Ash's Journal (AJ)

[WhiteKitsune]

Ok i am about to give up... this is my final try at writing a book...

My life is a mess. But it never used to be this way. I sometimes think back to the days when it was normal. And even the day it changed. My story isnt that fasinating, its just about my life and what happens. But one thing you have to know... Is that I am Ash and this is the journal of my life.
(written on the inside of the cover)


Entry 1(written after the trip)

Another year, another month, another day and another hour. Thats the first thing that comes to my mind, every New Year. Its pretty boring you know, going through the same cycle over and over again. Sometimes i just want to end it.
Well anyways, my sister took me shopping, as she always does on New Year. I was to get a special item of clothing, for my birthday. I didnt want to go shopping, I didnt want to have anything new on my birthday, I didnt even want my birhtday to happen. Because I knew, felt, sensed something bad was going to happen.

Well my sister, ok first let me name her and explain all about her and her lousy shopping trips. Her name is Blizard, and she loves to shop. Every year Mom asks her to buy me a Birthday outfit. The Birthday outfit i never want.
This years outfit was a white layered skirt, a black scarf and a pair of satin snow gloves.
My birthday is on the 3rd day of the new year. Two more days to D-Day.
Oh I have to go show my Mom my new (and horrible) outfit.
Bye Journal.

[WhiteKitsune]

Any criteria? comments?

[WhiteKitsune]

Ill put Entry 2 up because im bored...

Entry 2- The day before the party

Ok I had a huge fight with mom last night. And it didnt help when i said i never wanted a birthday party.
AboutMom , yeah shes a bit of a control freak and loves dressing me up. She loves shopping just as much as Blizard, which i total understand where she gets it from.
She was mad the i didnt want the party and grounded me untill the party. I guess i also accidently upset Blizard with my statement.
One more day to D-day. Cant wait. Mom is getting the food from the Bakery today. She asked Blizard to stand guard at my door, so i dont try escape.
Oh, Mom just got back and she wants my opinion on the cake. Blizard is to 'escourt' me down stairs from my room. As if im leaving it.
Journal, i have decided to name you AJ as is Ash's Journal.
So fairwell AJ i must go.

[WhiteKitsune]

i need to know if its good enough to continue...Please feel free to post

[WhiteKitsune]

bump!please tell me what you think

[[Braveheart]]

i do like this! It is worth my time and good work..DO NOT STOP WORKING ON IT! You can't give up now..As someone i know says, the first leg is always the hardest. I have been in your shoes.

[WhiteKitsune]

i do like this! It is worth my time and good work..DO NOT STOP WORKING ON IT! You can't give up now..As someone i know says, the first leg is always the hardest. I have been in your shoes.

Thanks that comment really makes my day!

[WhiteKitsune]

Heres the next entry:

Entry 3

Ok AJ I'm back. Blizard is giving me the cold shoulder, well at least trying to. Mom is still a little bit angry but she was all cheerful when she showed me the cakes and stuff.
The birthday cake is still a surprise. She only showed me the little tea cakes for my sleepover.
Ok i really dont want to talk about that so let me tell you what my room- cough cough prison- looks like.
Its walls are honey golden with a slight silver sheen to it. My bed, on the other hand, is sky blue with jade stitching. My desk is on the opisite side of the room, where the window is. The window overlooks the front yard, which is large and, i should mention, where the party is going to be.
I still feel like something bad is going to happen tomorrow, i just cant help but think its going to be a disaster, something that will change my life.
Oh AJ if only you knew.

[WhiteKitsune]

Bump, please tell me what you think

[WhiteKitsune]

Another entry.. thank you bordom for your brilliant ideas..

Entry 4(during the party)

D-day has finally come... The day ive been dreading for weeks,months, proberly not years but the concept still applies. Something bad will happen. My life will change and will never be the same again.
Mom has forced me to wear the clothes that i loathe and Blizard is forcing me to go to the party.
So here i am, right before the guests arrive, waiting for whatever is going to happen.
Mom just answered a knock on the door. It turned out to be my friends. All five of them. Together we make six.
Summer walked into the room, with Scarlet, Amalia, Kahla and SnowMelt trailing behind her.
My sight of my friends cheer me up a bit, but i still feel the gloomy fate that awaits.
I have to put you away AJ, before Mom takes you. Sorry.