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A n t h o s a i || Anthony || Tryout

Postby Placebo » Sun Mar 05, 2017 2:54 pm

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πŸ€πŸ’π’³π’³

A flutter of wings, a harsh screech…

β€œAnthony? Are you still out here?”

I snap out of my daze at the tentative call, and only just notice the rain pattering against the awning above.
The forest in front of me is washed out by the fog of the storm, and the usually impressive, tangling expanse
of vines and trunks and roots looks ominous. I feel myself un-stick from the ground as I shift, and turn tired
eyes onto the approaching figure.

Jamil’s patterned body seems to ripple as he sits beside my prone form. He runs a paw through his frizzy hair,
and laughs sheepishly. β€œThis humidity, huh?”

My own hair merely sticks to my head, damp from the water clogging the air. My expression remains blank.
β€œI suppose.”

Jamil merely rolls his eyes at my lackluster response, but then his eyes track to my paws. I follow his gaze,
and one of my feathers rests in my palms. Huh, didn’t remember taking that out of my mane.

β€œYou know, you’ve never actually told me why you have bird feathers in your hair all the time,” The nosy
boy leans down to take a closer look at the feather, and I’m quick to flick his nose in reprimand. Jamil yelps.

β€œWhat was that for?”

β€œManners, Jamil. Nobody likes a nosy viscet.”

I look back into the fog as I distinctly hear the mocking utterance of my words from the dark-haired male
grumbled under his breath, but today, I can’t seem to muster the same amusement that I usually do from
messing with Jamil.

β€œBut you are right… I never did tell you about my origins, considering how much I’ve already told you about me.”

I can practically sense how Jamil perks up at my words, and he smiles as he settles down even further next
to me. He lays his head on his paws and looks up at me with amusement. β€œOoh, neato, I always do love your
stories. But who knew that you were so ancient, though? I mean, I always thought you looked like you
had ten years added to your age whenever you scowl, but it turns out it was closer to ten hundred years-”

β€œJamil.”

β€œHah, sorry.”

β€œChrist, you just don’t shut up when you get going, do you?”

Long since unfazed by my caustic behavior, Jamil’s grin widens. β€œNah.”

I sigh.

I deliberately curl my tail around my bright flank, and like a signal Jamil becomes attentive. Even after all
these years, he still picked up on my unconscious storytelling habit, long before even I was aware of it.

But, I digress… Over the constant downpour around us, my words start weaving their way into the surrounding air.

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Our tale starts with a male named Anthosai. Not a viscling, bear this in mind- his story unfolds long after
he matured into a creature worthy of envy and respect. By the start of our story, the male had lived for
centuries upon centuries- moments nestled against his mother’s chest and learning alongside older siblings
were but a blip in his mind.


He lived on a world unlike our own- the flora and fauna mimicked our Earth’s astonishing diversity, but
had a distinct fixation on color, vitality, longevity… and mated souls. All creatures residing upon it were
seen as direct descendents of the planet, children to the surrounding forces that granted such gifts.


Souls in these creatures were destined to find their fated half. Legends idealized the concept that finding
a soulmate was the ultimate goal in life- to reach an apex of perfection, above even the protected act of
creating a family and passing on your genes for the next generation to further the prosperity inherent in
the planet.


Once this viscling reached maturity, he found his soulmate- only the most beautiful, in his eyes. And
rightfully so- Anthosai himself was lauded for years for his bright, lovely coloration, and it fit that the one
destined for him, the one that would complete his heart, mind, and soul, would be just as striking as he.


And so, for both him and the other beings who held their breath for Anthosai’s joining, he connected to his
soulmate spiritually. On that day, something settled within him.


But, Anthosai couldn't help but think it sunk like a river stone as well.

But why did it feel… odd, to join with his other half? Surely it was the most righteous thing he could do,
for both him and this glorious viscet?


And besides, it was expected of him as well... It occurred to no one that the pair weren't met for each
other. Any envious or jealous feelings must be set aside when fate intervenes.


And so, they lived out many years at each other's side. But oh, how it rankled.

Their blossoming love was shrouded in falsities. It was frowned upon for soulmates to withhold the truth
from each other, but this pair had no reservations in doing so. Anthosai kept quiet about his doubts, but
remained faithful to his beautiful mate. As was
expected of him.

Their relationship was guilded to any on the outside looking in, but any feelings that Anthosai had towards
his pair became increasingly tense.


It wasn’t any wonder why- they were both selfish creatures, deified for years for their beauty. The give
and take relationship that all soulmates had to assimilate to was as foreign to them as never finding a
soulmate at all. The fact that they now had to
change for each other was absurd.

The rising tension all came to a head with one terrible incident. For years their distaste for and distrust in
each other was blatant to both- despite being able to know so much about each other β€” Β location, emotion,
thoughts β€” Β both managed to withhold information for their own benefit. Anthosai’s soulmate
would go so far as to accuse Anthosai of the blasphemous act of adultery, or desertion, or any other thing
he’s never doneβ€” Β 

Well. It didn’t matter in the end. While Anthosai knew that his soulmate was constantly lying to him, the
truth was only revealed when it blew up in both their faces.


Satisfaction never defined their relationship- the difference between the two was that Anthosai’s soulmate
decided that they would do something about it. Under the nose of Anthosai and anyone who idolized their
perfect relationship, Anthosai’s soulmate took another lover. And the affair would have continued many
years more had the unfaithful viscet not been fickle.


The other viscet in the affair was a lovely female, no doubt, but had the misfortune of actually falling for
Anthosai’s soulmate. A tale of false true love.


When the unfaithful partner got bored with the affair, the female was cast off like chaff. But, nothing
seemed out of the ordinary- Anthosai’s soulmate was used to doing this whenever they got bored with a new
toy of theirs.


Perhaps that was why Anthosai and the partner to his own soul could never get along. After all,
Anthosai’s soulmate could never cast out Anthosai himself whenever they became displeased.


But, the female would not be so easily slighted. She too had searched for millennia for her own soulmate,
but when she fell in love with Anthosai’s soulmate, she turned to taboo tales of new pairs forming from
previous soulmate bonds. She planned for Anthosai’s soulmate and her to join through magic that would break
the previous bond that stood in the way. But, her infatuation blinded her to her love’s true nature.


The ground shook the day Anthosai’s soulmate cast her aside. For retribution, she demanded the adulterer’s
heart. To make up for the heart that was stolen.


The female set herself on a warpath. A powerful sorcerer in her own right, few angered her and lived to tell
the tale. And now, Anthosai was left in the crossfire.


Anthosai only found out as flames scorched the landscape, eating its way towards the pair.

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Anthosai cursed his soulmate for their actions. No amount of platitudes could sway his outrage. There was
no love lost between the two, but Anthosai, selfish to a fault as well,
hated his soulmateβ€” how dare
they decide that Anthosai wasn’t enough for them, not enough to prevent the tarnishing of their
reputation?

In his anger, Anthosai did the unthinkable in order to save himself, to not die alongside his stupid
mateβ€” He broke the bond, and took the heart that they both shared as soulmates.


Such an act could spell immediate death for him, but Anthosai persisted. But, in the vain effort to not die
from the separation, he sacrificed the mind that two shared in the process. He would forever remain cut off
from the thriving energy of the planet- his mind, constantly abuzz with the energy around him, went silent
that day.


Such an act could never remain secret. Anthosai’s soulmate broke many rules by committing adultery, but
Anthosai risked damning him and his soulmate to imminent deathβ€” willful homicide in the most solemn terms.


But, this deliberate split of mind and heart preserved the lives of both Anthosai and the adulterer, but now
he was left to the mercy of the other creatures on the planet. And they were out for
blood.

The only thing that spared Anthosai from an immediate kill was the lingering love that the creatures had
for his memory and beauty. Not his actions, not his attitude… Just an impression of a deified viscet that fell
from favor.


The creatures who valued longevity still wished for his death and sided with his former soulmate- a small
price to pay for committing such a heinous act.


But, the planet itself had different plans. It could not forgive Anthosai’s actions, but could not bear to see
Anthosai perish.


But, his ensuing trial made him wish that the planet took that final judgement- only when the creatures were
satisfied that he was beaten down was he finally banished from the world itself. He would never return again in
his lifetime.


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β€œWhat does this have to do with how you landed on Earthβ€” Ow!”

β€œShut up, Jamil. I’m getting there.”

β€œAlright, alright. Chill…”

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The planet itself and all of the collective powers residing in the sphere forced him off the planet and onto a
new, young world unimaginable eons away.


His time between his banishment and landing on earth consisted of an experience he dare not think about.
An endless void... If there was any chance of this immortal viscet experiencing death, then this period of
endless time, left to the quiet echoes of his own thoughts, would be where he felt his existence erase.
Unwritten from space and time.


Until...

He crash landed.

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Jamil continued to watch Anthony with bated breath, but the brightly colored male merely closed his eyes in
fatigue as he drifted off. The story never got easier to remember, nor tell. Anthony was done for today- he
didn't know what he'd do if he had to force himself to recount any more.

But, he could feel Jamil stir restlessly beside him. β€œWait, that's it?”

β€œ...You’ll have to forgive me, Jamil. I don't particularly enjoy retelling this tale. Perhaps I’ll finish for you
at a later date.”

Anthony blinked open his eyes, and turned his gaze onto the younger soul. Jamil’s eyes were understanding
despite his percieved impatience, and with a faux nonchalant air, Jamil stood up. β€œWell, that's fine-- it is
getting late anyway, so I’ll just leave you to your brooding. I’ll hold you to that story, though.”

β€œAnd I wouldn't expect any different.”

And with that, Anthony returned to his quiet vigil.

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Yet, after retelling his story, he couldn't quite fall asleep, even with the quiet lull of the rainstorm.

The forest became almost surreal as Anthony fell into a daze, and reflected on patches of memories that
inadvertently floated at the surface. Ones best left forgotten, lost to time itself.

His thoughts drifted.
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Postby Placebo » Sun Mar 05, 2017 4:51 pm


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The jarring impact knocked Anthosai out of his reverie. His eyes snapped open, and could see only
smouldering earth blocking his view as he came to. He thought he had died, but no- he was deprived
that small mercy. Like a babe, he feebly attempted to command his body to move. The echoes in his
mind pounded against his skull.


Ringing in his ears made his jaw throb, and as he tried to make sense of his lack of feeling,
he realized belatedly that the ringing in his ears slowly grew to a sharp scream.


He was the one screaming.

The pain struck him like a cruel epiphany, locking down on every bone in his body, and he passed
out.


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Anthosai woke with the ache already invading his sleep. He still couldn’t move. Old wounds puckered
but didn’t sluggishly weep with precious blood. He wasn’t sure if that was a comfort. Everything hurt.

He wasn’t sure how long he laid there, numb to the world. All he could hear was his own ragged breathing
and odd popping close to his ears. His thoughts continued to echo in his mind. So quiet.

So alone.

His thoughts clawed at his sanity, the little bit that was left. He was trapped in his body in a way
he’s never experienced beforeβ€” and oh so vulnerable.

Cloudy eyes snapped open. Staring out into the night sky, he felt so alone. So aloneSoaloneSOALONEβ€”

The strangling grip on his chest took his breath away.

And he passed out.
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Anthosai couldn’t tell how many times he fell in and out of clarity before movement returned to his extremities.
At that point, he simply got up and tried to walk. And tried again. And again…

Feverishly, the single minded purpose quieted his thoughts. He knew nothing else than to try walk, to get away,
to go forward, to… walk.

The setting around him blurred, insignificant to this one futile mission. It was so much like his home planet’s
pull to find a community, to find his center, to find his soul…

To find his…

To… find?

To…


Walk.

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The being walked until he found he could walk no more. Why couldn’t he walk? He was walking before, this
should be so simple. He can’t just stop.

Only then did the creature smell something odd. Blurry vision looked down at the moving, red-stained ground
he was walking on. Should be walking on.

...Why wasn’t he walking?

He tried to get back up again. Still wasn’t walking. Need to walk. Mustβ€”

The world went black.
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β€œOh, my.”

β€œOh yeah, he’s definitely dead. Never seen a viscet look like that, though.”

β€œWell we can’t just leave his body here… But stars, look at his feet. How was he able to even
walk? They look mangled beyond repair.”

β€œWait, hun, don’t get too close.”

β€œWell why not?

The voices gained clarity with each passing moment. The creature tried to twitch, but he couldn’t focus on
the garbled tongue. What was he trying to do? Only walk came to mind, but certainly he couldn’t do
thatβ€” His legs, he needed… legs… to walk, yes.

He couldn’t feel his legs- once he could do that, he could walk.

β€œOh, dang. Hun, I think he just moved.”

β€œOh, hell, seriously?”

The creature’s eyes blinked open, and blearily came into focus on two faces, and the garbled tongue came to
him again. The creature let out a croak, and the two sprang into action. The voices spoke at him, but the
unfamiliar tongue clogged in his ears, making his head hurt.

The creature tried again, and before he knew it, he was being moved. Finally, he could walk, but…
he wasn’t doing it himself? But…

He knew no more.
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The creature came to yet again. Aches permeated his body, which made him flinch in shock- it’s been such
a long time since he was able to feel pain. And pain meant clarity.

Where was he?

And staring down at him were the two faces. He stared back up at them blankly.

And there was that foreign tongue again, clouding his ears once more. The harsh notes made his head ache,
and he croaked again. Almost immediately something was pushed against his mouth.

Water.

The newfound thirst made his neck snap up greedily, but sharp pain flared and he cried out. An even weight
settled on his neck as he calmed down, but he was rewarded with the liquid running like ambrosia down his
dry throat. His headache only flared with the sweet liquid, but he was able to keep his eyes trained on the
two faces as clarity returned to his vision.

The two being’s expressions softened.
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He still couldn’t say how long he spent with the pair. Vaguely, he realized that he was being kept in a dark,
spacious place, with a light constantly changing from an opening nearby, but concepts came back to him
at a sluggish pace.

Like, his name… Anthosai. And he was in a.. House, yes. With two other viscets, just like him. But they
spoke oddlyβ€” the harsh tongue made him stare at the two viscets in confusion half the time, and they
soon picked up on it.

It took Anthosai a while to realize he was being taughtβ€” over and over the same sounds were repeated
to him, and they gestured to different things: pots, grass, rocks, the feathers laden in his nestβ€” and each
time they looked at him approvingly. And nursed him back to health all the way.

This struck him as odd- why were they doing this? What did they have to gain, going out of their way
to care for him where he didn’t give them anything in the first place? Anthosai knew what he looked
like to them, if the patches of bare, ugly pink skin where iridescent feathers once sat was any indication.
And his wounds… they soon closed under their watchful eye, but vicious scars blanketed his fur. His right
eye remained perpetually blurry for quite some time before the ache in it healed. He assumed that the way
the whole right side of his face ached during the night had something to do with it.

And the way his screams shocked him out of sleep night after nightβ€” surely they wanted nothing to
do with him. Surely.

And yet he stayed.

Anthosai found himself growing closer to the pair, despite only learning their names to be jumbled nonsense
in his ears. Mokoi and Rocheβ€” there were times where he referred to them both as Mokoiroche,
with how they constantly seemed attached at the hip- one never strayed far from the other.

They took to laughing good-naturedly at the way he tripped over their words for β€œsun” or β€œmoon” or any other
really, and hearing them speak in their rough language that he knew so little of became a constant for him. A
constant background purr of their chatter seemed to reverberate and seep down to his bones.

They called him their word for β€˜feather’ at first before he made an effort to speak his own language to them.
If anything, they stared with even more confusion at him than he at them. It was only barely that he got them
to figure out his nameβ€” They took to calling him Antosee, but it was good enough for him. He wasn’t…
Alone.

For once, he could ignore the silent echoes of his mind. Instead, the only thing he needed to occupy himself
with was Mokoiroche, the steadfast pair who sat beside him like pillars when the crippling silence in his mind
threatened to overtake him, or when their rough language washed over him whenever they spoke.

Anthosai supposes he should be grateful they couldn’t understand him well. Or else he would have toβ€”

Well. That all was in that past, wasn’t it?
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Extra Notes || Summary of History

Postby Placebo » Sun Mar 05, 2017 4:59 pm

Rest of history abridged due to time constraint

Anthosai is an immortal alien viscet cursed to live out his life because of his wrongdoings until the day of his reckoning.

He lived during a time and on a planet where soulmates were a thing, and he was conjoined to the being- the thing was that his soulmate was cursed due to their own selfishness and now, since soulmates live and die together, he had to be dragged down with his soulmate and almost had to give up his immortality- He betrayed his soulmate because he despised the fact that he had to be tied down and resentment overtook, since he couldn't be satisfied with his soulmate and their own selfishness; he wasn’t going to stand by them (they were both very similar unfortunately- both were pretty selfish, but it wasn’t a big deal until the curse put on his soulmate)- he split from his soulmate and took their heart, because they were idiotic enough to jeopardize their shared life

The being who cursed them wanted to kill the originally cursed soulmate, and take their heart (he later learns that his soulmate essentially cheated on him with the being, but his soulmate broke the being’s heart and the being went after his soulmate in retaliation- yea so)

He hasn't seen his soulmate since- but he only took the heart instead of the mind. as a sociopath, he’s unable to love essentially- because while he took the heart of his soulmate’s bond, he wasn’t able to take the mind as well so without the mind he wasn’t able to love correctly

He escaped his planet to escape prosecution for splitting from his soulmate (one of the greatest offenses, even higher than cheating)- fell to earth, and lost the ability to go back, as well as any powers he had (like being able to split from his soulmate); also his immortality became a curse because the mortal viscets on the planet, and anyone he grew close to, died while he aged slowly, and stayed in a near stasis

Wandered the land, slowly becoming accustomed to the new planet, being mostly overlooked because he blended in with such bright viscet colors, but he was so exotically beautiful, no matter where he roamed- Taken in by a with an infertile male but the female of the mated pair could breed, and they were so very sweet; but then he discovered that the vulture and the being followed him

There's a legend that states that he'll only die when a (bearded) vulture comes to tear open his chest and eat his heart and scatter his mane feathers to the wind- (the owner of the vulture is the same being that originally cursed his original soulmate) the only thing that spares him is sacrifice of his blood kin (as he discovered, this was never told to him but he only found out when he literally saw the vulture kill in rage a viscling of his he sired for a family whose male was infertile),

The viscling’s soul was destroyed by his previous soulmate before being hatched and his previous soulmate planned to return in the viscling’s body- the vulture could sense this and killed the viscling as soon as it hatched.

But he thinks that the vulture is only sated for a while with the hearts of his blood kin- the vulture’s ultimate goal is HIS heart, (unless he gains the heart of another, so he has to learn to love again, but since he’s a borderline sociopath now it’s nearly impossible for him)

He really doesn't wanna die that way, so he mates with females, takes the eggs, and when they hatch the vulture takes them away (originally he was filled with anguish and crippling guilt from doing it, but now he's resigned to it, which is why he thinks he’s a sociopath now)-

He assumes the vulture kills them like the first child, but the vulture actually doesn’t. The being and her vulture takes the visclings and raises them with the vulture, as he later discovers, which literally breaks his heart. Essentially, Children he could have nurtured on his own.

The events of this pretty much harden his heart and he’s no longer the innocent in the situation- he thinks he’s responsible for the death of his children for a few millennia before the truth finally comes out.
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