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Nikita closed her eyes as the soft spring breeze blew through she tried to enjoy the freedom in it but her eye's opened as Free's image appeared in her thoughts. Nikita shook her head ignore the sweet spring air and grass, she walked farther away from the herd she stood there with her head low but not eating. Nikita snorted her eye's staring hard into the ground as if she was trying to pierce through the earth. Looking over at Raine Nikita was able to force a smile trying to show Raine she was alright but her eye's still had a hard look to them, Nikita could not seem to enjoy life these days, she couldn't help the depression and anger that grew within her, Free was always there, she was Nikita's strength but now that she was gone Nikita felt like there was nothing to live for. As moments went by Nikita tried to think positive and tell herself that Raine needed her but Nikita could not convince herself of that. Nikita stood there watching Raine seeing her jump around happy and playful, so full of life, she doesn't need me look at her she doesn't even understand that her mother's gone, SHE"S CARELESS Nikita thought to herself as rage grew inside her, even though Raine only knew her Mother a few minutes Nikita still was mad at her for not morning her. Nikita even though depressed and angry would not ever stop keeping an eye and protecting her niece, she made her sister a promise and she intended to keep it. Nikita was hungry she lowered her head to take a bite of the sweet grass but she couldn't seem to take a bite, she had to face it she was no longer the same spitfire of a filly she was just a broken down mare now and Nikita could not stop herself from telling herself that over and over again! Nikita swished her tail only to realize that she was in heat she snorted this would be her only second heat, Nikita ignored it and continued to stare at the ground.