★ Dream Yourself Awake ★

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[Lacuna]

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[my Lalia]

[ Jake Brenden Soul] - [ Male ] - [ 20yrs ] - [ Loyal ]

Quick Facts →

[ n a m e ] "My name is Jake Brenden Soul."
[ n i c k n a m e ] "You may call me Jake,Jay, or Soul"
[ a g e ] "I'm 20 yrs old"
[ b i r t h ] "I was born on the 6th of June."
[ g e n d e r ] "Ummm...Male."


At a Glance →

[ p h y s i c a l ][ a p p e a r a n c e ]
"I'm tall and have some well defined muscles in my arms and core and some strong leg muscles as well. I'm not a hairy person and my skin is really soft and smooth. I like wearing jeans and band t-shirts, I'm not into the preppy stuff but I'm not into the emo punk stuff either. I guess I'm inbetween then."
[ e y e ][ c o l o r ]
"Dark milk chocolate when in the sun and dark brown (almost black) when in poor light."
[ h a i r ][ c o l o r ]
"I have long, thick raven black hair that is softer and shinier then most girls hair. Which I keep pulled back half the time, but I know you want to feel it."
[ e t h n i c i t y ]
" I'm Native American, with light mocha brown skin..... Lovely huh?"
[ h e i g h t ]
"I'm 6'2 which is roughly 1.83 meters."
[ w e i g h ]
"I weigh 200lbs which is 90.7 kilos."
[ m o d i f i c a t i o n s ]
" I have tribal tattoo's on both shoulders, they look like This.
[ p e r s o n a l i t y ]
Kind/caring- Jake is one that would go out of his way for just about anyone that would ask him for help, he usually puts other before himself which causes him a lot of heart ache since people end up just using him. But still, he would do anything for anyone all they need to do is ask. He's also one that would take care of you if you are ill or just need some down time from lifes drama.

Loyal- Jake doesn't turn his back easily on those that he is loyal to, so once you gained his friendship and his loyality he will stand by you even if he knows you are in the wrong. It takes alot to lose his loyality, you would have to do more then just break his heart which means you would have to really, really hurt someone he really cares about/loves in oder to lose this guys loyality.

Hard Worker- Born and raised in the country for most of his life he learned the value of work. He's not one to quit on a job or take a break half way through, if he's working he wants to get it done and get it done properly. He would slave all day if his body would let him.

Adventurous- Jake doesn't mind doing wild and insane things if it means fun and adventure, but he is also content with just going for a hike or just trying new food he never tried before. Even when he's in dare devil mode he takes the time to think about the consequences since he wouldn't want others to get hurt from his actions.

Hard Headed- Sometimes Jake can be set in his ways which usually means that others label him as being hard headed, but Jake doesn't care since he usually has a valid reason for being hard headed.

Silent but deadly- When Jake gets mad he gets really quiet and slightly withdrawn, he often looks like he might kill something if he is really angry. He will give people the silent treatment while taking his frustration out in his work, which means he will try to work more often which usually makes him exhausted.

Jake is one of many colors and can't really be summerized in full but in general he is a loving, kind/caring, and loyal person. Somethings he may show you this is by either cooking a nice meal for you, cleaning, fixing things, buying things for you, taking you out for some sort of adventure and just being there for you if you need him.
"Yeah you love me already."
[ h i s t o r y ]
Jake was born and raised in the country by his mother that chose not to take the dreaming potion, he never knew his father as he died shortly after he was born. His mother never re-married since she said that his father was the only man she could ever truely love other then him of course. Life growing up was hard since they rarely had any money and kids would often tease him at school since he wore old clothes and hand-me-downs. Jake would watch as his mother struggled to keep the farm and find work, he remembers nights as a kid when his mother would bring strange men home at the time he didn't understand but he does know. He swore to never let his mother stoop that low for money ever again, so he began to take up jobs where ever they popped up during the summer and would go back home during the school year.
But once he turned 17, his mother got real sick and had to go to the hospital. During that time that his mom was in the hospital Jake quit school (even though his mother protested) and began to work in order to pay for his mothers hospital bills, but she wasn't getting better. One day when he went to visit his mother he found her dead in her hospital bed holding a note addressed to him saying. My dear son, I'm sorry for the poor quality of life I have given you. But I want to tell you that I'm proud of you and that I will always love you. Take care of yourself and be all that you can be. With all the love in the world, mom.
Jake's world spiralled down for a while after the funeral and he did things he knew weren't right, but he calls those times the dark ages now. After pulling himself out of the "dark" Jake wanted to experience life again and try to live up to his mothers expcetation she had for him.
But during his "dark ages" he saw first hand what the serum did to people. They became dependent on it and always wished to be asleep as they said it was better to be in the world of dreams then to be in reality. Though he never tried the serum what he heard made him want to try it but he saw some people have horrible nightmares which killed a few of his "friends". Jake is still on the fence about the serum as he was raised without it and was told that he should never take it, but after hearing what others say about dreams he is beginning to have his doubts.
"Sad story huh?".
[ l o v e s ]
"Nature, animals, trucks, being around other people, being alone when I need to think..... girls...... hey I'm a guy."
[ h a t e s ]
"Well I dislike, lies, cheaters, cockiness, girls that wear too much make-up, needles, scary movies........ I could go one but I don't think you want to hear them all."
[ f a m i l y ]
"My father's name was David Greg Soul and my mother's name was Marie Raven Soul and I have no siblings."


What lies in the Heart

[ c r u s h ]
N/A
[ o r i e n t a t i o n ]
Straight
[ s t a t u s ]
Single
[ s t r e n g t h s ]
Hunting, swimming, hiking, skying, anything the involves physical activity. History.
[ w e a k n e s s e s ]
Math, english, science, school in general. Music is another thing he's not good at. Also being nice as most people take advantage of that.

[Lacuna]

[Accepted, just fix that bit we talked about soon please. (: ]

[my Lalia]

(fixed it :) Should be better now. )

[MBRShorse]

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✖ Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ Oɴᴇ ✖
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✒ Name: Willow Figsby
✒ Nickname: Will or Red (but only if you want to annoy her)
✒ Age: 20
✒ Gender: Female
✒ Birthday: February 23

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✖ Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ Tᴡᴏ ✖
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✒ Height: 5'7"
✒ Hair: Red
✒ Eyes: Ice Blue
✒ Complexion: "Redhead"Skin i.e. pretty darn pale
✒ Body Mods: Nose stud and angel wings on her back
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✖ Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ Tʜʀᴇᴇ ✖
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✒ Personality: Will is all fire and iron. She is outgoing to the point where she is unsettling obnoxious. Being loud gives her great comfort, so she is loud...about everything. She is one of those people who would will go running down the street, screaming your name at the top of her lungs without evening giving a second thought about what people will think about her, or you, for that matter. Extremely annoying, but Will doesn't give a darn, so she simply seeks out people who are willing to live her colorful personality.

Will exudes confidence and quite a bit o recklessness. She will do anything it takes to achieve her goals. She is the first one of the front lines and that last one to go home. Giving up is not even possible for her. She'd rather die than call it quits, seriously. You can always count on her to get the job done, and due to her fierce loyalty to her friends, she will always have your back.

Of course, no one is perfect, especially not darling Willow. Her temper is quick and violent, just like the fire the runs through her veins. She can hold the grudge for eons, waiting only for the offending party to apologize, even if they aren't wrong. She also has a horrible habit of diagnosis the feelings of others as if she were a therapist, except confidentiality isn't in her vocabulary.

In all honestly, Will is hard to handle. She is most definitely fun to be around, but she can't quite understand the personal and emotional boundaries of those around her. Thus, she actually tends to push people away, making her most desperate to be with people. A vicious cycle that has her consequences, but that is a story for another day.
✒ History: Willow grew up in a rather wealthy household. She had a mother, father and an older sister. It was all quite brilliant, because Willow could have anything she wanted. She spent most her days riding ponies in the backyard and learning how to dance in the ballroom. Childhood was filled with dreams about being a princess as well as a ballerina. She was very close to her sister, who was her only real playmate and friend, she other kids didn't seem to like how loud she was. As for her parents, well, they were always coming and going and doing other things. She didn't seem them much.

Both her parents had taken the serum and it worked perfectly. If anything, it help contribute to their success, though no one knows how. So, naturally, when Will's sister turned 18, she decided to take the serum. Something went wrong. Her sister spent her days screaming in pain, desperate for relief. No one knew what was wrong, but she seemed to be caught in a never-ending nightmare. The end result was suicide and Willow has never gotten over it.
✒ Likes: Dancing, riding horses, people, Lifetime movies
✒ Dislikes: Being alone, the serum, meat, singing
✒ Fears: nightmares and dying
✒ Quirks: She calls everyone "darling" and sometimes speaks with a fake, Southern belle accent.
✒ Medical Problems: Manic Depression (medicated)
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✖ Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ Fᴏᴜʀ ✖
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✒ Orientation: Bisexual
✒ Relationship Status: Single
✒ View on Love: Whatever happens, happens
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✖ Eᴘɪʟᴏɢᴜᴇ ✖
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✒ Username: MBRShorse
✒ Activeness: One post per day, at the least
✒ Literacy Level: Literate (when needed)

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[Dumezil]

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Todd Darkot
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Toad
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Male
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22
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23 March



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Over-all, Todd is the reluctant good guy. At least towards those he does not consider a “freak”, which in his opinion aren’t even human. The mean big brother that no-one ever had. While he loves to complain and act irritated the entire time he isn’t doing something for himself, he always does it and does it well. If anyone touches one of his “siblings”, or his younger buddies, he will destroy them. While he doesn’t mind if anyone messes with him, usually because he enjoys a good fight, if you mess with anyone he cares about you will be hurting. If you happen to be someone he cares about you will never know that until he nearly dies for you. He isn’t exactly the most open touchy-feely person in the world.

Todd’s main interest now is re-enlisting in the army so he can go “fight terrorists” Or the government, as his hatred has begun to turn to. With little care for the thought of anything besides a quick hook-up and definitely NEVER a family, Todd already has his entire life figured out. Once he re-enlists he plans on heading out for deployment, going ops if he has to, and becoming KIA before he turns forty. He doesn’t see any other way he could live a life fulfilled and happy. However, he has a condition that will prevent him from going back into the military unless he proves for an entire year that he can survive without medication, which is what he is doing now.

Not being on medication often contributes to Todd’s foul mood, although he will never admit it. In all honesty he prefers not being on it. He definitely won’t ever talk to anyone about it; it is a weak medication for weak people. Moody and dark, it is extremely difficult to tell if Todd likes you. However, occasionally when it is a “good day”, he might surprise someone. Especially if he is alone with a person or a group of people he likes. Don’t bet on it, though. Most people just eventually realize that is the way he is and take all of his remarks with a grain of salt, loving him anyways.

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Standard pathetic history. Todd’s mother died when he was quite young when she over-dosed on drugs or whatever kind that the government was feeding her. Todd’s father, whom he had never met, never came to claim him during the earlier years and not knowing who his relatives were since his druggie mother never bothered with a birth record, been tossed around to several foster homes.

When he was young, cute, shy, and a little teddy-bear of a boy Todd found himself in some great foster homes. He was normally well taken care of and even stayed places up to a couple of years. However, as he hit the testosterone-fueled pre-tween years, his behavior wasn’t described as “typical boy” but instead made him the “trouble-maker”, which the social workers never understood.
Finally, after a round in the Juvie Facilities, Todd’s father came to claim him. Or at least tried to. Todd stayed out as much as possible and this un-earned “trouble-maker” stereotype that he quickly adopted himself began to concrete and actually become true. Although his father had cleaned himself up, he had gotten there just a little too late for the boy. Todd made it clear that as soon as he got out of high-school he was going into the military. His father made it clear that he would earn his GED first and to emphasize it, submitted his under-age son into a mental health-care facility. The psychiatrists and doctors there diagnosed him with depression, anxiety, and mild PTSD and because he was still underage, they were able to give him drugs with his father’s permission.
Knowing that he had to stay on them as long as he lived at home, Todd realized that he couldn’t leave school early to enlist because he had to have them out of his system for a year before they would let him enlist. Hating his father more than ever, Todd waited until he graduated and using the money his grandmother had left him, went to stay in California until the year was up.

Now he is just waiting for that specific date, exactly eleven months, until he can sign his name and turn his sneakers in for some boots.
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Although one may not exactly say that Todd “likes” anything, or at least anything that he will admit to, it is clear that he doesn’t hate anything to do with military. Shining combat boots will capture his attention for hours. Physical exercise every morning has become his routine. War movies, especially, usually hit off well. Acronyms, uniforms, exercise, and fighting are his passion.
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If you ask him, he will just tell you “everything”. Meaning everything and everyone. Once you get to know him it is obvious that this isn’t true, though. He particularly dislikes laziness, bullies, feelings, relationships, dreaming, and anything considered “weak”.
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Not being able to join the military once his year is up. His wariness towards the government is also growing. He wants to find a way to stop them.
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Todd is very good at anything physical. He can “inspire” as well, in a way that most normal people don’t consider inspiring. He can usually get people to do something they don’t want to do by other means than taking their hands and leading them through it. His hobbies usually include exercise and war movies.



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Athletic and slightly muscular, Todd looks a bit like a runner. He has muscles and can easily do the pull ups and push-ups, but endurance upper-body isn’t his thing. Give him water and food and he can run forever, though.
Spiked hair up front, Todd seems particularly fond of the European hair-style. Luckily, he usually gets the swoosh naturally by running his fingers through his hair after showering. No way in hell would anyone ever catch him, dead or alive, doing his hair with gel in the mirror.
Without a lot of emphasis on clothing, Todd usually wears some jeans, combat boots, and a black tank or t. Unless he is in work-out gear, which is about a 50/50 chance.
One thing Todd has never had interest in is dreaming. He used to be able to dream and from what he remembers, they were never decent. But most importantly, he believes in the people’s right to vote. What happened to the country that he used to know and love? He wanted the place that he is willing to fight for to come back.

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Brown/Green
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Light Brown
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195 lbs/6’2”

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