter's content was one that was not welcome by him. As he addressed Marty once more, telling him that the next day they would depart for Boston, Deidre couldn't help but blink, somewhat surprised. What on earth had been writteen on there to get such a response by him? What could possibly be so urgent that he would have to depart so suddenly?
Once Marty had left, Deidre found herself somewhat conflicted. While in the back of her mind she knew that her mother would have expected her to stay silent and not pry, her curiosity was much too strong for her to remain silent. For a moment she bit her lip, seeming to consider him very thoughtfully before she could take it no more. "Why are you going to New York?" she asked, quite straightforward as she waited for a response. Perhaps it was unlady-like to ask such a thing, as it really was none of her business, but somehow Deidre justified her actions with the simple excuse of curiosity. Besides, as she knew very well, the chances of a respectable man like this to actually be interested in a woman like her were slim. So why bother censoring her thoughts?
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Walden raised an eyebrow as Catherina threw him a glare of anger from her awkward position on the ground. It seemed as though her antics were a form of amusement for him, now that he had identified this 'thief' as not actually being a threat. "Pardon me for disagreeing with you, Lady Catherina... But a woman of your class would never have to 'clean up', nor really take care of any children you may bear." He gave her a disdainful look, as if her justifications were not highly admirable from his standpoint. She seemed to not understand the idea of being a man, and only seemed to zero in on the little, unimportant aspects. Of course, he didn't really think that she was justified for pretending to be of the opposite gender. "Perhaps a woman of lower society would have to do those things, but you would not." There was a pause. "In your particular case, I don't think you are so limited, Catherina. You just need to find someone who... can appreciate you." He didn't seem awkward in the slightest as he said this however, despite the words they were.
However, as she continued on, he seemed to consider her words more seriously, as if they had personally caused reflection. She spoke as though men like him had no limitations - that they could have anything. He sighed, averting his gaze for a moment. "And yet, men like me still put everything in jeopardy, and try to shame their titles by going against their father's beliefs." His words were muttered, as if half to himself.