Roughly 2 a.m. in the morning and I awaken.
Someone is only formed when the lights contained within us erupt into our consciousness, forming humanity and men alongside it.
It is the birth of creation and the death of many, living inside and outside.
But when they aren't there, your heart will not break but only shatter. So many years will be taken to heal it, only leaving one to ponder of that someone who will be willing to get through you and tread through that glass.
The walls you put up cannot be seen through. They are not clear. They are opaque enough to let day turn into night. Haven't they left you enough? Their absence is nothing. You lied.
The effort for us to have taken to destroy our past selves and emerge anew. The you of the present. Will I be here? Am i still the same? Am I …
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me'?
Even if you aren't the same person you were years ago, that won't change you. Because the future and past are things we have experienced and soon will. But sometimes it is better for us to focus on our present.
Because only yearning for the future and remembering the pasts, will lead you astray and mad.