Thᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ { Semi-Literate, accepting .}

[nopenope123]

{.{ Sure}.}

[RYCBAR123]

[Finished]

[nopenope123]

{.{ Accepted}.}

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~Bump~

[jesi761]

((May I reserve a boy and a girl?))

[nopenope123]

{Sure}

[SeissFleurr]

Jessa an Mclain

. . { 17} . . {female } . . {adventerur } . .

It starts...

. Name . ;; Jessa
. Age . ;; I am 17
. Gender . ;; If you cannot see I am certainly a girl

What the mirror tells...

. Body Description . ;; I am quite thin, I also have small dainty hands and feet. Roundish eyes and a slender nose I also have think long arms in which I hate
. Hair&Eyes . ;; I have dark brown hair with caramel highlights, my eyes are dark hazelish borwn although I where blue contacts sometimes
. Clothing . ;; I love wearing shorts and long baggy shirts. I also love vitage band tee-shirts. Anything comfetable.

And what I tell...

. Personality .;; I am an adventurer. Living life to the fullest. I love escaping and going to new places. They make me feel compleate. Let's see, alot of people call me loud and I'm not going to arrgue I kinda am. I know I am so theres really no problem with it. I love to dance and sing at that matter. It's all about self expression which I have alot of. I am always super hyper unless I am tired, or somethings wrong with me. Thats how you will be able to tell somethings up. I can be super bubbily aswell, super sweet and I love to give hugs. If your ever in a bad mood I will most definetly try to cheer you up as much as I possibly can. Did I mention I can talk, and talk and talk. I have a hard time being quiet seeing as all I do is run my lips, but I do listen to what you have to say. It's not like I'm going to ignore you. I'm actually quite a good listener. If you ever have that 4 hour rant feeling I will always be around to listen and help you out with any issues you have.I play many instruments and I write quite a bit. They are my passions and I will continue to do so. I write alot of love songs, but mostly fun alternitive songs. I play the drums, guitar,bass,chello, viola and the bassooon. I know so many instruments. it's not too hard for me to keep on though, seeing as I have been playing for years now. On to my song writing It usualy takes me about a week to write a song and if not it takes longer. I will work on it til I feel it's perfect to my taste atleast.I also sing but I feel I'm not good enough. Although my friends say I am great I seriously begg to differ. Oh did I mention I draw..? Well I do and I think it's the one thing I am good at. I have drawn several drawings in my life time and all have turned great. I remeber when drawing a picture and it ending up on the fridge, best honor ever. Okay now on to my OCD. I have sever OCD and when something isn't right I will try to fix it as much as I can. but hey some things are broken beyoned repair. My room is always clean, seeing as I cannot sleep in a messy room or I will get sick. Whenever I'm in any place that is out of order and messy I get sick to my stomach. Now on to my ADD, if you already couldn't tell. My attention often strays fastly. There has to be something exciting going on for me not to stray. Take class for instance, in some classes * cough cough* social studies, I will go under and day dream the whole time. Other then that I love school. I do have a hard time paying attention to things but I still am a good listener. Okay lemme think what else did I forget, Oh yeah my temper. In my belief I am a very tempermental girl. I will get mad if you are pushing my buttons and I will most definetly fight back if I have to. Most likley I would do it for my friends and family more then anything else. I can also get really fierce, oh yeah did I mention I am not afraid to show my feelings or speak my mind If I have to..? Okay well I seriously am not afraid of saying something if I positivily have to, same with showing my feelings and emotion. Doing that doesn't bother me. I think it feel nice to get all of that out. I have seeing the pchycatirst seeing as I have to talk for the whole hour, which I could do but they never truley honestly listen. I honestly prefer my family and friends. besides all of that mumbo jumbo blah blah blah I am a nice sweet girl and I'm not hard to get along with. Oh yes and I'm not much a girly-girl but a tom boy. believe me I love shopping, and make-up but I can't an I mean can't stand wearing dresses or skirts or anything else super girly. Okay I think that has covered it all. I am sorry about the long intro but hey I told you I can talk for days. Oh yes I am sorry I forgot one more thing. I suffer from Insomnia, which is a sleeping disorder that keeps me up for atmost a week. Oh well gives me more time to think. Okay now I think I am done'

P.S I think I mentioned my love of art but if not I love love love painting and drawing it is my pasion
. Likes . ;;Dancing|Singing|Art| my bed|sleep|Having fun|my friends|Writing|Swimming| good weather|colorful things|T.V|music|Walking
. Dislikes. ;; Spiders|Mean people| Liars| Abusers| Haters| Uncomfetable beds|Cheaters|hot wheather|Messing up
. Fears . ;;I fear of being alone| drowing| and BUGS
. History .;;Okay where should I begin oh yeah I know, when I was little we moved alot so I never really had a steady home. My dad unfortunetly was in the war so everyday was nerve recking for my mom sister and I. And I as young as I was it was just terrible being in fear that you would never see your father ever again. Well that dreadful day did come. He did end up getting shot and died right there infront of me on that hospital bed, when I was eight. I try to avoid that topic. years went on and my mom started to become an alcohalic and did serverly bad drugs. it was hard for me and my sister to witness as out mother started to wilt away. I started having sleep issues. One night my mom had gotten so drunk she had hit me and my sister and said I was never meant to be born, That I was fat and ugly and I shouldv'e died in place of my father. We started to fall apart our whole family. it was just a huge mess. I started to suffer from Bolimia and anorexia. I wouldn't eat and when I did I would just throw it up. Once my bestfriend found out about she got me to stop. Yes it was a challenge but hey it was worth it if I was going to get better. About a ayear ago my sister had died in a car crash drunk driving with her boyfriend. Thus the abbuse and alchohalisim just got worse. I started getting abbused so much my body was covered in bruises and I had to lie and say I fell or something like that. It tore me apart having to lie about a such thing to my friends. I was then diagnosed with Depression and Insomnia, with a mix of OCD and ADD. And soon news of my mom leaked out and I got taken away. I barley got to see my bestfriend until one day her mother decided to ' Foster parent' me. it felt nice knowing someone actually cared for once. I slowley got rid of the depression and other things that have happened. I still don't liek talking about the pat and It is one thing that will take me a while to choke out. But I do have a reason for it. I hid most of my pain in my art. I really started getting into the arts after a while of all the pain. I thought it would just be a faise but it really helped me escape everything going on in my life. Art was and is the only way I would escape.


. Art Skills .;; I often draw realistic people/band members of my favorite band. I also oil pastel and chalk colorful drawings of anysort. But my one main weakness is anime.

It is the relations that...

. Family . ;; My Foster parents
. Crush&Girl/Boyfriend . ;;I stay far from crushes so that would be a no
. Pet . ;;A black kitten named rainni

I hear Bananas (:

[jesi761]

(Since I am MockingJay already has her form completely made, she can have my girl. I'll just make a guy.)

[nopenope123]

{Okay, sure. And Mokcinyag,accepted}

[SeissFleurr]

{Oh I didn't reliese someone took the last female spot, I had been working on my form for awhile.. I'm sorry}