❛ whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. ❜

[jouska.]

username. acatalepsy.
link to kalon you're trying out for. here.
kalon's name. tjaša.
kalon's gender. female.

[jouska.]

tjaša is the quiet type. despite this, her vivid imagination combined with her strong sense of compassion allow her to problem solve effectively and find solutions faster than the average person. this line of thinking enables her to thrive as a spiritual guide, where she helps others reach enlightenment and teaches them to spread love and healing. however, others are not quite as accepting as she when it comes to her profession. they are quick to judge and misunderstand, which often makes her feel extremely vulnerable and causes a great deal of hurt. despite her sensitivity to the comments of others, tjaša is quite intuitive and can often see through the lies of others to understand their true motives. however, being a spiritual guide, which involves a great deal of psychology, can cause tjaša a great deal of stress at times, and having no one else to turn to, she'll bottle up her emotions instead of letting them out. she's extremely private when it comes to personal problems and is unlikely to let others in to help her. to keep from snapping, tjaša enjoys to write down her thoughts and feelings on paper. sometimes, she'll even read her writings aloud to help calm herself down and relax. and to pass the time, she often writes poetry or simple short stories with sweet happy endings. when it comes to interacting with others, tjaša often has unrealistically high standards and whether it be friendship or love, if things aren't working out, she'll ignore the feeling, believing there's always a better option out there. on the other hand, when it comes to ideas and beliefs, tjaša will see them through to the end, with enough willpower and conviction to last several lifetimes.

tjaša was born into a small, low-income family in jesenice, slovenia. her parents were miners and ironworkers, and although she had a brother and a twin sister, both eventually passed away due to sudep and suicide, respectively. and while her father is still alive, her mother passed away due to an accident in the mines several years prior to her children's deaths. and despite being raised catholic, tjaša does not currently believe in the existence of any deities, and is rather, shamanistic (dealing with spirituality, not religion). unfortunately, after her mother and brother's deaths, tjaša needed to drop out of high school/secondary school(?) to help support her father and her family. it was during this time that she began to question her religion, and eventually even her sexuality. the belief that everyone was somehow interconnected comforted her and allowed her to become more spiritualistic as a whole.

[jouska.]

moodboard + music

tjaša lay enveloped in a blanket of dandelions as she watched the sun dip slowly below the horizon. back against the rough bark of a looming beech, she reached out her hand to graze the leaves overhead with her fingertips. she absentmindedly plucked a dandelion from the earth and twirled it between her fingers. it had been a while since she'd visited home- six years, to be exact. she could still remember where she and urška had carved their names into the bark of the tree; that was nineteen years ago. it was good to be back, even if it was a little lonely.


art by tuna fish