I don't really mind if other people post so, feel free to i guess.
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I didn’t notice at first, but I guess I’ve always been like that. Not noticing just doing and appreciating the little things. Cause, it’s the little things that count, y’know? They’ve always counted.
We’d just be going out-didn’t matter where- and suddenly I’d look down and his hand was there, wrapped in mine, our fingers just…curled around each other.
And it really didn’t matter where. Mark and I would just be shopping downtown, and although the afternoon wouldn’t start out that way, before I’d even realize, our hands would be entwined and I’d look down to Mark and that rare smile of his would be ghosting over his lips and I didn’t try to stop the grin that would slowly spread over my face.
For us, it’s always been the little things. Little things in general. No gushing, overflowing words. Nothing big. Just sideway glances and small smiles that speak more than either of us could probably express anyway.
Entwined hands with tarnishing rings that squeeze every so often, that speak incredible volumes.
Flower shops.
Post offices.
Grocery stores.
Getting the mail from the mailbox.
Just walking downtown, like we are now, getting groceries for the week.
Before my sister and his honorary sister, nervously explaining.
Before the altar, tears in my eyes and Mark practically sobbing.
In the kitchen in the mornings as Mark cooks breakfast, awkwardly with one hand before I go off to make tea and coffee. Still sneaking sideway glances that turn to long gazes and small smiles that turn into grins (that sometimes turn into something more).
We celebrate the little things in little ways. With smiles that mean more and looks that speak louder.
And every time I look down at our hands, together, like that and meet his eye and see the smile that still makes my heart flutter, there’s only a few things I can think of.
His hand in my, with his heart keeping a steady beat with mine.
The feeling of cool metal on my ring finger (still somewhat foreign after all this time).
And the little things that really only matter.
We’d just be going out-didn’t matter where- and suddenly I’d look down and his hand was there, wrapped in mine, our fingers just…curled around each other.
And it really didn’t matter where. Mark and I would just be shopping downtown, and although the afternoon wouldn’t start out that way, before I’d even realize, our hands would be entwined and I’d look down to Mark and that rare smile of his would be ghosting over his lips and I didn’t try to stop the grin that would slowly spread over my face.
For us, it’s always been the little things. Little things in general. No gushing, overflowing words. Nothing big. Just sideway glances and small smiles that speak more than either of us could probably express anyway.
Entwined hands with tarnishing rings that squeeze every so often, that speak incredible volumes.
Flower shops.
Post offices.
Grocery stores.
Getting the mail from the mailbox.
Just walking downtown, like we are now, getting groceries for the week.
Before my sister and his honorary sister, nervously explaining.
Before the altar, tears in my eyes and Mark practically sobbing.
In the kitchen in the mornings as Mark cooks breakfast, awkwardly with one hand before I go off to make tea and coffee. Still sneaking sideway glances that turn to long gazes and small smiles that turn into grins (that sometimes turn into something more).
We celebrate the little things in little ways. With smiles that mean more and looks that speak louder.
And every time I look down at our hands, together, like that and meet his eye and see the smile that still makes my heart flutter, there’s only a few things I can think of.
His hand in my, with his heart keeping a steady beat with mine.
The feeling of cool metal on my ring finger (still somewhat foreign after all this time).
And the little things that really only matter.