First off, shut up. I can write two entries in one day if I want to.
Anyways, I am going to write this about what has happened between and my best friend, my ami, my shin'yū, my amicissimo.
Divine Penombre Lucile Xianthus
When I came to America, I knew no one. I became friends with Happy, a joyful male. He is nice to talk to, but we are not very close. I fell in love with Neige. Most of all, I met Divine. She became my closest, and my best, friend. I learned to trust her, and I felt like I could depend on her whenever I needed her.
Recently, she has begun to date Neige... I was, and am, furious, but now I feel awful. Divine and I got into quite the fight and I am positive I have lost my closest friend today...
I don't want to loose her, but what can I do? She didn't even tell me that she was going to date Neige. I found out the same time as everyone else, like I didn't matter. How else was I supposed to react?
"Oh, it's just me! Ara, not that you care, I am just your best friend. Thanks for telling me that you were dating the one guy I have ever loved at the same time as everyone else. I can tell you really care about my feelings."
No.
I just... what am I to her? Is she so popular that she cannot even tell her best friend that she is going to date someone before everyone else?
When we fought... she said that everyone knew about my past. That's such a lie.
I have only told her almost everything about my past, Neige knows a bit, but no one else knows. Except Happy, but I think my owner told him...
... I keep my past hidden. I only tell those who I trust, and so far that has only been two. How could she think everyone knows? Does she not know me?
Has she ever truly known me? I have begun to question it...
-Ara
