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The air was warm and salted as it filled his lungs, expanding and contracting with each surge of energy he expended. A constant crashing was muffled in his ears, the waves seemingly never ceasing to fall over themselves onto the loose sands of the seashore.
“This is great!” Iagan flared his nostrils with enthusiasm.
The ruddy stallion cantering alongside him offered a slight snort in good humor, “I’m glad you find it so invigorating!” His tone suddenly shifted, sounding now of a soft somberness, “But consider from deep within yourself if it is all you are truly called to keep.”
The younger stallion stopped, nearly tripping his father in the process. The abrupt consideration seemed a sort of accusation and so Iagan asked, “What are you trying to tell me?” An anger flared as he felt Kae’ouit had implied disfavor.
Kae nuzzled at his son’s shoulder. “Your journey has clearly been fruitful to you, and not just in finding me,” he told him, “but as exciting and enticing as it all is, I suspect nothing here is meant be yours for long.”
“And why not?” Iagan demanded, “What if it’s what I want?”
A breath from deep within the elder of the two fell, followed by heavy silence. When he looked out beyond the coast he finally spoke again, “My colt, it is easy to confuse what wants are rooted in goodness and which are from frivolity. What you want here cannot sustain you but there is greater nourishment, and fulfilment to your desires, to be found in wants you are not letting yourself witness.”
Before Iagan could argue his father continued, turning to face him with intensity unmatched, “I do see much of myself in you, but I also see your dear mother too. In your rebellion don’t detach yourself from all that she has instilled into you. You must balance us both in the way that is only meant to be done by you as our son.”
Much time had passed since he had met his father at the seaside. Years had come and gone without further glimpse or word. Was Kae’ouit still burning bright for himself out there? Iagan dismissed the thought with a flick of his ear, surely his father was fine!
He considered his own foals and wondered if he had served them well enough. Despite that most of his development was formed by Famous, that brief bond with Kae had set a bloom that had not yet begun to wilt within him… had it? Had Iagan strayed too strict with Kotaro and Rosetta and Nakai? Had they left him as was natural or out of a similar desperation to escape suffocation that he had felt for himself so long ago too? Would Isadora follow suit? Had even Carollan felt nearly snuffed out by his grandfather’s care when the intent was to protect and tend him when his mother would not settle enough to mind her firstborn?
He looked out at his herd as they slept, huddled together neatly under the stars.
Something Aislinn had once said rang in his ears, echoed in his heart: “Cadmon holds you in high esteem and, honestly, thinks quite dearly of you. Perhaps I shouldn’t have had him away from his father, but the fact is that I did… and whatever he lost from my mistake I think he has found something made up for in his relationship with you now, you know.”
Cadmon had been a cautious but curious colt then and had grown into a confident stallion since, though one recently begot by grievings. Still, he stayed strong and stoic and Iagan admired him for his ability to naturally keep calm and controlled and quiet when needed. He felt they had little in common but his pride for the soft buckskin was undoubtedly immense.