i n s e c u r e - one direction roleplay - very much open!

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A d j e t i v e
Insecure describes five girls that do not like themselves for themselves.
These insicure girls have been specially selected because of their insecurities by five very handsom and well known boys.
These five boys have decided to live by their hit song, What Makes You Beautiful.
Aw, yes.... One Direction.

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You are insecure. That's the bottem line, you're insecure. In some way shape or form. Maybe you don't like your weight, maybe you're depressed, maybe you damage yourself, maybe you don't like yourself at all. But you want to keep trying, but the pain is too much, so you went to the last resort; you destroy yourself. Socially, physically, emotionally, etc. Maybe you starve yourself, cut your wrists, block yourself off, or let the drugs make you happy. Maybe you have a mixture. Maybe it isn't even you, maybe someone has abused you.
But you are likable enough to have someone that cares, and when they saw that there would be guarenteed healing in a three month span for their friend, - that had to be a girl between the ages of sixteen and twenty - they signed you up. The prize, they don't even know. And you don't even know about this whole contest thing. One day whoever signed you up says you won a trip to London, England. You go with ease, but there is only a ticket for yourself. No argueing, this could be fun - maybe.
When you arrive you see a man holding up a sign that says your name along with four others.... And you immediatly think you're going to rehab by the look of the other girls - just as damaged as you. You are all forced into the limo, and as you get in and drive away you might start some conversation, talk about how mad you all are. But as you pull up to a mansion with fie awaiting boys.... You reslize this could be fun - and a lot more fun than rehab.



After realeasing your new hit, "What Makes You Beautiful," managment decides that you need to back that up with some proof that no matter the looks - everyone is beautiful. Maybe you do agree and maybe you don't. So, managment puts up an add for five girls that are deffinatly insecure. The best thing is is that the app doesn't say anything about One Direction and the girls don't sign themselves up; a friend of theirs does.
The aplactaions say the age, name, and type of disorder the girl has, and why they really do need help. There are no pictures on the e-mailed aplacations, only a brief describtion. Each of the lads decides which type of disorder they would like the other to take under their wing - so you guys won't be able to choose.
Managment says that once the girls get to the mansion, you'll all come out with it to the public, and it will be your jobs to make these girls feel good about themselves, or else you might loose everything for your attitudes towards girl that the society doesn't consider beautiful.

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L i t e r a c y ; ; This is semi-lit+ so if you can't post a good paragraph or two then you're cut. Please send me an example of your usual writing when you ask to join. Writers block is easy to get, but if you do get it when please write atleast 4 sentences, no one liners - ever.
F o r m s ; ; Since this is semi lit, I expect you to have good histories and personalities, but if you're bad at forms I understand. All the girls need a form, but the boys don't. And, while I'm talking about forms, make your own! And that doesn't mean take a form from a different roleplay or user unless you give credit, and that most certainly means don't take one of my forms.
P o s t s ; ; Posts should be pretty, but no pictures because that's considered spam. But make it pretty! Heck, for all I care just change the font size! Please people! It's not too hard!
P g t h i r t e e n ; ; Keep this thread pg thirteen! If you do go that far, please fade to black, and star out cursing! No one is going to die, but I do understand that if your girl cuts herself there will be blood and pain, and if your girl has anger issues, then there will be things that are broken.
D r a m a ; ; Oh drama..... Every girl's worst enimy.... Yep, I want some drama in this thread. Make it exciting! Maybe a boy will like a girl that likes a different boy! Heartbreaks will happen - just not until after the twentieth page - and maybe the boys will get really fed up with a girl starving herself, who knows? Maybe someone will feel alone, that would be drama!
R e s e r v i n g & C h a r a c t e r s ; ; I will reserve a character for you but only for 2 days max unless you give me a reason. You can only have two characters; a boy and a girl, and thy can't have a crush on each other and the boy can't be that girl's partner to show her the ropes! And try to avoid roleplaying your two characters together with no one else, unless we're all together.

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This is suburban London, so there are small shops everywhere and not too many people. You can go in the limo, which holds ten people and comes with a personal driver and co-driver, to the big city - London. There will be alot of paparazzi, but that's what managment wants.

The mansion has three stories, including five rooms for girls on the second floor and five rooms for the boys on the third floor. All of the rooms will start out the same with a window, a plazma screen t.v, a bed, a bathroom, - with the same color scheme, a bath, and a one person vanity - a queen sized bed, and a little area with two chairs by the window. The first floor has a kitchen with all nessesary apliances, a living room that's set to be like a movie theatra and has a view of the pools. The basment is half home to the staff that do all the chores, and hlaf home to the giant game room. There are many arcade games along with a pool table, an air hockey table, a dart board, and a Wii system. There are many games to play on the Wii and many arcade games to play with, too, and there is also a little louging station that seats ten and has a plazma t.v. In the basement there is also a refreshment bar where there is a microwave, refridgerator, and many things to eat and drink.

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shyann stephens - eighteen - abusive past & drugs - me
allison johnson - seventeen - emotionally scared - mylifeaschloe
taylor star - sixteen - abusive past - wolf song
harley kingsley - nineteen - eating disorders & cutting - { c h a c h i }
marley sabelli - nineteen - rough past - marley.

louis tomlinson - twenty - user
harry styles - eighteen - user
liam payne - eighteen - user
niall horan - nineteen - user
zayn malik - eighteen - just keep swimming

P a i r s & R e l a t i o n s h i p s
I will pair them up when everyone is taken :3

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The roleplay is currently.... open and accepting!

You can choose your own rooms, as long as the girls are 1a - 1e and the boys are rooms 2a - 2e.

The people that play the boys will get to choose who they get to be partnered with.

Also, please let there only be one or two of each insecurity, pretty please.

Respect the mini mod! The mini mod of this roleplay is mylifeaschloe, so she's like the second owner! What she says goes, just like what I say goes!

Happy roleplaying!

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So, today I started to think.... Think of all the information I have on myself, and everything I manage to keep in my brain, and still have algebra, geography, writing, and all of the other skills in my head at the same time. So when I got on the bus I started to think it all through; how much I know about myself and everything. So I decided to write everything down in you, Diary, to keep track of everything. Here I go, and wish me good luck.

My name is Isabella Shyann Stephens, but I really would prefer to be called just Shyann, it's such a pretty name. I've been named what means a gracious gift of God because when my mother was pregnant with me she always thought that - with me being her first child after being told I wasn't going to be able to be born - I was a gift from God, becuase the chances of me living was small. So, I know what you're thinking.... Shyann is my middle name, my I'm really named Isabella. Well, Isabella was my fathers choice, so my mother agreed to have me pick which name I liked better when I got older. And I picked Shyann, and I'm working on getting my name to legally be Shyann Isabella Stephens.
I was born on the seventh of October in the year 1994, which would make me now eighteen, and almost nineteen. The exact time I was born I guess is kinda cool; 4:32 a.m. So you see, It's the number 432, and it's really late, so I have an excuse to stay up really late on the sixth.
I'm obviously a girl, and to be honest with you, Diary, I don't even know why I would bring that up but.... Yepp, I'm a lady.

So what I look like..... Well, I have pretty, light blue eyes that look really good with dark make-up, like black eye-liner and dark grey eye-shadow with - of course - some mascara. And that's usually how I wear it, too.
I have naturally wavey blonde hair that goes to about my mid-chest. I always wear it down unless I'm going to dance of cheer or something. I love my hair and wash it every night, put in coconut milk, scrunch it up, then go to bed. I don't ever straighten my hair because I don't want it getting thin, and partly because I'm lazy. It's pretty thick and I like to keep it brushed and..... ya.
So my overall structure is something I guess I'm a little proud of, but of course I could be better. So I have a curvey figure, with an in-y belly button, - just thought you should know - and I guess I have good figure, maybe? My stomach is curved but it's not exactly a perfect body. My..... Breast are ok, I guess. And my bottem is ok, too. I guess I'm fit, but I don't have overwelming muscle on me. My legs are ok, but I'm not anorexic or too chubby. I stand at about 5'7 and I weigh about 125 pounds. So my legs and arms are something to be crowned for I guess. My legs are really skinny and my arms have no chub on them, only some little, danty muscle. So I look good in skinny jeans.
I like to wear a lot of comfy clothes, like some sweats or denim and some kind of top; usually a really baggy shirt or some tee, like a band shirt because I love concerts. I usually wear one of my three pairs of converse, of course I do have much more shoes but those are the main 4 I wear. So my everyday outfit - being from Georgia - is some sweat pants, - or of course some skinny jeans or shorts - a casual shirt, and some converse. My three pairs of converse are classified as this; the memory shoes, then there's my high-tops, and of course my neon ones. So each one is different and I love them all. So I've had my memory shoes since I was in fifth grade, and I've worn them through everything, and as goofy as this may seem, I have a kind of bond with them.... They're worn down alot, and I've never washed them or the laces, and my grandma has had to sew them three times. So my high tops I usually wear with skinny jeans or shorts, and they are knee-highs and high-tops. And my neon shoes are just fun and neon, and I try to clean them every time I wear them so they keep their glow.
I also have alot of scars and.... Since you are my diary, I can tell you anything because there is a lock on you and the only person that will ever know this is my brother so.... So I also have cut marks. Yea, I used to cut. But that's before I met you, Diary. So I have a big scar down my back. It's big but not too noticable, but I will wear things to show off that I'm a fighter. And my wrists.... Well, they have scars too. From rocks and knives and scissors. I have about three marks on my right wrist and six on my left, but on the left it isn't noticable because of my tattoo. My tattoo says thanks for making me a fighter, and it goes in a circle around my wrist and it's white, so it looks like a burn. My ears are double pierced and my right ear has the top part pierced. I have a scar on my upper left arm too, from a cigarette burn.... And that's all the things I wasn't born with.

So uhm..... I can't really explain myself, so here's my brother to explain how I act, and he's going to be honest because we love each other, and he's my best friend.
Well, Shyann's special. Basically, she's fun loving, a little closed off, and very afraid to let someone into her heart. She's a flirt though, she just won't get too close. And she likes to talk to whoever, she just doesn't talk about anything that could be used against her. She's very smart in that way, and after her past she's become very cautious.
So fun loving.... Shyann loves to have a good time by either pulling pranks, - I speak from personal expiercience - making everybody laugh, or just planning some exciting things. She knows how to make the best of things, really, and without her at a party it won't be the same. She doesn't really care about breaking the rules, - again, because of her past - so sneaking out to do something sneaky or vandalizing some kind of building isn't a big jump at all, and Shyann isn't scared. She likes to have that rush, - with or without others - I guess, and she wants to feel the same one she had earlier in her life. She'll do a little trouble, then come home and act as if nothing ever happened.
Shyann's also closed off, and by that I mean that she won't let anyone mean too much to her, and she's pretty picky now-a-days. And by that I mean in being anything; a friend or more than a friend. She won't really tell anyone something too big unless you're me, her brother, or one of her best friends, and to be able to be a best friend she's got to have known you for a while, and by a while I mean a few years. If she hasn't known you for a long time or doesn't exactly trust you fully yet, you'll get the basic things like "I slipped last night and scrapped up my wrist... You know me, a clumsy idiot," or a "No, I didn't know that he vandalized the school, who would do that?" And she's actually kind of goo at acting. So these people that she doesn't trust all the way don't know anything about her, and her friends that she trusts know everything. It's nothing or everything, with her.
So, deeper into being closed off is not trusting, and that woul be where not letting anyone in her heart also comes in. And just to get things clear, this is also because of her past, and is only advise for boys that might like her. She'll come off as a nice and charming girl, maybe kiss, but you won't know her secrets unless she knows you very, very well.
So, while I'm on the topic of how she acts towards dudes, I'll say that she does like to flirt, either way. Always has and always will. So pretty much any guy, unless you aren't even worth it, - and by that I mean too nerdy or wierd for her because she'll go up to the most popular guy and have him like putty in her hands after a minute - she'll go to and flirt. Syann's kind of flirting is more of a playful flirt, so a little mean but in a playful mannor. She'll do whatever to make someone like her instead of someone else, like saying that she's cold or being quick to get the spot closer, or even falling over something to get attention from a guy.
So real quick, let me just say she she actually is clumsy, and uses it for her own advantage. Like I said, she'll trip to get someone's attention or claim she fell to cover up for a bruise - or at least she used to.
Well, Shyann'll talk on and on and on. She's just a talkative person. No matter who she is, she just likes to talk. It goes on with the social part of her. She likes to make new, small friends that she can just talk to in the halls so she doesn't always feel so alone. This part has stayed with her throughtout her whole life, and it's probably what everyone will think of her as, because if you don't know how closed up she is then you wouldn't even know that she was.
So even though my sister likes to talk, she's smart about what she says. She won't tell you about all those bad things she did the night before, or about why her scar is even there, and she won't relate anything to her past. I guess you could call her very.... Very aware of what comes out of her mouth, I guess.
And cautious.... That's the final thing I guess I'll tell you about. So, since Shyann's clumsy she's a little cautious about where she's walking, but of course sometime's her mind's somewhere else. Shyann's also cautious with who she trusts, and can be a little closed at times and deep in her shell.

Sorry 'bout that, it's me again Diary.... And I was reading what meh bro had to say about me and I guess I'm very likable. So enough about me, let's - oh wait nevermind.... I guess since he brought up my past a lot I'll tell you that.
When I was born, I'd already had my one-year-old brother - Jacob, who was just writing out my personality. Nothing really happened until I was twelve, and we moved from Brunswick, Georgia, - which was right by the beach - to the not-so-good part of Georgia; East Atlanta. See, my mom had gotten a new job offer that had everything she'd wanted to do with her life, and my dad got a new job too, so we moved. Me, Jake, and the parents.
When we moved I was in seventh grade.... And being who I used to be, - a pretty, blonde girl that was very talkative, friendly and likable - I got to be a little po;pular, I guess you could say. I got a new boy friend that was pretty cute.... Then in the first year of High School I got a new one, and he was a charming popular dude. I thought he was, atleast. We got high together, we made out, we got some vandalizm done. I'd already had that side, but with Austin it was better.... Remember, this is the bad part of Atlanta. We kept on dating, keeping it up with our hobbies.
When I was sixteen I got a car, and he still had a skate board. We went over to his apartment, and I loved him. But he beat me. But I still loved him. After that it went on for a while and about seven monthes after that I day I started to cut myself. I hid it from everyone and I wouldn't break up with him. Again, because I loved him. After I started that he burnt me with a cigarette, gae me a black eye, and my scar that goes up and down my back. I went home that day with my jacket on to cover my cuts, back, and burn, and the only thing that wasn't hidden was my eye. Jake had been suspecting it, so he asked me up in my room at about midnight, and I told him we were playing baseball. But I don't play baseball. He knew what I was hiding, and by that time I was crying about it up in my room on the second floor of our condo. After school Jake beat Austin the way he beat me, then got him arrested.
I was crying, but that day I only wore an under shirt and shorts that showed everything underneith my sweats and jacket, and no makeup at all. I let everything show when Jake beat up Austin. I wasn't even seventeen though, and I was stupid. That's why it went on so long.
After that, Diary, I stopped cutting myself and I stopped getting so high all the time. I still vandalized, I still did a few drugs, and I still was awesome and adorable. After that, Jake was my bestfriend. And after that, no one knew anything. All they knew was that Austin got arrested and we weren't together anymore. Only my bestfriends - not even my parents - knew, and that would have been Jacob and my chick-friend named Steffani, and she'd been my friend since I'd moved. I trusted her. Still do.
That brings me to what at the beggining of when I started to write this, which was yesterday.
So bottem line is, I've learned from a bad history. But I am currently fine, and have forgotten about it; mostly.

Uhm, I have ADHD, but that's it. I'm not anorexic, but I'm skinny. So yeah, and.... Stuff.

My favorite things are really awesome. My favorite song though.... It's like a piece of me. It's called Fighter by Christina Agulara. My favorite color is Nay blue, and my favorite food is probably..... Oh, spagetti. Yeah, it's good. And I'm part Italian, so it works out for me. My favorite thing to do by myself is probably do some bad things, you know..... My favorite beverage is iced-tea, and probably sweetened. My favorite word is awkward because it has two w's, and when I was smaller Jake couldn't pernounce it.

I'm very good at singing, actually. I'm into all of Cristina Agulara songs because whatever was going on when she wrote Fighter really ment a lot to me. I can't really dance, though.... But I do sing well.

So, my family. I have my mother, Jewl, my father, David, my brother, Jacob, myself, and my dog that we adopted from the pound when we moved to Atlanta; Jasper the pitbull terrior. He's adorable. So, right now my parents are.... Older, I guess..... Jake just turned 20, and I'm about to turn 19 while Jasper is about eight.

So relationships.... Currently I'm single, and over all my exes. I don't have a specific crush.... But, I have celebrity crushes on Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik, and Harry Styles. I guess I like them all becasue they're funny, cute, they all seem sweet, and I might be able to open up to them because of the good thing's I've heard about them. And just to clear things up, I'm straight and what I look for in a guy is - now - sweet, funny, cute, and all the other little things.

That's it, I beleive, Diary. I would tell you to ask me more questions if you wanted, but you are only a note book. And you can't talk. But that's partially why I love you. So good bye now, and thanks for wishing me luck, Diary.

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Full Name :: "Hello, my name is Allison Mae Johnson. Allison was my grandmother's best friend's name. She was an important part in my grandmother's life. Mae is just another spelling for the month of May. I wasn't even born in May, but it is my mother's favorite time of the year. Johnson isn't a well known name because let me tell you, we weren't wealthy."
Nickname :: "I usually just go by Allison, but some people shorten it to Ally-Mae. I remember my big brother calling me Al Pal or just Al."
Age :: "I am still seventeen. I haven't liked high school ever since that incident a year ago. I can't wait to grow up and get out of here."
Gender :: "I am very female. Ever since I was born really. Strange, right?"
Birthdate :: "I was born in November, not May. November twenty-seventh in fact. I was definitely cool at that time of the year and mother said she loved to knit me wool onesies."
Birthplace :: "I lived up north in the states. Near the Canadian border, yes. I live in Minnesota and I can remember my brother going to Millville to watch races all the time."


Full Description :: "I have been described many ways, but they all say the same thing about me. Some people tell me I look like a young teacher or librarian. I guess I might have that appearance although I have always seen myself as the nerd. I am tall enough for my likings at five feet and seven inches. I always told my brother that I was going to be six feet tall, but I guess I'm going to hit that growth spurt around sixty. I do wear heels often as part of my uniform, so that makes me two or three inches taller. Still not six feet tall, but it's a start. Weight wise, I'm about one-hundred and thirty pounds. For my height I'd say that is what I should be. I'm healthy not anorexic. I don't have a figure though unless that figure is one. My chest is small and I have very little hips. Some people complain that they can't fit skirts over their hips and I can't keep my pants up. My problem can be fixed with a belt though. My waist is small, so I don't look too boxy. My legs are incredibly long and my brother says I have chicken legs. My skin is very pale and some might say it's a pasty pale. I don't go outside often at all and I don't think the lamp in my reading room is going to give me a sunkissed glow. I've always liked light skin and not that dark tan skin. Moving on my hair is a natural light blonde color that matches that of Kansas wheat fields. It stops an inch or two below my shoulders, but when it's curled it stops right at. My eyes are a dusty brown color that honestly don't attract much attention. Onto the rest of my features, my face is slightly round, giving me a youthful look, and I'm okay with this. My lips are actually the only thing I truly love. They aren't too big or too small and are always a rosy pink without lipstick. I'm not a beautiful girl, but not everyone can be a model."
Height :: "I stand at five feet, seven inches. I do wear small heels to school though, so I am a little taller."
Weight :: "I am very healthy at one-hundred and thirty pounds. That seems average to me."
Hair Color :: "My hair is a wheat color. I have never dyed my hair and I don't chemically treat it. Dusty browns and dead grass yellows intertwine giving me my unique color. Maybe those aren't the best descriptive words, buy that's how it looks to me. It hits right below my shoulders, but after I add those big curls in the morning it bounces right at."
Eye Color :: "My eyes are a light brown color that matches the dusty brown in my hair. My eyes are rather cheerful and always have a bright sparkle in my eyes although they don't stand out. Honestly if it weren't for mascara I would have boy eyes. My lashes are fair and need a little help."
Skin Color :: "I have rather pasty pale skin, but not like a vampire. I'm just don't go outside too often. When I'm not working I'm inside reading a novel or investigating a library or museum."
Piercings :: "I had my ears pierced when I was a year old I think. I was a bald baby and people would always ask my parents how old their baby 'boy' was. They soon tired of taping bows to my head, so they got me pink pearl earrings to wear. Let's just say it didn't help."
Tattoos :: "No, tattoos are forever. Although when I'm with my niece and nephew they like to give me temporary tattoos. I look pretty fierce with Hello Kitty and a dragon on my arm."
Scars :: "I didn't live a rough childhood. I was inside most of the time, reading or putting on plays. I haven't done anything dangerous enough to have too many scars. Although I have gotten a few paper cuts in my day."
Makeup:: "Well, I am always well-groomed, but I don't put on heavy makeup. I wear a very light BB (Beauty Balm) because it gives me the coverage I need and does a lot of other things to keep me moisturizer and looking well-rested. After that I usually contour my face by sweeping bronzer on the sides of my nose and on my temples. I dark wear a very dark shade because I am so light, so it does take awhile to find the right shade. Next I add a peach blush to the hollows of my cheeks and brush some pearly highlighted on the bridge of my nose. For the eyes I wear very neutral shades and two coats up dark brown mascara. Finally I apply my chapstick and I'm ready. It may sound like a lot, but it looks very natural."
Clothing Style :: "I love to wear sweaters with jeans and pumps. I also love chiffon blouses and maxi skirts. I'll let you in on a little secret. When I'm home alone or in a hotel room alone I like to wear oversized sweaters and men's socks. Don't ask why, buy I do."


Personality :: "I was the quiet, shy girl who you see sitting in the corner, reading. I never had the courage to talk to anybody, but when I did I was extremely polite. Nobody ever liked me because I was always reading or doing homework. As I grew older a guy on the baseball team began flirting with me and I thought he actually liked me until he invited me over to his house. I wouldn't let him kiss, but he didn't care he tried to get me upstairs. I ran home crying, he was using me. I soon found out their was a bet to see who could get the "Virgin Mary" into bed. It explained all the attention I was getting lately. This has tested me and I learned to be careful of who I trust. To this day I still haven't kissed a guy, but I don't care. I'm waiting. My brother is constantly calling and coming to visit with the family. He says I'm acting differently, but I don't see what he means."
Likes :: "I like so many things, but I guess I can list just a few. First of all, I love to read! I have spent a lot of money turning a spare room in my house into a library exactly like my pa's. I also enjoy Thunderstorms. The loud rumbling, the bright flashes of light, heavy rain, and the hot air. I'm very shy, but I do love to sing in the shower. I'm an average singer. I can sing some songs quite well, but even those songs that I am quite awful at will be sang by me as loud as I can. I also love smiles. A smile is the sexiest thing about a guy."
Dislikes :: "I dislike baseball. I know I shouldn't labor a sport as awful because of one person, but I have. I also don't like getting too close to guys unless they give me a reason to trust them. I don't like television, but when I do I do turn on the tv it is to watch a movie or cartoons in the morning before school."
Fears :: "I'm not sure what my fear is. I'm don't don't if it's men I fear or what."
Turn On's :: "I mostly just like a sweet guy who will take things slow and smiles each time he sees me."
Turn Off's :: "I don't like bad boys or athletes. I don't like a guy who is vain or cocky."


History :: "Seventeen years ago I was born in Northern Minnesota, turning a family of three into a family of four. Now it was my father, mother, and older brother of four years. I grew up a bright young girl in a quie home. My father was away a lot as a pilot, but I was still Daddy's Little Girl. I could read small books by the age of four and ever since I have loved reading in my Pa's library, in my window seat, or under a shady oak tree. I grew up the geek whom no one ever talked to. When I was fourteen my brother-and best friend - moved out and got married almost simultaneously. I was devastated, but I loved his girlfriend of four years. Before I knew it I had a niece and nephew, twins. He moved back with the wife and kids when something happens. When I was sixteen popular boys started talking to me. I was naive and let the baseball star, a senior, sweet talk me into going to his place. I didn't expect anything bad. I thought be would talk and maybe kiss a little. When he tried to take my clothes off and kiss me I pulled away, not letting his lips touch mine. He began trying to pull my face to his while he kissed my body. He tried to go farther, but I finally got the opportunity to escape, shirt in hand. He touched me and tried to sexually assault me. I was terrified and told no one but my brother. I didn't leave the house for weeks."
Parents :: "My father, Lance [51], is a pilot and away a lot while my mother, Stephanie [45], works at a bank and is home quite a bit."
Siblings :: "My older brother, Josh [21], is also my best friend. I also have a sister-in-law named Grace who is Josh's age."
Pets :: "We had a golden retriever named Hannah. She was named after the cook in the classic Little Women. One day she had pups with an unknown dog and we kept one. His name was Moby. Sadly my niece and nephew never got the opportunity to meet Hannah, but they took one of her pups and her name is Beth, also a name from Little Women."


Sexual Preference :: "I am heterosexual. I am attracted to men and I guess there is nothing wrong with any sexuality."
Crush :: "I have only had two crushes in my entire life. The jerk who brought me nightmares and my brother's best friend. While they practiced at the football field, I sat in the stands reading, waiting for a ride home with my brother. He was the only guy who has ever been nice to me besides my brother."
Lover :: "I think it might be impossible for anybody to truly have feelings for me. Until the impossible happens I guess I am single."
Exes :: "I have never dated anybody because I am that geeky girl that nobody likes."
Friends :: "My brother is my only friend at the moment."
Enemies :: "I don't know if anyone has reason to hate me."

Problem :: "Emotionally Scarred: that's what they keep calling me. I really don't like it, but labels don't define me."
Room :: "I am in Room 1e. It is at the end of the hall."
Partner :: "Unassigned."

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Taylor >> 16 >> Abused one

-Unknown
No ones afraid,
of love,
there afraid..
of rejection.

ɴame; 'My name is Taylor Belle Star, nothing to special.. the story my mother tells me about my name is this.. When I was born they had no name for me, for some reason they were finding it really tough to choose a name, but my great grandma was named Taylor. They liked the name so my first name is Taylor. A church bell rung a few minutes after i was born, it gave my fataher the idea of Belle. And well my last name is my last name.

Nickname; 'My nicknames, I don't suppose you can shorten Taylor much.. some of my friends call me Tay, think that is the only way you can shorten my name.. as I said only my friends call me that so just make sure you don't call me it, unless you know you are a good friend, because I don't exactly like it.. you can stick too Taylor for now and if you really want me to have a nickname for you, Why don't you call me Tay? '

aɢe; 'I was born on the 4th September 1996, So I am 16 , being born in September making me a Virgo.... '

ɢeɴdeʀ; 'You seriously blind mate? I am a female and indeed staying one. I am perfectly happy being a girl and always will be, Why don't you just look at my pictures I mean come on! '

Sexual Orientation; I am straight, yes straight as the straightest ruler.. I am definitely into Boys not girls, sorry though girls. '



peʀsoɴaʟɪtʏ;' I am exactly the oppisite of a Leo, not wanting the attention Lets just say I am never short of attention though exspecially from Males, I am usually not centre of attention, I am one of those people who is trying to be hear thought i always fail. But yet I am one of those people who will care for you and stuff, but don't except me to worship you at first because I wont. I dont like the male attention, I will be straight over there if a hot boy is coming though, Put it this way I am indeed very confident and love to be with people thought im not the chosen one probally. This doesn't make me perfect of course no one is.Some people get easily jealous of me but why? Nope. I snap at times, and can only think of one reason why... Didnt get sleep, I do like to be corrected but I like to correct peoples mistakes also to be kind, I am quite smart if I do say so myself. Lets say I have quite a few talents and like to show them off in front of people. I am a very outgoing person and when I first meet you I might not be the most bubbly person, but once you get to know me I will start to get bubbly and bubbly gradually we will become best friends and you will end up being the same sort of people. I am not one of those girls who will go out with everyone at the same time, I love to have a man thats true to himself. And im not a player girl when i find the one ill try to make it work. Most girlswill turn themself inside out for a guy, A unpopular girl for example dressing in lots of jewlry to try and impress them. Thats not me, Im myself no matter what if you wont take me for who i am.. Find someone else, i wont let you boss me around im true to myself. '

ʜɪstoʀʏ; You seriously wasting your time reading this!? Well here we go I was born in Lansing and bought up there until I was 5 I then moved to California where I stayed for a few months not too long, we weren't planning on staying there at first but because all my family were out there we moved. But then my dad got a job in Turkey and we had to move over there we had no choice this job was going to get us lots of money, by the time we got out there and had been there for about a year, my dads boss had to fire my dad because he wasn't doing the right things.. after that we had to move out to North carolina to stay with some friends for a bit until we had some money to buy a house. We ende dup buying a small farm in the middle of the woods, in Texas.. This does mean I still have a small Country accent. My mother just recently died in a car accident which my dad blames me for. And he scarred me, im scared of him and i finally got out and ran away. '

Likes; 'Were to I begin, I have loads of likes.. I have to say that my favourites are Sunglasses they are just amazing and I have about 10 pairs, Another thing I love is sports I play soccor and volleyball for fun even if some of them are more for boys I don't care, I also love Gymnastics I practise everyday after cheerleading. There we go another thing is cheerleading I love it, As I said I go cheerleading everyday and then go to swim meets and practice, then i practice my gymnastics. Fruit.. Yum I love nearly every kind of fruit they are all so yummy. And oh animals, i dont have a favorite they're all so adorable. I also like am absorbed in my dancing i love it! I love horse back riding!'

Dislikes; 'Okay so, my dislikes I don't really have many.. they are all kind of weird, I hate Snakes and Spiders. Also thunder and lightning, thunder is too loud.. and lightning is too bright it scares me, I have a phobia of clowns, I will probably cry if I see one and run straight away, They actually scare me more than anything!'Actually i think i also have a fear of the snakes, if i see one ill probally scream and run away, or maybe even pass out right there and then.

Friendships; ' I have a small group of friends, I am obviously the main centre of attention in the group and usually get my own way, Cassie is my best friend in the group.. we have known each other for years, and we tell everything to each other. Because we know we can trust each other, we are usually never apart and at the moment we are living together. '

ʀeʟatɪoɴsʜɪps; ' I find that im rarely asked out.. Actually ive never been asked out , which means i still i still havent had my first kiss. But anyways in crushes, im have a star crush.. Louis Tomlinson



descʀɪptɪoɴ ' Natural Hair Colour - My natural hair colour is Dark brown, but I like to die it.. In some of my pictures it is blonde, and I just love to die my hair.. I haven't died it that many times. At the moment my hair is brown. Eye Colour - I actually love my eye colour, I would never wear contacts my eye colour is bright blue. Well most of the time i notice they change from blue grey and brownHow I dress - I like to dress fashionable, and also quite comfy. Converses and Vans are my main shoes they are the shoes I love and will always love I also like boots, not so much trainers though.. I only ever wear trainers for P.E at school and I never wear them when not in P.E I hate them. I wear stuff a bit like the things in my pictures they describe some things I wear, these are usually the shoes I wear the most. She likes vintage clothing that is coming back into fashion. She likes quite baggy tops that show your belly, also I like to add bracelets and sunglasses and necklaces to what I wear to make it look better, I would say I am unique.
Weight & Height - Well I wouldn't call myself the tallest person, consdering my brother is 6'6 I am about average height maybe a little under.. I dont know but I am 5'9, my weight I don't like to talk about because I get teased about it. People say I look Anorexic which really upsets me sometimes, and im really sensitive. '

ʙodʏ modɪғɪcatɪoɴs; I have my ears pierced and bellybutton. '

Biggest Secret; 'I don't go around telling everyone my secrets, Why would I even want to do that.. this is a massive secret to me and only my best friend knows it and she wont be telling anyone.'

Label; Shy girl, Dancer.

Talens; Hmm, i Dance! I have to say im very good at that, I also sing.

Four legged friends; Hmm.. Well to get started i want to say i love animals! I own two dogs.[size]

[size=125] Theme-song; That would be Perfect two!.







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