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[mint.]

[ Girl or boy or both? ]

[p u p p e h]

reserve girl

[abandoned.]

((girl pleasenc: if needed later only I will make a boy))

[mint.]

[ sure.
Puppeh, we might not have another girl slot ^^
Clare or Kat., Pie? So hard to choose a girl...]

[darlingdiablo]

So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reaching out
To let you know that you're not alone
And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby

never cry ғor тнe perѕon тнaт нυrтѕ yoυ.


jυѕт ѕмιle and ѕay, "тнanĸѕ ғor gιvιng мe a


cнance тo ғιnd ѕoмeone вeттer тнen yoυ."

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"Hi, Im Nixon..." Nixon, the English meaning 'Undaunted' [Not intimidated or discouraged by difficulty, danger, or disappointment], is a very head-strong and fearless girl. Her mother, Marie, wanted her daughter to hold a fierce meaning and for her daughter to be proud of who she was. As Nixon grew older she was ask her mother why the name was given or why she didn't have a name like Hannah, or Susie, or perhaps Katelyn- something simple yet normal. Her mother only responded with: 'Nixon is a beautiful name, you should be prideful of it."

Nixon isn't one to flaunt around declaring her name- and unlike the meaning of her name- Nixon isn't exactly fearless and brave. She rathers for people to call her Nikki, and ever since she was thirteen that nick name stuck with her. Nixon Elizabeth Lerella. Elizabeth dates back to Nixon's grandmother- as in just a heritage thing.

"Im eighteen- pretty much old enough to do whatever I want but to busy to ever do it."Nixon was born on a cloudy and rainy morning at 9:32 AM on a Tuesday, the date being August 18th. Being an only child as she was you could say she was slightly spoiled as she grew up. Her mother loved her to death and she was treated like a princess. When she was born, Nixon had light brown hair- slightly wavy- matching her fathers. Yet as she aged and grew older the hair became like her mothers- a dirty-blonde. She straightened every day and decided it was her best look. Her eyes were gained from her father thought- light grey with a swirl of green flecks {the green coming from her mother and compliment Nikki's sun-kissed skin}. On her eighteenth birthday, Nixon invited two friends along for a small vacation to a rented hotel by the lake. With the supervision of her mother, that is.

Growing up, Nikki never really questioned her fathers absence, but it was more of a thought then a conversation. A father figure was what she was missing in her life- and she simply never got it.

"I promise on my life that I am a girl." Nixon is indeed a girl, hard to believe right? Set aside the nice slender figure, long blond hair, pretty eyes, and maybe a small appliance of make-up, and what do you have? A tom-boy. Thats right. This is the girl who prefers a game of baseball over a shopping-spree at some over-priced brand-labeled store. She prefers the simpler things in life, so its easy to say converse over heels for her. Nixon was never much of a fan of pink... It was always something more vibrant and eccentric- like neon green or aqua-blue. Now, I know neon green might be referred to as a girly color, but to her- anything was better then pink.

Nixon hated to dress-up. I mean, literally, hated it. Of course when she was younger she'd play princess and wear her mothers heels and dresses, but at a time every little girl is like that- I mean honestly. Prom? She wore a nice longer dress- but it was prom. A regular dance? Short party dress with her converse. Its easy to see that this girly isn't afraid to get dirty and play outside and have fun- she's just one of the guys

"Never judge a book by her cover, you don't even know half of the story." So, lets just take a guess on how you interpret her. Bottle-Blonde? Popular? 'Hot? Rich? Fake? Well, let me stop you right there. Here's why: She's none of those people. For starters, her hair is a hundred percent natural, secondly- popular? B*tch please, no where near it. She might have had her shot if she'd dated a guy a while back, but she is not that kind of girl. Hot? She prefers the term beautiful. Hot is for boys, Beautiful is for men. Rich? Not exactly. With a single mother and a two bedroom house, I wouldn't exactly label it as 'Rich.' Fake? See, thats what would p*ss her off on any normal given day. Nixon is nowhere near fake, not at all. She doesn't pretend to be someone shes not, she doesn't dress-up for a guy in skimpy clothes to catch his attention, and she sure as h*ll won't become someone shes not to please people she doesn't even like.

Now that thats a bit settled, lets answer this question: Then who is she? Believe it or not, Nixon is actually the shy girl who doodle's in her note-book in the back of the class. She's the quiet girl who's listening to her iPod during the foot-ball rally, the girl who would rather read a book or play on her tumblr on her friday night as oppose to partying. Call her a bump on a log, but she's just how she is. People have judged her way to many times on her outer appearance. Some are happy she's the way she is, some are disappointed that they expected her to be someone else.

"This is the real me. Nobody else. Just me. Like it or not- but I won't change for you." So, we've covered the shy and quiet girl- but how about searching a little deeper into the girl no one really gives a second glance too. So, safely saying, Nixon isn't one to be good with words or talking, and when she does speak its either a forced thing or it comes from the heart- something she needs too say. Nixon may be shy, but she will speak out for what she believes. I'd suggest you don't test her temper, though she barely has one. She can have attitude without words- smirking, eye-rolls, facial expressions, just the way she expresses it is really how you know how she feels. Though she would never admit it too your face, she'll point it out with hers.

Nixon can be funny, perhaps by a side-comment she makes, or the way she might act, just the simple things that generally add up together. Nixon may not be one for much of the spot-light, but she is one for the laughs. Smiling. Its like a daily dose of her own personal medicine. Smiling to her cures everything; heart-break, sadness, depression, or just being upset. It helps with everything to her.

Now, temper. Lets just leave it Nixon doesn't really have one because she hasn't been tested so much that she'd need one. She doesn't fight- and when she does its normally for a friend. You can bad-talk her all you want, it won't make her think twice or give her anything to worry about. But drag her friend into the brawl? You have five seconds to run and you've pretty much just called out your own death.

Nixon is truthfully a sweet girl, a sweet-heart at best and she would always want the best for those she cares for. Sometimes its hard for her to express how she feels toward another- but then again its always different for her. If she cares, you'll know it. If she hates you, she'll show it. Shes nice, caring, sweet, and best of all- just how she is. The right for her would never want that to change, she's hoping he exists.

"Life has been a bumpy road for me, but hey- every bump takes me to a new challenge." Nixon was born and raised as a single child with her younger mother, a mother who had given birth too her as a teenager. Nixon's father, on the other hand, wasn't willing to stay around and own up to his mistake. He ran, taking Nixon's father-figure and father-daughter relationship with him. When she was three or so, they moved from there older ranch that they shared with her grandparents, to a small one bedroom apartment in Boulder, Colorado. It was a difficult change for Nixon's mother, yet Nikki barely missed a thing.

As Nikki grew up she learned to face new things- bullies, stress, boys, and just regular life problems. She took the bull by the horns and made sure to leave her mark wherever she went. Music was a granted helper for most of the things. It was either rock or country- the stuff she'd been raised off of ever since she was a little girl. Music is what gained her her very first friend in seventh grade. Roman. Roman was a tall, lanky, and goofy dark haired boy who thought of himself as a nerd, but was just as shy as Nixon. He grew up in a big family, so having something to himself was rare- music was his talent. Both of them started talking one day when he had glanced over to see the artist on her iPod that she'd been listening to. Since that day the two have been like brother and sister- and only that.

Highschool was a b*tch- like it was for most people. She never really fit in the rest of the people and couldn't decide how she wanted to be or who she wanted to be with- the society had pretty much raised these kids as people who were to judge without a confrontation to the actual person. Rumors spread like wild-fires in the school, soon it was stated that Nixon had done 'it' with the head-cheerleaders jock boyfriend after a football game. Now, here's the truth, Nixon had been walking from the football field after the game when she tripped over a bleacher and fell on her butt- hitting her head. This guy, who had always been a cheater and had always had his eye on her, offered to get her some ice from the locker room's freezer. So. Theres the truth. Nothing happened. Yet everyone preferred the juicy cr*p.

Now? Nixon has only recently graduated high school and currently lives in her own apartment that she pays for with the money from her mother, job, and birthday money. Its a small apartment, but she has given it a try. She does room with another, though, her small Labrador, Sophie, and two betta fish named Jet and Rocky. She manages well on her own and still stays in contact with Roman when she can- who had found his high school sweetheart in freshman year and proposed shortly after graduation. Nixon has done well by herself and everyday she faces something new; whether its running out of soap or perhaps falling in love.

As stated she currently rooms with two betta fish, Jet and Roky; as well as her Labrador Sophie.. They all live in there one bedroom apartment. Nixon still lives for her converse, which have now become her trade-mark symbol of style. She's single and somewhat ready to mingle- and quite excited for college, which she'll be heading too when shes ready. She lives on her iPod, loves playing sports, and likes surfing. Music is her reliever and she is a very quote-y kind of person. Just remember to smile. Thats her motto- Smile. she's not seeing anyone and no one in particular has caught her eye- she's also 100% straight, sorry ladies, and does not under any circumstances likes just plain coffee- it needs a ton of milk, sugar, and cream. Get ready, because Nixon's surely going to make your life as well as her a tad more interesting.

[abandoned.]

((Clare))

[mint.]

[ Please reserve me a girl- currently working on her form :3

reserve girl

[ both are you do not fit the rules criteria. Plus, there are no spots left ]

((Clare))

[ lol ok. Trusting you... c; ]

[abandoned.]

((wait, message me adjectives of personality ))

[mint.]

Bump.

[mint.]

Added ^^