November 2000. When you first saw me you were angry and scared. I was a replacement to the fabled Cinnamon. You ignored me for 2 weeks. When you fed me you angrily grumbled "Cinnamon would be mad for using his plate." But every day i could tell you were on the look out for him.
You came back from your fathers house scared. You ran outside to hudle in a crying heap of angst and depression. I went over to comfort you, i sat close listening and feeling what you felt. You didn't notice me until i rested my head on your lap. You sobbing harder than before told me things you kept inside. We stayed like this for 2 hours till you fell asleep, your mother came outside and took you in. The next day was wonderful, our relationship only grew stronger.
May 12, 2008, we are walking when i use the restroom and you notice blood. You panic. We go to the vet they diagnose me with uterine cancer. He says i'm in pain, nut still have a few months. We spend every day even though i am in pain. I can tell you hurt seeing me.
October 15, 2008. I cant stand up to see you out the door. But i try its your 15th birthday! You see me covered in my waste and you start to cry. I hear you say to your mum that today is the day you wont let me suffer anymore. We get in the car and go to the vet. He puts the florescent liquid in the needle. Puts it in my veins. No you sob as my spirit leaves. No i need you. No Isa No.
Its been 6 years my love but just know that I'm watching and waiting for you. I love you.
First true story i wrote.
You came back from your fathers house scared. You ran outside to hudle in a crying heap of angst and depression. I went over to comfort you, i sat close listening and feeling what you felt. You didn't notice me until i rested my head on your lap. You sobbing harder than before told me things you kept inside. We stayed like this for 2 hours till you fell asleep, your mother came outside and took you in. The next day was wonderful, our relationship only grew stronger.
May 12, 2008, we are walking when i use the restroom and you notice blood. You panic. We go to the vet they diagnose me with uterine cancer. He says i'm in pain, nut still have a few months. We spend every day even though i am in pain. I can tell you hurt seeing me.
October 15, 2008. I cant stand up to see you out the door. But i try its your 15th birthday! You see me covered in my waste and you start to cry. I hear you say to your mum that today is the day you wont let me suffer anymore. We get in the car and go to the vet. He puts the florescent liquid in the needle. Puts it in my veins. No you sob as my spirit leaves. No i need you. No Isa No.
Its been 6 years my love but just know that I'm watching and waiting for you. I love you.
First true story i wrote.
