[[ joining.
reserved for male and female -
should have my form up soooooon c;
ˑ. ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵍᵒᶰᶰᵃ ˢᵗᵃᶰᵈ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᵃᶰᵈ ʷᵃᵗᶜʰ ᵐᵉ ᵇᵘʳᶰ˒
ᵗʰᵃᵗˢ ᵃˡˡ ʳᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᶤ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵃʸ ᶤᵗ ʰᵘʳᵗˢˑ
ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵍᵒᶰᶰᵃ ˢᵗᵃᶰᵈ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᵃᶰᵈ ʰᵉᵃʳ ᵐᵉ ᶜʳʸ˒
ᵗʰᵃᵗˢ ᵃˡˡ ʳᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᶤ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵃʸ ʸᵒᵘ ˡᶤᵉ .
н є α я ∞ м є ∞ н σ ω ℓ
speara ∞ means ∞ hope
the only thing that kept her going...
sᴛɪᴛᴄʜᴇᴅ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙᴜᴛᴛᴇʀғʟʏ
name;; her name is Speara- meaning hope. in her old pack she had a different name- everyone in the pack was named after something in the forest. her old pack was small and she doesn't like to talk about it. back there she went by 'Moon River' and her brother was 'Ghostsoul'. When she moved to her new pack her name was changed - no one in the pack apart from Phantom knows she had another name. the name was her idea, she wanted to be called by something that she had known so little of, and wanted to hear more of. hope was the one thing that kept her going, and she always wanted to remember that. hence why she decided on the name Speara. so she can hold on to what matters.
age;; The fae is actually quite young, though she's experienced so much, and been through hell. her age is three years, but she sometimes feels a lot older. but she does sometimes let her fur down, relax a little and have fun, running in the snow, playing around, howling to the moon.
rank;; Speara is a hunter and proud of it. of course, since she moved packs it seemed almost impossible to gain the respect she craved, she was afraid she'd be an omega. but with a lot of hard work, she became a trusted, and brilliant hunter.
gender;; if it isn't obvious from the constant 'she's' and 'hers', Speara is a female. a girl. a fae. no one has ever mistaken her for a brute or male, even if she can be aggressive and tends to hang around the opposite gender a little bit more.
fur;; Speara has a beautiful coat. just beautiful. its glossy and thick, it has a soft touch and silky enough to run your fingers through. In her old pack it was often cold, all year round there was snow, they lived high in the mountains, and therefore everyone in their pack had thick coats to keep them warm. As for the colour, most coats there were pure white, for camouflage against the snow. Her coat is no exception, except she has a few distinct markings, one slightly speckled ear.
eyes;; Speara's eyes are a light grey, like mist. they're beautifully pale, and her jet black pupils seem the deepest black in contrast.
body type;; sleek and slender. shes naturally skinny and a great runner, her body is quite low to the ground, because in the mountains it was important to almost skim through the snow, and she has powerful springy back legs she uses to her advantage when hunting. she can move through the forest like a silent stream. her prey never hear her coming, shes built to hunt, build to not make a sound as she flies through the forest. However, like all wolves, she has a weakness. Even if she's built to hunt, her left ear has a small dent in it from when she was younger. Occasionally her hearing can be affected, though she tries her hardest, and always listens out extra carefully.
Personality;; Speara has a very strong personality. And because of her past- who would blame her if her shell is a little harder than most wolves? she can be confusing, arrogant, aggressive, over confident and may seem proud. but its all a mask to cover up how insecure, and scared she is. inside, shes like a pup, she longs for someone to look after her, someone to protect her, to love her. she wants to know shes save, she craves the dark- sometimes she just wants to go unnoticed, but after that, she needs a shoulder to lean on. those who get to know her, get to know a good side to her. she's dead loyal, funny, caring, and can be a lot of fun once shes forgotten a few things. this wolf may not have had an easy life, but shes trying to let go of her past, the thing that's weighing her down, and swim to the surface.
history;; like i've mentioned many times before, she was i another pack before this one. A small pack. she was born high up in the mountains, into the pack of the falling stars. this pack was different to most, its rules were strict, you had to work hard, and food was often scarce. but her parents were in this pack, and so was she. she had a brother born just after her, Ghost soul, but everyone called him Ghost. Her old name was Moon river, but everyone called her River. so this is where she grew up. as time dragged on, she grew, and so did her curiosity. she started to venture out of the camp, even though no wolf was aloud out of the camp unless accompanied by the Alpha, or lead hunter. Speara and her brother were the packs only pups, and had been for a few years. One day, she wondered out of the camp after dark, after a few minutes of wondering she came across a lake, it had been frozen over, and the young she wolf started to play on it, slipping and gliding over the ice, squealing with joy as the snow tumbled beside her. The next night, she persuaded Ghost to come along with her to the frozen lake. For a few hours, the two young wolves played around on the ice, laughing and joking about. until the ice cracked. Ghost scrabbled helplessly and fell into the icy water below, while Speara tried to save him, the ice below her slowly starting to split. The last thing she saw of her brother was the desperation in his eyes as he sank into the depths below. About to try and save him, she tried to jump in after him, but she was lifted up by a strange figure. the alpha. he was outraged that they had left the camp, thw whole pack were out looking for them. them he found out where Ghost was. thinking it was her fault, he sent the whole pack to chase her out. and they did. even her mother and father . she got away, but sometimes she wished she hadn't. she lived by herself, just scraping through, only just hanging on to survival, wondering endless strips of land, slowly dying. when this pack found her, she was so think you could count all her ribs.
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