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[.Eclipse.]

Nassie

November,23,12 Fri.
It begins


Alright my owner got me this stupid and I guess I write in it so I will....

[.Eclipse.]

November,22,12 Thurs.

Conflicted
I am sooooo conflicted on who I really and truly love AGH!Gummy always been there for me but

Wave is so nice why me?The nice girl who gets tangled in the dirty work of having to choose between

two great guys. .-. I am been thinking of why should i Not just leave this crazy old place and

live in solitude with me,myself and I?I want to just...I don't know run away or some crap like that

'cause I don't like having to choose D : .Well I am happy that Peppy and Schnee are finally on track

and that "girl" is staying away from them but My bestie Lavander got cut in the face by her sister..

Shame,shame,shame on you just for having the same crush she took it to 10,000,000 levels higher

by cutting HER FACE!Well i guess I write again tommrow bye!

[.Eclipse.]

November,23,12 Fri.
Skating

Well..I am all alone at a Skating Rink...All alone..

I really don't know what to write about today since

nothing is happening to me or around me..but today

is Peppys birthday and I am glad her and the others

are having an awesome time together but...

Gummy nor Crashin' showed up so who do I

talk to? Yeah I am not new but Really...I have

No friends and I only talked to Crashin' and

Gummy Out of my family and..I am lonely

and I think I am starting to feel depressed

and my self a steam is slowly breaking

away...I no longer am comfortable with my

body and feel as if needs to be covered with

a hoodie or jacket and I hate my face...

stupid dots all over me...have you seen

Speck,Lolo,Lola,Lexi or Frozen? Those

are only a few examples of the

girls that are drop dead gorgeous

and then theres me with little

polka dots on my face....I

have been doing somthing..

bad

I will write tomorrow bye..

[.Eclipse.]

November,24,12 Sat.
This guy..

The thing I`ve been doing is this *pulls up sleeves

and shirt* I have been doing something called

"hot rocks"(put hot rock on skin to loosen tight ligments)

to relife stress and

just the pressure of life and this decision I have to

make..I think I know what I am going to do.Both of

them really love me but I can't bare to leave one broken

hearted so..I can only be single for a bit but I almost

ended it until...this guy helped me out..he comfort me

and made me feel nice and he seem to care and be there

for me...I really like him..but I can't just dive into a relation-
ship

again so..If we do get together we will have to really get each

other..I already can feel the pull of his heart tugging me in..

but his is very cute and..as I said yesterday all them beautiful

girls can scoop him up in two seconds!He kissed me..but only

a little peck on the cheek I think for comfort...Well i don't

know..I won't reveal a name because I don't wanna scare the

fella off...but he is nice to me and he really seems to care....

for once some one really enjoy me! I can feel my heart flutter

when I just..glance at him boom boom boom boom

it pound out of my chest,really.sooo I might write more today <3

Bye

[.Eclipse.]

November,25,12 Sun
Understanding+Being cared for=Healing

My scratches are healing up but..its hard not

to do it more...I am used to it because it was

My stress reliefer but..now what do?I don`t

know what to do..drink some tea?I heard

thats like some stress reliefer stuff or somthing

so maybe I can try some tea but I don't know

how fond of it I will be..my friend likes it

but..I don't think it smells nice..but maybe

if add some extra honey it may taste better

...maybe even tasty!Well I have getting some

time with my personal therapist and its all

going well..I feel alot more secure about

myself and its all cool and stuff...I don't

know..I think i am crushing on my therapist!

And I think he likes me..

Most likely will write more today!
Byez!

[.Eclipse.]

November 25,2012
I decided to write again today. Well

I decided.I decided I only love Mint.Gummy used to

be there for me but now I never see him.

Wave is nice and all but I like...Mint! .///. I like

him because he was there for me do my depressing times.

Wave didn't even try helping nor did Gummy.Now I have to find out his opinion.

If he doesn't like me back I will accept it but, I really hope he does.

Well I know this entry is short but I had to write it bye!